You name me as your best friend infront of me and others .
And you promised me that I'll never see you faking yourself away ever again .





But why do I still see you lying to others .
Backstabbing people .
Betraying your friends even around you ..?
I once said to you before , You'll get deeper and deeper if you keep on digging in to the mud.
And you said that you wanna come out of it , because you learned your lesson .
But still , you fell in . And you repeated everything all over again .




Why do you like to fake that mask infront of people .
Lying to others isn't the best for you .
I know you don't want to .
But why start it ?
Everytime when you feel like saying and rubbish , Just SHUT UP ?!
why let out the bomb at Sentosa ?
say until got dragons and tigers coming out from your head .




But I'm glad that you've always been honest with me .



You know that I won't blame you .
And you know that I don't like people who lie .
So why do you still do it ?
It's not just those small lies or like any white lies .
It's like all those super fake ones .
That's why everytime when you lie , I'll only look at you , and not complain a single thing .
Because I know deep inside your heart that ..
You can lie to other people ..
You can also lie to me ..
But you can't deny the truth to yourself about the facts .





I'm quite sad . But well , I hope you can really try to stop it .
If you have nothing better to say , Then don't say anything .
Doing nothing is also doing something (:




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I was super annoyed Yesturday . ( sat )
But I controlled myself to not shout at him .
I just hope he'll learn to be more sensitive next time .
Especially treating girl members in our cg .
I mean , as a cg we should protect our members right ?
You knew something personal / bad things happened to out member .
We should guard our mouths well especially in the public right ?
I mean , Even if the member don't mind . It's still personal .
Maybe you could ask those question to her personally / ask the cgl right ?
no need to ask those questions ( which i think is super sensitive ) infront of so many ppl right ?
Think what ? Interview uh ?



I understand that you're concern with what happen to her .
But seriously , there isn't a need to do those lah .
I mean , how would you feel if you're in her shoes ?!
think about it !
People ask you like ..
" eh , He / she really beat you like this like this uh ? how uh , pain anot? Why he do that ? "
in front of people .
Embarrassing enough right ?
I was super pissed already when listening .
How do you think the person will feel when answering ?!




Man , I hope you'll take note of that next time .









(: girls have fragile hearts .







Hmmmms , Went to JB with mommy today .
was quite sian ~
I have 2 super big monster in my throat now .
))))))))))))))): SAD .






Chatting with someone super darling now !
Chaos !