SHE CRIES NOT BECAUSE SHE IS WEAK .

SHE CRIES NOT BEACAUSE SHE WANTS SYMPATHY OR PITY

;SHE CRIES ,

BECAUSE CRYING SILENTLY IS NO LONGER POSSIBLE .

THE PAIN AND AGONY HAVE BECOME TOO BIG TO BE KEPT INSIDE ..

SHE CAN NO LONGER KEEP QUIET ...

..hhmmms ..

haais .

i dont know why ..

but ..

i sometimes find i'm drifting through this life without effect ..

uhhs ..

i often wonder if i'm truly worth what i've been blessed ?

ha !

you see me in my daily grind , so confident and strong ..

yet , when i'm all alone ..

i'll some how question myself ..

just where i belong ..

people say times heals everything ..

it's been a long while ..

but everything still goes the same ..

i think i cried a ocean out for him ..

i thought without his presence that'll make me feel more glad ..

yet , i really miss him

everynight before i sleep ..

his name , his face never fades ..

nightmares replays ..

just at that very moment ..

i'm so afraid ..

really afraid ..

where is he ?

he's no longer here ..

sweetest memories of a one year plus relationship with him ..

will always be on my mind ..

all i knew was to love him ..

i think ..

i forget how to really love a person ..

ha !

what am i talk about ???

all i know is ..

i lov-ed him before ..

and ..

hope he's life is doing great yeaa ?

yeaa ..

i shall move on with my studies ..

move on with everyone and everything around me .

move on with this world ..

ha !

imissmywifeyFIONA ~