Finally gotta mood to blog , although its just a night .
HAHAHAHAS ,
yesterday i pray to god before i sleep .
and i gotta had a real good sleep .
cause i dont have nightmares , bad dreams or sweet dreams .
NO DREAMS ! = best .
yesterday's mood was really off , was so stress and worried about my EOY exams results .
school , friends , sick mother , work .. aiyas , very stress over everything .
plus having my great grand aunt's visit , its more even "off" and troublesome !
God havent been talking to me lately .
super dry .
cry cry and cry , i wet my pillows )':



by thy way , this morning i wenta school to recieve my EOY results .
and , was really afraid ..
didnt want to go to school .
just so afraid to face everything .
i admit , i really dont have much confidence for my papers .
my english teacher mr yeo told us that all of us failed our english paper .
fail english = retain
was so afraid like the minute when give result ..
ang ku kuay will bash the papers on my face then shout at me ..
" LIUYING YOU FAIL ALL LAHS , PREPARE TO RETAIN ! YOU LOUSY THING ! "
kept crying , kept praying to god .
man went to school with real red swollen eyes ..
people still thought i fought with people ..



i step in class .
fabian and sze how all came and tell me ..
" ehs , got one person in our class will retain lehs .
must be you liao lahs !
every day never come school , fail so many paper .. sia la .. "
fabian said " ni retain ding ler lahs ! "
no doubts , i fail my over all math paper .
i got full marks for my graph thingy .
MAN , first time in life .
then ..
science - i cant remember .. but i think i just passed ..
f&n - 67 or 69 only lorrs , waheeda she mark me as midium in practical because i joined later then the rest .. she said she have to be fair to others .. -.-
then .. what about me ..?
they lousy their business maahs ..
i score my grades well i deserve my marks , then just give lahs .
why scared here scare that .
super unfair !
CPA - 92/136
MAN , theres too lil time , print wrong side only lehs ! like that also want to hiam .
very kay kao lorrs !
ENGLISH - I PASSED LAHS ! 60 ++



T_T mr yeo tried to trick us !!!!!!
MAN MAN !
i then shout him ..
" EHS YOUR JOKE MAKE ME CRY WHOLE NIGHT LEHS ! BIANG EHS . NOT FUNNY LORRS ! GRRRS , I FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME !"
then he just stare at me and laugh out loud .
okays , praise the lord !!
although i advance to sec 3 nia .
man , at least i got a chance to go up to sec 4 to push myself forward more to my aim .
super happy lahs .






my uncles heard about my dead fish ..
then they went for fishing , and got me back three fishes to cheer me up !



tiger , crayon and paris .
paris is longer and behaves more lively .
yesterday yesterday's out with my cg girls and members ;D
shalynne joined us together cam whoring .
hahahahas ,



miss lil sun shine with miss lil chatter box .
wahahahas ,
uhmm , candice my tang guo is ... miss lil helpful ! ;DDD hees .
shalynne , JULIANA ,me and amanda ..
i really dont know where im looking .
im sure not ready yet .



be a star thrower ,
" for that one , i made a difference "



i felt much better after reading this post .