well ,
in the end ..
ha !
i get it now ..
and , i almost forgot what fabian thought me .
dont trust anyone , only trust yourself .
and yet .. she's the someone i spent most of my time with in the past .
the someone who i always care ?
someone that i really trust ?
someone i'll never hurt .
she was a very good friend of mine ..
we shared our hearts out .
we used to stand on each other's side when bad things happened ..
we had our happiest times together .
but now its all past and memorries ..
since she finds her best way out ..
i shall let her fly then .
its not that simple in every one's eye ..
and everyone had been fooled .
but i me myself already know the whole truth .
its not her fault , its just she dont know .
i think sooner or later she'll get to know the whole thing .
sigh .
i'm not dissapointed or what so ever about what she did behind .
but its the heart that hurts that she's no longer on her stand with me .
she say she had her dissapointment on friday .
and she dont know that friday is when everything just started !
i'm so tired to explain myself out .
she was the one who ask me to leave them alone ..
but now ?
yeaah , i'm alone .
knowing that the whole truth that i dont wanna know .
betrayed .
people say time will resolve everything .
and yeaaa , i'll wait .
well , sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow
we must fail in order to know .
sometimes our visions are chear only after our eyes are washed away with tears .
there's alot of unhappy happening around her , i know .
and i hope she'll live better than before ..
hope someone will replace me to cheer her up this time .
someone to tell her
its not worth it , dont cry !