I'm so so sorry for the late update .
My mom forgotten to pay the starhub bill and , they cut off my internet connection ):
sobs !
have been meeting alvin almost everyday for breakfast and out with him for thy whole afternoon.
Lol lol .







Lol .
so here's a update for my this whole week .




monday?
Had dinner with jan jan again @ simei !
she got her new JJ lin's CD .
We .....

pasted our name all over the fridge at 18's chef .
hahahahaha , super funny .





Kinno and his favorite ball .
XDDD




Did visitation on wed .. * no voice *
-- thanks shaoliang for the cover ;D








then badminton with the bestie .
Swimming with him again ... the next day . ehem ( thurs :D )





HAD SO SO MUCH FUN .
that i forgot every sad sad stuffs that happen before that .
heees .



then we entered into mac , ordered ice-creams ..
A auntie gave me a balloon !
pink colour somemore .
then i made alvin taking the balloon for me for thy whole day !!!
Lol Lol . evil me ~~


Ate dinner .
and saw these ....
The times with him is filled with so much laughter and joy.
my heart was so dead dead dead .
But he just appeared in time to flush all those sadness away .


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I felt sorry to have rejected all the stuffs he said to me .
I was really touched .
After so long , he's still here with me .

跟着直觉。。 我不退缩。。
我发现。。你爱过的人可以有很多。。
但是要遇到一个能够真的爱你的。 真的很难。。
他对我真得很好。。我的心一直都很确定。
我让你等了好久都没有给你答案。。 对不起。
谢谢你陪了我那么久。一直在身边照顾我。。
从来没埋怨得忍着我。。 迁就着我。
我很感动。
真的。。




So how could I even just put my heart into some elses when they don't even care ?
You simply took me for granted . And you can't appreciate me .
Where were you when i needed you most .
You're right . I am silly .
I'm just too silly to have believed all the lies you said .




I will make up my mind to decide today .
And I'm not your 7 eleven.





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* New song ! *

If I were a boy -- Beyonce .

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed


[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)


[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Vamp1]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Male]
You know when you act like that
I don't think you realize how it makes me look
or feel

[Beyonce]
Act like what
Why are you so jealous
It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy

[Male]
What

[Beyonce]
What

[Male]
I said yo
Why are you so jealous
It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl
[Vamp2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy