Although old .
but this song sings out why my life is at this state today .

I will not make the same
mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone
around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's
weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with




Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone
around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every
night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better
than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For that same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe
side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to
forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you





I'm too defensive .
is that true ?
i must make every single person's point of me right .
WTH , this shows imma perfectionist ?
Lol can ..
care-d and stood so much inside your shoes , in the end ..
I'm still like the one seem to be thy heck care one ?
well well , thats how you feel .
i totally had no right to say no .
but now i know why and , that don't know you ; i don't want to know you any deeper .
every words thats from your mouth freaks me out .
be it with me or others .


Shut up .






come away , come away .
and run with me to thy thing call freedom .♥♥