have god granted my primary 5's birthday wish ? <3
i think so ..
i always hope for my family to be back like how it use to be when my family is poor ..
haaas .. weird ehs ?
people will always think that imma person who dont like to stay at home ..
and thats only one reason .
cause im sick and tired of facing the walls at home .
so i always go out .. have fun with " friends "..
and thats how in the past ive ruin my life into darkness ..
my mom became richer when i was pri 3-4 ..
shes then a very strong smart busy business women ..
always cant see her in the day ..
but late at night ..
i use to think foolish suffs like ..
my mommy dont love me ..
she only give me money ..
and she dotes my elder sister more ..
i use to scribble them all in my dairy ..
then i found out that my sister always like to steal my dairy to read !
i now she still does ..
she read my blog ..
haaas ..
no offend of the word "steal" arrhs ..
I USED TO BE VERY PAISEH IF SHE READ MY DAIRY ..
cause she read aloud to tease me ..
and replace the word "i" to pig ..
DIAOOS !! =.=
and she do all kinds of blah blah stuffs to bully me ..
not done yet ..
she call me maid .. treats me like a maid ..
and she ill treats me )=
y'all know the young ones always cant have new clothes ..
they only wear the worn ones from the elders ..
only at new year .. you can see me complaining ..
mommy .. i dont want 3 for ten dollars ones !!!!
haaaas .



my sister is back from m'sia lerrs !
my mom miss her like holy cow .
mommy and i planned to watch 881 yesterday ..
she havent enter the cinema for like .. errms .. thats 10 over years .
no joke .
my sister and i planned to give my mom a surprice .
i think its a succesful one !
xDD
mommy cried .. cried for some scenes in that movie ..
HAHAHAHAS .
me too me too ..
came home holding on to mommy's hand !
so sweet !
so happy lorrs ..
cause very cold maahs ..
then my mom's body very warm one ..
so .. ermm .
yay !




today woke up with mommy's face infront of my face ..
waking me up ..
and ..
I HATE MEE REBUS !!
i really dont like mee rebus ..
haais . that bowl of mee rebus really spoil my day ..
then mommy cooked curry chicken for lunch and dinner ..
play audi whole day ..
still level 17 .
sian arrhs ..
cant believe myself that i stayed at home the whole day ..
this simple type of happiness today will never be forgotten ..
although the life will be hard for us ..
its still worth it .
mom's love is as warm like her arm .
for a moment ..
i really feel like hugging mommy and tell her i love her so much .
i dont know why ..
but my sister seems fairer than before =.=
i guesed she had her job done in the same place as micheal jackson .
looking at her face now is like looking at a 19 year old boy watching teletubbies .
well .. i just feel like starring at the music box and let it play for hours till i fall asleep ..