are you really afraid of our friendship might go bad and now keep on holding on ?
did you ever care of my feelings ?
or are you pretending behind the scenes now acting like you WANT to care , but you're afraid inside to see me ?
do you even dare to come here see me face to face .
have you ever wondered how i cared or feel inside any seconds before ?
or are you just mindful that you might lose your face here ?
or did you even care what the hell is going on ?
i haven't change any way .
now , stop acting .
* above's message is not for anyone particularly if you think thats you , then too bad .*
p.s , i really don't like you !








aight , i shan't continue this with my tears .
just fed up .
i needa focus my hearts on something on rather than wasting my heartaches and tears on something so small .
at leaste i'm still standing here (:
okays okays , something i'm very happy of .
MY AH DA DA GROW UP LERR !
SEE ~


heees ,
so proud of him .




I'm still happy today.
are you ?


by the way , i'll be changing my blog url soon like next week .
my blog now will only be open to people who can accept reading it .
i'll be blocking people soon .
yups .
those who want my new url can ask from me .
through MSN .
also , i'll not be using friendster so often anymore .
so i won't reply / entertain any comments or messages .
finally , the last thing .
i won't entertain anymore rubbish messages / smses that are sent to me also .
but still i will still entertain messages that are important to me.
i still love God and people .
so don't worry that i might backslide .
and don't worry that i might change to somebody like him/her who like to wear a mask and act .
for anyone who's unhappy or disappointed with me . i won't scold you..
but just wanna say ..

I'm sorry .

bye .