Apologize ?
No way .
Idiotic barbie doll wants me to say sorry !
i mean for what man .
what have i done ?
i haven't blame her yet when she shoot all her saliva on my face !
man , talk to her must use umbrella one .
=.=
she scolded me that I'm ill-mannered .
when i say nothing at all ?
purposely pick up on me one..


here's the thing ..
as from what i heard from most of the staff ..
Mrs poh ( my principle ) praised me infront of 110 teachers on teacher's day ..
Lol , she even wanted to give me best student award somemore.
hahaha , i think it was meant to be a joke .
but barbie doll ( my VP ) didn't agreed so ..
alright , kinda happy , kiao ku treat me so good . hehehes ..
honour-ed ~



here's when the thing start rolling .
after teacher's day i found out like barbie doll kept on giving me alot of attention .
like during assembly she will come down and stand beside me , ( some where near )
and see whether i sing the national anthem !
like so suay ? why man ..
normally i don't sing it lah .. it's so ...
grrrs , nvm . but when i know whats she up to , i start to do my thing .
i sing the anthem softly . haha , i least i try okay !
other student kay kay open mouth only ..



then during announcement , i made a hand signal to edna about some stuff ..
and she replied okay ..
then barbie doll came and ask me shut up !
=.= woahhh , early in the morning kennah shout at ..
mood went super lousy .
i kept quiet and didn't talk back with my arms by the side .
* chill chill man ha choo *



during english lesson she then came in and interupt for a while regarding some over due stuffs .
cause few months ago , barbie doll invited some one to come and have talk with us during hols .
i didn't go because i was sick and had a mc .
my form teacher check with me the reason why i didn't go etc and yea i told her ..
we ended the conversation nice with a bye .
but barbie doll said i hang up her phone and my tone sucks when i speak to my form teacher .
i was shocked . and she said she want to see me and other absentees after school ..
-.- surely a misunderstanding !
so i stayed back and waited for her for 15 mins .
then she appear .. then i greeted her , she gave me a very sacarstic smile and started to ask me about the hang up phone thing ..
i explain to her that i think it's a misunderstanding lah , cause we ended with a bye on the phone ..
she thought i just wanted to skip the thing and some how buy an mc to be excused ..
i kept on explaining ..
but she insist i was wrong and refused to believe any single thing from my mouth and carry on blaming me ..
she started saying how mrs poh find me and say that im actually a very rude student to hang up the phone ..
say i'm horrible ..
i tell her i will improve lor ..
then a boy came and talk to her ..
so i was somehow making fun of that boy to mel .. mel laughed and laughed ..
and i think she thought we're making fun of her..
man ...then i was like still smiling away ..
she ask me why am i spinning my phone and smiling away ,
i reply cause im inna good mood .
booomb , she went mad and start scolding me ill-mannered .. blabla ..
say what i my mom don't teach me good enough etc.....!!
scold until my mother , i really cannot stand ..kee siao and walk to a side and call my mom ..
ask my mom what should i do ..
cause she's very unreasonable ..




then her words turn a 180 degree change ..
say that she only say im not polite enough etc ..
she scold me so loudly infront of so many students ,
she think all the students deaf one meh ??
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrs ..

i went home and didn't make it to go for school the next day .
cause i had the stupid rashes which covers 3/4 of my body..
she went on complaining to my co-form about me .
start putting words in my mouth etc ..
denying that she did not scold me anything at all !
my co-form even worst , even tell the class about it !
say that imma bad example ...they caannot learn from me etc ..
wth man ..........


i became 话题女王 the next day when i go back to school .
i was preparing for the worst .
like she will surely ask me to apologize .
i was prepared to just say that so-rry . but now i've changed my mind .
i was super angry with my co-form for not listening to my piece first ..!
and talk to him about it .
he told me what barbie doll said to him and they were simply RUBBISH .
she put actions and words into my mouth and kept on denying..
now she even want me to say sorry ?
I'm not going to !
I did not do those mistakes she said .
I'm not wrong to explain myself .
I did not put words in her mouth either !
so why why why should I swallow those rubbish she put in my mouth?
bu he li right ???
cried to mommy like being bullied by my VP ..
hahahahah .




a whole day was troubled with it .
firstly , i don't wanna spoil my reputation .
second , i don't want any false rumour being spread about me to other ppl anymore from barbie.
third , mrs poh surely will be very sad lahh .. im her favourite student leh ..

went for service and cgm..
and guess what ..
shalynne and Pst kong's word really solve everything lor .
somehow discipled me i guess .
1 ) for not being humble enough ..
2 ) i was full with ego and protections ...
3 ) i was too harsh and totally forgotten about God in this whole thing !
man .. i felt so sad ..
i prayed the prayer .. repenting ..
i didn't wrote anything about this when shalynne said about what i can do for God ..
I only wrote there to do serve his people and be a good role model that can glorify his name.



so now the greatest miracle is going to happen ..
I'm going to say sorry to that VP on Monday.
T_T
it's gonna be so hard ..
but i'm going to go for it just for God ..
although i did not do those that she mention ..
i will still say it , cause after all she's still older than me ..
I should respect her as my VP no matter what until i leave this school ..
so yea ..
tomorrow tomorrow .. jiayou !!



will update y'all again !
*prayers*