ehheyy !

look thats my happy three 'fish' !

they'reso cute lor ..

haha :D

dont know where mommy got these from ..

but mommy is so sweet (X

imma gonna get some nice stones to decorate them a home sweet home !

hehe ! :D

but i know imma lil cute them lah !

look look , thisis the blogger !

woohooo ~

and oh ya ..

new songs , new songs ..

on loud yer speakers !!

muahahahahs =DD

yea yeaaah ..

you you ! i can be yer girl friend !

a very good one (:

hur hur XDD

come and get me !

yeahh , dream on ~

爱惜自己 !
快乐是你属于你自己的 .
不是他给你的 !
对自己公平一点 .
要继续的坚强下去 ,
不要放弃
不准哭。

my face is the very red last night ..grr ..


ALOHA !
muahahahah ~
:DD backk backk ..
ya dont needa slap on face don cha ?
hahahahahs ..
..hmmmmms ..
weather hasnt been good huh ?
people around like keep saying very hot ehs ?
oo .. no wonder i feel abit warmer baahs ..
uhh ?
lol ..

i was browsing through 'somebody's blog ..
and i spot this para ..




who says flowers needas grow at garden ..
who says tired must drink kopi o ..
yar , stop that penguine living at it's vehh cold place lar ..
shes living in singapore ..
dont guess , she's someone close to ya ..
waiting for a heater .. thats the ass cherlin .



grr .. donnoe which hella bastard wrote this in his blog lar ..
he even spell my name wrongly lar !!
and he's lame tired who will drink kopi o leii ? i drink ribena then not tired ler lo ..
i mean people know me all knows lor ..
LOL ..
then what waiting for heater .. wah lau i got a big sun in s'pore + i thought penguine wont feel cold ? eerrr .. -..-
okayees okayees ..
he tease me whenever he sees me in school ..
eh faster fan fan ..
.. dots ..
* faints *
watched mr bean todayeee ~
woohooooo ..
hip hop sei ..
lols ..
he's look so retarded in the show ..
well well .. he's so funny ..
i laughed out loud through out lar ..
^^ people watch it !
take care people people ~~
hui hui looks like ka peach !
muaahahahah ..
who sayees she dont have va nick name ?
haha !
she said ..
use fruit's name to laugh at people is so 'wu liao'
grr -..-
then she said you mango !
muahahaha ..
hui hui 'ni you zhi ' !
(childish ) !!
lol ..
accidentally ate beef ytd with sis at pastamania ..
ate carbonara , linguine ..
wah lao ..
beef leh ..
err xiin .. btw , it tasted so much like ka very sweetened 'bah kwa ' !!
bweaahhs ..
* vomits *

hey people
check this out !
LOL !!





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmmjPbYU1og

ahhem ahhem ~
hur hur ~
i'm to class !
wahahahaha :DD
so happy lor ^^
well well , class was fun ..
although imma like blur and dont know what is really happening lor ..
science class was like alright ..
cause theres mr ang was around ..
mrs ang and mr yea wasnt around ..
so those lesson we were like ka playing around ..
and it was PE class ..
and mdm lim was there ..
then she asked me : are you supposed to be here ?? i thought you are still at your suspention ? :
i was like what the hell ..
imma like - i'm suppose to be here ! i've finnish doing my suspention luh !!
grr i nearly like throw her to america ..
hahahaha :DD
and i was like wasnt aware that today got PE class ..
then never wear pe t-shirt ma ..
its like they have a new set time table ..
and i dont even know lar ..
deepa told me that mrs ang will give me ..
its like they aready how the very long ago know aready liao lor !
she see me so many times durring the suspention ..
yet , why didnt i ever heard her say about them ?
what the hell ..
she gu yi want lor !
she wants me make lotsa mistakes then she'll be happy lor !
see how wicked she is !
woahhhh ~
so very angry lar ..
fcuk up .
forget it ..
imma like if theres more thing happen imma gonna like slapp her lar !
lol .. i'm serious .
i hate this kindda person ..
and next next week fabian is comming back tuh class huh ?
hahahahahah !
and oh !
melissa did attually bathe durring the camp lar ..
so they were just rumours saying her never bathe through out the whole camp lor ..
hmmm .. well well ..
cheer up melissa !
so many misunderstandins der ..
and sun yan zi like have a new album comming out huh ?
so excited ..
i bathed kinno today (X
he's so noisy nowadays ..
grr ..
hhmmmmm
oh oh !
i'm going to have that surgery on 26 march ..
sigh ..really afraid lor ..
yea yeahhh i must jiaa youu lor ..
and oh ,
i'm still living in this world !
not giving up searching for this thing call freedom .
ha !
ehhey , everyone dies .. but not everyone really lives .

people people ..
hur .
harms are everywhere ..
so hey , people ..
look out for every traps okayees ?
hur hur ..
i've got enough and like ka so tired ..
and if you're someone who likes to see people suffer and you're selfish ..
please wake up can ?
you're presence are make everyone so sick ..
what lie and what stuffs you know them very well its not like this ..
but what for you made them till so complicated ??
ha ! please la .. go get yourself a life ..
lol ..
knowing this fact not for long ..
now another thing poped out again ..
how ya want me to accept this ..
oh , they're just wanting to get the name out of it ..
well well , aint you ashamed of have that name tag on your chest ?
oh , yeah .. ya find it very 'cool' or 'proud' huh ?
please la ..
how long can you survive with that kindda life huh ?
ya tell me ..
oh , you dont know ? ha ! cause you dont know whats life is all about ..
i mean .. i think you're so childish la ..
what one on one or what 'puay dai ji ' ? ..
eh please la ..
you want one on one you go thailand play la ..
huh ? oh puay dai ji huh ?
if you have the guts and you want real things to be sortted out ..
go police staton lor ..
LOL .. hahahahahs ~
you think by bringing people out lik this can really proove that what he or she say is true ..
ha ! now you say no .. when things happen i thought you were so kindda comfirm ?
now .. this is how childish you are ..
okayees okayees ..
i'll let ya with you with that kindda life alright ?
haha! good luck man . you're gonna suffer ..
and you'll always be at the loosing end .
hur .
remember , whatever you're doing now .. will only bring harm to ya next life ..
and look .. you're curses everywhere ..

ehhey !
ohh ~
..hmmmms "..
well well , todayee is my last day of my suspention leh !!
wahahahahah (X
so the very happy ..
hehehes XD
oh , i'm like so late for school todayeeeeeee !!
hur hur ~
but tomorrow imma gonna wake up early !
wooohoooo ~
studyy studyy !
new begining eh ?
humph , i then dont care how that witch will treat me luh ..
hahahahah , i'll study what i wanna study ..
yeapp eeeyeap ..
what for care how others see me lei ?
i'll proove her the very wrong ..
i always thought she's a teacher that i can always respect but who knows she's so jian !
uhhh , okayees okayees ..
people wont be fair to you ! so why not be fair to yourself !
i felt so happy and i finnaly acchieved and earn back my freedom !
wahahahaha ~ \^o^/ hurrayeeeeee !
imma gonna study so the very hard to catch up with the class .
sorrayee guys now adays no time to blog kayeees ?
but i've fixed a new play list ..
^^ hur hur ~
hope ya like it luh ..
just some songs that i think they quite sooth my ear ..
hahahahhaah ~
sister coming back to s'pore ?
uhh , excited and looking forward ..
LOL . i think she'll be like so shocked when i've new bed and new furnitures ..
sure will likka some how yell at me for spending mommy's money or what so ever lor ..
uhh , maybe she wont ?
hahah !
i made jelly todayeee !
and its mango flavour !
:D nice nice ..
ha ! you cant have it ..
cause its for doggies to eat lar !
hahahahahaha !!
my dog enjoy it so the very much that i cant even had a chance to take picture of it !
grr ..
haha ! nevermind nevermind ~
..hmmmm ..
treasure what you've got , dont wait till they left then you regret .
get it ?
i wont give up life !

my contract with the school ..

* no vulgarities in class

*must not disturb the class

*obey teacher's insrtuction

*be respectful and polite to all staffs .

waaaa laoo ~

the worst part of all is ,

attandence must be very well done !

haais .

sadded lor ..

okayeees okayeeees , more to come .
hahahaa

read some newspapers todayeeeeeee !

hahaha !

and that picture below scare me a hella up ..

grr

stupid long curly hair ..

ha !

imma good girl !

hur hur ~

jian wen didnt made it to wake me up this morning ..

i knew it .

luckily i had a super mother to wake me up every morning ..

she've got the best ways to wake me up ..

grr ..

i nearly slapped her .

hahahahah ..

well , just kidding with you guys ..

how would i ?

lol

it was like going eleven i was like searching phones to wake that fella up ..

but i was tooooooo sway lor ..

kennaah cought using my friend's phone ..

then send him messages ..

i mean even if i text a thousand exclamation marks ..

you think he'll like read it ?

he'll be like snoring lor !
hahahahaha

my friend's phone was being confiscated ..

uhhh , sorry sorry ah if ya reading ..

paisehh siaaa .

todayee is so siaaaaaa ~ ( blind )

diaaoooo .

and meh mehh todayee wanted me to write her a compo .

[ my AMBITION ]

LOL

she asked me i was like ..

huh , mind empty lor !
woaahhhh

i asked her , am i supposed to like wahaha now ?

lol

she gave me three piece of papers ..

i was like ..

hur hur ~

drew likkaa hell ..

hahahahah :D

she was like ..

uh , so you had your self art lesson todayeee huh ?

wahahaha (X

well well ,

i'm just kidding with you guys ..

i've learnt to write my name propally tooooo ~

in his ' deep in thought '

lol

thats christopher lar .

hey , this is ya hui !

she's a nice girl .




tuna sayee this is a doll house .
but hey , thats my room !
hur hur ~
cought this pic in my phone ..
didnt know when i captured this ..
hahahaha
think i was drunk that time ehs ?
uhh ..
ha !

well ,
in the end ..
ha !
i get it now ..
and , i almost forgot what fabian thought me .
dont trust anyone , only trust yourself .
and yet .. she's the someone i spent most of my time with in the past .
the someone who i always care ?
someone that i really trust ?
someone i'll never hurt .
she was a very good friend of mine ..
we shared our hearts out .
we used to stand on each other's side when bad things happened ..
we had our happiest times together .
but now its all past and memorries ..
since she finds her best way out ..
i shall let her fly then .
its not that simple in every one's eye ..
and everyone had been fooled .
but i me myself already know the whole truth .
its not her fault , its just she dont know .
i think sooner or later she'll get to know the whole thing .
sigh .
i'm not dissapointed or what so ever about what she did behind .
but its the heart that hurts that she's no longer on her stand with me .
she say she had her dissapointment on friday .
and she dont know that friday is when everything just started !
i'm so tired to explain myself out .
she was the one who ask me to leave them alone ..
but now ?
yeaah , i'm alone .
knowing that the whole truth that i dont wanna know .
betrayed .
people say time will resolve everything .
and yeaaa , i'll wait .
well , sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow
we must fail in order to know .
sometimes our visions are chear only after our eyes are washed away with tears .
there's alot of unhappy happening around her , i know .
and i hope she'll live better than before ..
hope someone will replace me to cheer her up this time .
someone to tell her
its not worth it , dont cry !

GREETINGS ~

eh hey !

how how ?

its the one week march holidayees ..

and now ..

i'm like missing school !

hur hur ~

cleaned up my room ..

and was like , uhh ..

...

y'all better not know ..

lol

mommy sayees wanna buy me a new bed !

cause last time till now i've been sleeping on the floor ..

uhh , not that ke lian laa .. got 'tilam '

haha ..

maybe is use to it aready ..

soft soft bed more prefered lor .

yeaps yeaps ..

white one ..

so the very nice lor !

uhh , okayee okayeees .

i stop nonsence .
todayee was fun with mommy !

enjoyed , although in the begining we quarreled ..

hahahahs , but we're fine now again ..

lol , i'm like miss my sister at m'sia ..

miss her presence lor ..

uhh , forget about it .

i'm so excited ..

cant wait to recieve my new bed !

oh !

we went looking for washing machine too ..

it'll be in by sat ?

tomorrow kinno's dry food is coming after three ..

needa stayee at home this few dayeeeeees ..

grr , kinndda borrrrred at home ehs ..

blaa blaaa blaaaaa ~

life gotta go on .

yeaah , bye blogger !

this photo of mine is so the very old ..

hur hur ~

happy birthdayee mommy !

iloveyou `

uhh .

a back view of my boy friend !

lol

no photos to update here .

so browse through my com and saw this photo !

ilovekinno !

i'm so the lonely here nnorhs .

so quiet .

then cant walk here walk there .

grr .

well , hope i'm getting well soon :D

my legs is hurting !

people free must corr me .

cause i'm really bored here .

mommy's birthdayee is over ,

and i havent got any presents for her .

in hospital nowadayees ..

so she didnt expect much .

i made a birthdayee card ferhh her .

i think my expenses in the hospital is so the very ex lar .

must start working once i'm getting better ler .
needa pay her back .

all these dayees she's the one who kept me accompany lor ,

taking care of me .

even when i'm sleeping !

it's been hard for her .

volleyball trainings !

imissvolleyball !

heeheees :D

i looked back .

traced back every steps i walked .

i look forward .

i ask myself .

how am i gonna continue the rest of the long journey ?

when its still not the end .

cherlyn .

the needle .
the blood .

lonely nights ?

i miss him alot alot !

child ward 55 bed 3

grr .

i'm like so the very to old there lah .

all kids leh .

so its so the very noisy you know ?

sleepless nights !

they're crying like ka no stop the lor .

i wanna cry tooo .

stop crying !

DONT LAUGH !

people all asking why i'm in hospital .

haais .

dont ask dont ask .

hahs .

i'm not weak okayeees ?

imma gonna stayee stronger then before .

hey , i'm quite tired you know ??

what goes around comes around.
cause you are always so inappreciative.
& always takethings for granted.
i doubt you realise youre hurting others,
in the process of protecting your own ego.
which i assume is as big as the universe.

GREETINGS ~
hello hello :D
past few days got myself intuh big troubles in school ..
hur hur ..
but now everything is fine (:




i just wonder ..
why is it so difficult to be straight forward ..
i mean ..
if you dont like a person why not just say it to him or her ?
why say behind and hide like ka coward ??
why say the person calls you everyday when you're the one who contacted him or her ??
why wanna make yourself this way , and harm your friend ?
i'ld prefer people be frank with me , and not those who por here but say another story behind ..
what for pretend ?
oh you're sickening ..
two headed dogs ? snakes ?
ha !
what ever ..
creating troubles and troubles for me ..
whats wrong with you ??




uhh .
please , if you've got nothing better to do ..
get a life .. get it ..
i'll forget all the past .. and you too okayeees ?
i think thoses times .. i'm blind folded running around ..
and now .. i just tear it down ..
hey , hate me for all you want alright ?
cause in the end you'll be at the losing end ..
all i'll do is keep quite and watch ..
alright , leave me alone .





and then and then ..
i want these !

preetayee ehs ?

hahahahaha .