How are you ???

SO FAR SO GOOD .

SO FAR SO GOOD .

SO FAR SO GOOD .

I know you miss me very very very much .
hur hur hur .




Someone lost part of his memory from a accident .
And he manage to remember everyone and everything .
But he just dont remember me .
Pictures and messages in his phone still can't let him recall who exactly I am .



Man , it sucks to be forgotten. Why me ???




Sigh ,..
Well , hopes better for the future buddy .
Get well soon .



Xoxo ,
Cher

Updates yo.

Rainning days sucks .
Wonder why people say rainning day's are romantic . XIAAA .



So lei zhei , must bring umbrella and all , some more so colddd !



Miss my night life .
Everyday meeting the sun in the morning is terrible .




My favourite lunch of all yo .
Black pepper chicken rice with the yummy soup ! 3.50 nia :D
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This .

Eating fruits almost everyday .
It just cost me 1.5o and I have like 6 kind of fruits inside there .
super shiok !






Today I got fined of 30 cents of dian perfume wrong .
They got the perfume hidden at the display , never tell me , blame me of not asking .
How cunning .


Suan niao ...



then got one 怪叔叔came into my shop today testing me about fragrance .
see me gong gong like that ..
Then I let him test the perfume , he end up asking me whether they are all original .
=.= like only airport sell the originals .. what's wrong with them .

He then ask me about the prices . We sell cheaper , he say it's fake .
Other people sell so expensive you complain , we sell cheap you complain .
=.= what's wrong with you man .. Hello ???

He wanted hugo boss . then hiam say he's afriad of buying the fake ones ..
walk around my shop like walk garden like that ..
In the end still buy , made me earn my push money .
So ... not bad lah huh ..


Btw , He finished almost all the tester's papers ..
Goodness .




A super funny thing happened today .
I supposed to call a customer to come down and collect her goods .
And I ending dialing the wrong number .
A bangala answered , and I tell him I dialed the wrong number .
Then about a few minutes later ..


He called back !
Bangala : elllllorr , you calll me ar ?? you find me arrr ? "
Me :Yes , Sorry I call the wrong number ...
Bangala : Oh , isit , okie okie , you call me for what arrr ?
Me : Wrong number lah dey!
Bangala : You find who ar ???

*-老娘not happy already-*

ME : CALL WRONG NUMBER LAHH! *kup*
bangala : ......*tooot toooot toooot*


-few minutes later -


He call again . ( my shop phone no caller id )

Bangala : elllloR , tell me lei , why you call ar ????
Me : I tell you I call wrong right . you call back again I call police send you go back bangaladesh !
Bangala : okie okie lah .. don't angry arrr .. I just want to know ... ...... ...............
* I kup the phone *


hahahahahahhahaha !





Lols, Okay .
bad example lah huh ..
don't learn don't learn . (:





I got the first place for today's sales yo .
Call me queen .



Bitches , get outta my way !


hahahahahaha .


Xoxo ,
Cher .

I miss church svc ...

I think of You whenever I feel it's hard to go on .
I think of Your love and grace whenever I feel it's hard to accept or forgive .
I think of You whenever I feel lonely all these while .




I miss your presence !
So so so much already .





恨不得马上把工作辞了,
恨不得在感受你的同在.




and most of all , I miss all my friends .
It's been quite awhile since I meet you guys .
Boohooohooo.




I got 8 mosquito bites this morning when I wake up .





And I have to work an hour more tmr .
rahhhh , working life is so whinny - complainy for me ..



Sad ..
Who else still really reads this blog ?

ahhh , and kinno stinks . oppps ..
abit random cause he haven't bathe for the week .




When you think I've forgotten you , remember , I miss you .





Bahhhhh . Bye for now (:

I do not know alot .

Will you come and be my all ?

With loves ,

Xoxo ,

Cher.

Imma so so tough cookie .

Studying shampoos , perfumes and cosmetics now ..




Issey Miyake is my all time favourite .
But recently I'm so in love with tommy girl . No idea why .

And I love Paris Hilton's " just love me " .
Just love her lah . madness , she rocks .

CK stinks . and Burberry Brit don't smell that good to me.
At all .


Most of all , Montblanc's men's perfume smell super man . Loves it .

hahahahhaa ,


Oh , I thought I achieve quite a good result today .
I manage to dian finish a row half's perfumes without a single mistake !
no mistake means no fine . so ? Awesome for me and you .



The new word I like to say now adays is ...

CAN

I can make things work .

I can sort things out .

and most of all ..

I can do all things through christ who strengthens me .

Loves !
Xoxo ,
Cher .

It's not easy being me .

Don't read my blog if you think it's all crap .
Again and again , I say . This is my blog . Not your entertainment .




This url won't change .
My blogging style won't change .



I've never wanted you guys to appreciate this blog or dairy of mine .







-------------------------------------------------------♥

Your words affect my every move in my life .
Because , you're play aye important role in my life to guide me in this walk .
But before you ever speak an advice , have you ever spare a thought for me ?



It's so easy for you to say ,
have you ever thought of your judgement over me is how serious ?
Saying of easy to wait for another opportunity .
How long more .Please , it's close to a year already
Staying at home for 5 days , can't find any doings for my body .

Collecting coins , like a beggar . Desperate to just do dwell in desired place .
Say nice , I have faith in God. just to convince myself that I really place him as my first priority ?

How have you seen me as ?
Being free of weekdays , escaping that saturday to go to church ?



In the end , you still ask me to look this episode in a bigger picture .



I want to get connected .
And your reply was all negative .
Who's doubting me .



The people around me, are sacrificing .
And how can I be even more selfish ?
To keep my foot and working hands out there when I have a good chance .
I have faith that my heart won't change .
But where are your trust with me ? Zero .

It's disappointing .

Cause , I thought , you knew me better ...

You've never taught me how . or any solutions to help this time.
But all choices and choices to want me to prove my heart for God .
Just by going to desired place .
Stressing me out , judging me . Is this all you can do ?


I can't face you to tell you all these .
But deep down , I really wanna have a big quarrel with you .

I wanna scream all out at your face .
Can I ?
Can we work things out ?







All alone here .
Buried with all these .



Have you ever thought of this ,
That will I be able to handle this all alone ?



You just said ..
What ever you do , I support you .



Is that even convincing ?



Why does everyone think that I can do this all by myself .


Sorry ,
我做不到...

Love's like a merry-go-round .

It looks fun , grand and romantic on the outside .

You feel lucky when you just got in it .

Happy when you feel like flying .

It's so fast , that the moment it stops , you feel dizzy and lost .

And you ask yourself , where to move on ..

- cher .

Less is MORE ... ?

Happy to know that I've been blogging for passing 500 posts of entries already .
wow , how long have I been blogging ?
hmmm, not as long as XX or DY . But confirm longer than Lao Zha Bor .

muahaha .



I think , today I won't be blogging about how long I've blog .
But , how long I've been staying in this house blogging my everyday life in this blog .





hahaha . I'm talking a lil strange here ..

Alright , My house now has been officialy sold .
My mom is kinda happy and excited of moving into a new place ..
I don't know .
But , that idea haven't been a good idea that I agreed or like .
I just had to move along , even when I hate it .

To be honest , I hate it .
I'm kinda upset over this episode of my life .
Especially , my mom's idea of selling away the house .


But, as time goes by ..
I've learned to not have anymore expectation from my mom .
Also , to really push myself and expand my heart to learn to understand people more .

When more and more people came to see the house .
Listening to them talking about prices of the house ,
My heart aches .
I don't know why this house meant so much .
To me the house is way beyond those prices , it's priceless .
It's precious .
Every corner of this house is filled with lots of memories .
I'm so gonna miss this place ..
I don't wanna leave .
don't wanna leave .


Today , a guy came on knocking on the door to see the house .
He saw , and he like the house .



They just finish signing contracts .
I was in my mom's room patting kinno , hopping the contact would fail .
Sad .. I then looked at kinno .
Somehow , I think kinno also knew what was happening .
He looked sad ..
He stayed quietly with me .




I don't like changes .
But I have to accept changes .
Through this , I know .. I have to learn alot of things .

To be more flexible .
To be more a more bold person .
To be more understanding , especially for our love ones .


Well , it's so easy to say .
hmmm , all I could say is .




I think I'd gained knowledge from this episode .




加油!



Xoxo ,
Cher .

When I say I am afraid . I mean it .

Can't you take my words seriously ?

Am I really a joke to you ?

Or do you really find things funny .

Is it really that funny ?

Damn Bugs . DIE DIE DIE .