Bury my in a pool of shopping bags puh-leaseeeeeeeeeeee .
hahaha , just kidding . Choosing school have been so stress and troublesome . That after several searches , going down to schools . Knowing there's so many different things in beauty courses , certs etc .
Beauty therapy is something need to be updated constantly . And I need a school that really supports me lor . I just checked out that I can work as a beautician after my diploma cert . How near ? How near is my upcoming adult's society world ?
I learned that how cruel is the society . That , I don't wanna let myself to be left out anymore . This means I'm gonna be hardworking !
Dear diary by Pink .
Dear, dear diary
I wanna tell my secrets 'Cause you're the only one That I know will keep them Dear, dear diary I wanna tell my secrets I know you'll keep them So this is what I've done
I've been a bad, bad girl For so long Don't know how to change What went wrong Daddy's little girl But he went away What did it teach me? That love leaves yeah, yeah
Dear, dear diary I wanna tell my secrets I wanna tell my secrets 'Cause you're the only one That I know will keep them Dear, dear diary
I wanna tell my secrets I know you'll keep them So this is what I've done
I've been down every road You could go I've made some bad choices As you know Seems like I got this whole world Cradled in my hand It's just like me not to understand, yeah
Dear, dear diary I wanna tell my secrets 'Cause you're the only one That I know will keep them Dear, dear diary I wanna tell my secrets I've been a bad, bad girl
I learned my lessons young and I turned myself around
I gotta guardian angel Tattooed on my shoulder She's been watchin' over me
Dear, dear diary I wanna tell my secrets 'Cause you're the only one That I know will keep them Dear, dear diary I wanna tell my secrets I know you'll keep them So this is what I've done (repeat)
I'm so tired . I'm coughing non- stop today for a whole day . My head is spinning ,. I'm starvingggggggggggggggg.
Finally , I'm getting my sim card back! Yes , TODAY . Happy for me right ? Busy looking for me right ? Okay okay , hope nothing happens later in hello shop .
Well , I'm super excited !!!!!! Don't know for what also .. Lol .
I'll also be making my way down to visit my upcoming private school later to take a look. June's Beauty :D I know the website is a lil cheena . But after much research . I think i still prefer this school .
Oh , Edna is the one that recommended me this school ! Thanks girl ~
Alrights , My scalp still hurts , I burnt my scalp ! D': no more tennis under this kind of hot sun anymore . Never ! No more !!! Chou ahblack still laugh at me ..! Lol . mean lah ! ):
anyways , Guys , Play pet society ! I'm training it harrrrrd . hahahas , Loving facebook a lil now .
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
This shesha dream must die . man , now adays I've been dreaming of shesha almost everynight ! irritating .
Well , shesha was that best slacking activity for me and my friends THEN . but why keep appearing in my dreams now ? same people , Arab street , same act fierce boss of that place .
I quited all those lousy habit long ago liao kays . It's just all the rubbish dreams I'm having now adays. Can't I dream of something nicer ?
Like bring me to Paris , dinning with my loves one .
Me slapping chucky real hard on both of his cheeks and laugh at him . Chucky felt pain and he found guilty of destroying children's childhood . He stab himself in the stomach . And no more chucky folks ! wahaha , Okay sound so sick . I'm just kidding (: I'm very gentle one okay !
muahahahaha . I know you guys will say this .. " self proclaim one ... "
And I will stare and you guys back with .. "TSK !!! "
went to play tennis with xiaobai !! Lol . was fun .
She keep winning me ! I only win her twice ):
don't want play with her liao ..!
Monday, February 16, 2009
I enjoyed my Valentine's day :D How about you ?
Oh yea , Today is not birthday ! Why got so many people come wish me happy birthday ? For goodness sake , My birthday is October 9 ! Lol ...
I had to stop chewing gums and nuts because i dont want big jaws ):
what a stupid random post. Anyways . Cherlyn love all her readers that are still reading this cold blog :D
Xoxo, cher .
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Grandma came into my dreams yesterday night . I dreamt of myself bathing , taking care of her in the past at her place . Her body was very weak , and she was very ill then . In the dream while i was massaging her , I kept holding on to her hands so tight . So tight that i didn't wanna let go .
I kept telling her , ah ma , you must hang on . you have to be strong . She was in real pain that she couldn't speak much . But only kept looking at me .. That expression of her face , I can never forget .
I then hugged her , and told her I love her . And then she told me , Ah mei , mai kao ..mai kao .. ( don't cry ) in hokkien . I then hold my tears and pat her to sleep . That dream was so real that I can still feel my grandma's warmth .
I then was woke up by a call from my mother . She told me that my grandpa is in hospital now and wants me to go visit him . I then quickly rushed down by cab to look for my others relatives . He was found fainted lying down on the floor in his wet clothes at the kitchen .
He was actually boiling water , And he fell asleep , and when he was trying to remove the kettle away from the stove . The kettle slipped off from his hands and dropped on to his feets .. By somehow , he fainted ..
He himself also couldn't remember what exactly happened . Was so worried about him ! We talked for awhile , and find him still quite normal .. Because he still remember me , and my sister who is studying overseas .
Funny thing was , when one of my cousin said bye to him .. He thought my cousin was my sister , and asked her when is she coming back the next time ! I then laughed and told ah gong she's not my sister .. Then he said .. she's so fair like your sister !
I then stared at mommy and we started laughing .
Grandpa refused to stay in the hospital . So we agreed to bring him home since the doctor approves .
And now he's home . My relatives are now all blaming on the maid that was hired by my aunt . Blame her that she did not do her job well , blah blah .. But well , I don't care . I just want ah gong to be safe , and i told him not to boil water again . can let the maid do the job . then he said , he wont boil water anymore . SEE ! my grandpa is obedient .
He then ask me to over to he place more often to accompany him . I said okay ...
And he fell asleep .
I then speak a lil prayer over ah gong and went home .
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Khalil Fong was on CIRCUS狗仔隊 !( circus paparazzi ) He's so cute lahhhhhhhhhh . Crazy over him .
Circus were like 4 retarded dummies . I think they failed to really meet their main point . Well , Watch these videos from youtube ! I uploaded them for YOU in my blog okay . Hahahaha , Khalil fong is so so so hot :D
Okay , Laugh enough of entertainment . Back to my dairy . Yesterday was real weird I can say . Super funny .
#1 The Bank . Yesterday mommy called me urgently in the afternoon to ask me to withdraw money out for her. Was super troublesome , but no choice because the money is in my account not hers . And my account only accept my thumb print . So I have to go down personally . -.- While queuing The was this auntie that talks super loud at the counter . Heres the funny conversation they had . ( not that I kay po uh , her voice too loud already ! )
Auntie : Harlo ! I want to change my card password ah . how to change ah , i forgot ! Counter : Oh , blah blah blah ( too soft , can't hear ) Auntie : HUH ? WHAT YOU TOKING AH , I CANNOT HEAR .. Counter : Never mind , What's your occupation ? ( filling a form for her ) Auntie : Oh , I do aeroplane one . Counter : huh ? Aeroplane ? You're a technician uh ? Auntie : What ?? no lah no lah , I work in changi . Counter : orh , Where , What's your occupation again ? Auntie : I do aeroplane one lor ! Tell you liao don't understand meh !! Counter : Nono , You have to tell me what's your profession ? Auntie : what shen shen lah , I am not shen , I'm a cleaner ! Counter : oh , You're a cleaner .. Auntie : yah yah , cleaner . Clean airport one . Counter : *laughs* nothing to do with aeroplane what .. ( everyone laughed ! )
- few seconds while the fill in her particulars -
Counter : Okay done , Now you can just insert the 6 number password you want for your card . Auntie : Huh , password number ah ... I donno lei , You give me 6 numbers lah ! Counter : Nono , Passwords are only for you to know only , other ppl cannot give you one . Auntie : Can lah , You say lah .. *whispers , I won't tell anybody .. you write for me ? * Counter : No auntie , no , You have to think of your own password . Auntie : give lei . give lei .. Counter : ignores her . Auntie : - then start inserting her own numbers - Counter : okay , You press enter again then you insert the passwords again then press enter . Auntie : Huh ! I forget liao leh !!! aiyah , see lah .. told you to give me 6 numbers you don want . Auntie : -start blaming her ..- then continues to type in the passwords . Auntie : okay okay , Give me 4 numbers to buy 4D can ? 4 only lahhh , Counter : Smiles at her , no , I'm not giving you any numbers . I have to serve other costormers . Auntie : Aiyer , you so niao ..( stingy ) not friendly one .. * walks off *
*LAUGHS*
#2The Camera man .
Was in a train on the way home with constance after choir practice . And there was this man that was holding on to his camara taking pictures with flash to out directions . Constance and I felt super weird and offended . Because he was giving this ticko smile . So I at stared him back with my arms crossed . He was still taking pictures , and he carry on with video-ing . I was freaking mad , And constance gave me a sweet to cool me down . Then I said . " if it's me in the past , i would show him my middle finger . "(: Constance then laugh , because his left hand's middle finger is injured ! We'all laugh like ~~ After awhile , Constance alight . I went over sit at another sit , where i will not face him one . Then , He came over to stand over to my side ! Damn it . Was so disgussted . Because , he start digging his nose . And his nose dirt actually fell onto his injured middle finger . It's stucked there ! Super gross . I then closed my eyes to sleep and ignored him .
and you know what , He start taking videos ! He even play the video ! Right infront of me ! I cannot stand it already , Because he start taking pictures of me with flashagain . ( he haven't met before his great grand mother ! ) I then raised my voice at him speaking in mandarine . because he look like he's from china . " 请你停止你刚刚的行为, 把刚刚你所拍或录下的短篇删掉。 不然我就会报警。" Then he replied . " 我又没有拍你，我拍的是别人。。" I stared back and said . " 别人就可以拍吗? 你知不知道在新加坡这样是犯法的!" People around me actually witnessed everything and start helping me . Start adding on like .. 好啊,那我就帮她把你的死衰样拍下来给警察看! * start taking pictures of him * Then my neighbours start scolding , condemning him etc .. He then gave his phone to one of them to let them delete all the photos and videos ! Phew . And he felt guilty and alighted at kranji .
HAHAHAHAHAHA ! you idiotic smelly starfuit with durian sugarcane ! ORBEEQUACK ! QUACK QUACK QUACK LAH ! You better jolly well bear that in mind that . 女人不好欺负okay !
Tsk , what a disgrace of man . SHOO !
must share this with constance again when i see her . She'll surely be happy .
nyahahahas ,
xoxo , cherlyn♥♥♥
Monday, February 9, 2009
I want a time machine :D
My friends actually complained to me about my unhealthy lifestyle . & After long arguing , I've decided to go on a healthy lifestyle ! Which is ...
Sleeping early . T_T I will force myself to sleep early even if I can't . And waking up early in the morning too . Train myself to eat breakfast and coffee in the morning . Listen to those super opera songs . Maybe do some Yoga .. HAHAHA . which i obviously don't know how to . But breathing slowly does help you know .
Whatever that helps lah ! Lol , like they say it's true ? Doing all these can help to improve your skin complexion , hormones and mood . Yes , your mood !
Being a morning person , is normally more happy and .. Will not throw temper easily . Well , don't know whether it works ? But I'm starting from today onwards !
To sleep before 11 . and wake up at 4.30am for pm ! Dwelling yourself in prayers in the morning will be simply enjoyable ! Starting a new day with holy spirit is cool okay !
Okay , chop ! so this will work . But today , I might have to sleep later ): Because of some planning for V'day for cg . okay ! gotta do some planning for tmr morning .
hahahha , SO BBW ARE YOU READING THIS ? Must pei me go buy uhhhhh !
wahaha , BBW BBW !
Anyway . I've notice something for a very long time . My xiaobaobei ( pet turtle ) loves to hide / rest under objects . This morning while mommy is going to work , I let him out in the living room to play . And it never stop finding places to rest under . No matter how small the surface is , He will try to squeeze in ! hahahahas ! Kawaii eh ? kekes .
Ps : kinno is so curious and jealous over xiaobaobei , that when ever i play with xiaobaobei .. He whine and whine to attract my attension . wakakas , both my precious ;D
Loves , ♥♥Cherlyn ;
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
A LUCKY DAY ( ?)
Today I picked up a Real chio LV wallet containing $1070 and lotsa gold cards at amk central ? bannggggs , The lady's (owner) Ic photo also look super elegant and pretty lah .
Fong zi . Don't understand why she bring so much money out . Must be super rich . * & kind people like me would dumbly pick it up and report it to the police . And hope the owner will get it back .
spent me like 30 minutes to walk to the N.H police station at amk . And 10 minutes reporting .
Lol , well , At least I helped some one . So A Good deed indeed .
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Well on the other side . I've been self-reflecting . Like about my pst saying about not being so narrowed minded . ( depends on other people cultures and religions , etc. ) I seriously reflected upon myself . And was found a li'l tiny winy guilty . Yes , I am narrow minded and petty . ( some times )
Like for me , I'm super against Animal Abusing . Especially cute ones like .. Dogs , Bunnies , Sheep , Monkeys , Goats , Cow , and other sea creatures like dolphins ? They're adorable ! Everyone will Agree me . I'm sure . But people eat them in other countries and other cultures !
My sister actually talked to me about it the last time . And I some how ignored her still cause I still feel it's cruel and it's NOT acceptable . ( for me ) Until Pst explain and preached about it .. I finally realised ..
Actually , We can't really blame those people . When they actually grow up in culture eating those , or behaving with their mindsets that way . Because , it's their culture in their environment !
When I was younger , I love Pork intestines . And will often snatch with my sister over those .. Cause we eat Kway Chap almost every morning Then.. I use to always thought like Pork intestines are made up of beans and other ingredients .. Like the tau fus and tau poks . Etc , But until , I went to the market with my mother . And knew actually it's really pork intestines ! how it looks like when it's uncooked ..
Loud ewwwwwwwwwwww you'll hear from me . It's so cruel . Cause I've seen Alive pigs being slaughtered . It's super mean ..! Like the turn the pigs upside down . And cut the pig's stomachs deep in to dig out it's organs , Alive , while it's crying ! effing cruel and gross .
A curious me , then carry on researched about farms and slaughtering etc . How they torture chickens , cows , and cute lil sheeps. To found they were all bad farmers that acted kind to them when squeezing their milks . And i hated those cruel farmers from then on .
Ps : I will never be friend with a cruel farmer !
I was shocked to know the actual situation . And I actually stopped eating meat for like 2 weeks . Until , I actually forgotten and I ate a hamburger .
So to say , there might be other people from other countries that don't like people who eat pork ! But , we Chinese always feel that they're yummy and nice .
So I can understand better now , how they're feeling .
And ofcause , Accept their own culture . Like Chinese people at china have this super be crave or trend going on for the past decades . Tonics . Like herbs , animal's body parts that'll help to improve or protect your body from harm . Like the panda's paw ? people actually cook it to drink it like soup in china . I'm learning to accept it . Because , Seriously pandas are seriously ADORABLEEEEEEE ! Why eat them ? T_T Kay lah , If they can help sick people , then eat lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
But not this , Just a minor chinese eating them .. Baby's foetus . Unacceptable . Totally can't accept . It's human eating human . I don't believe of any culture or religion will ask to eat human foetus ..? And it's not giving any benefits about your health etc . So , no way i'll feel guilty about . Cause to me it's all crap and excuses to kill . (:
Just hope that the eating of baby foetus will not spread anymore . )):
But since I've decided Not to be so narrow minded petty anymore .. So here I come , Mr- earthhhhhhhhhhh .
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Been using the Lux White Glamour.
(PS : Not Advertising okay . Just personal account )
This is the commercial vid ..
Abit Kua Zhang . Anyways ...
Hahaha , To the main point . I love it . Bought it from the Watsons . Big bottle one and it comes with a beauty puff pakaged in a box . And it's only $4.50 !!!
Gracious mama me . Because , That Beauty puff they gave out was awesome .! like for you to scrub your body one . It's super bubbly and foamy . And it does not hurt . Feels ultra good and leaving with ultra good soft skin texture . Now I prefer using puffy to bathe myself then using my own hands .. wahahaha .
At the same time , It can make your skin fairer . Smells good too :D kekes , gonna stick to it .
Lol , Already said it's not to advertise . But somehow There are friends that are asking me which Watsons i went to . And they wanna buy it . hahaha .
Have a happy bath day peopos .
Chiaos , Cherlyn♥♥
Monday, February 2, 2009
PS : THIS IS A RECORD OF MY PERSONAL LIFE . you can chose not to read it . (:
This is My Blog ANYWAY .hahahas !
I felt totally forgotten by someone so close to me . Every single day , waiting for her return from work , no matter how late . Listening to her worries about her dearest one away from homeland . complains and complains .
Telling me , how much she wanna give more . But how much i also gotta give . which I'm tired of giving ..
Because , people never appreciates ..
I know it's wrong to think it that way . But I'm really sick and tired of doing the way she does .
She forgets about my own needs . She forgets about my feelings . She forgets about my studies . She forgets about my presence .
She robs away my freedom . Robs away my money . No privacy at all . Robed away my trust from her . & She can often rob away the smile i usually have on my face when I'm with my friends .
But out of love . I learn to accept . Accepting everything . good or bad .
For the whole morning . Was alone at home . Couldn't find a solution to anything . I start to panic , I start to feel so much insecure . Upset , deppressed ... The lousiest feeling you could ever have .
I set myself at a corner of my house . I stare in blank . Cried until I'm tired , I closed my eyes .. Was feeling so vexed . Kept asking myself what can I do next .. Why is my life like that . Why am i always at this corner of my house .
God then showed scenes of myself .. how I always encourage people .. how I always cheer people up .. how I always tell people how much God loves them .
Then God said this to me .. Cherlyn .. Your life is precious . Precious to everyone around you . Most of all , you're my precious . You're important to your family , and your mother . If you're the one and only person I've saved . I will say to you , It's worth it . It's worth it .
Cherlyn , I love you .
My heart was so touched , that I fell on my knees and worshiped God . Presence of God was so strong .. Felt the peace from God , and Touched !
Then experience a super warm fire flowing from head to toe . It was so real , that while it's going through my body . I can even feel it's flowing through my throat . I felt like coughing out . A lump of super thick phlegm thingy came out of my throat . I felt so much better ! Because I was coughing alot lately . I also felt my knees are so much stronger , firmer . My old injury .. every single pain , it's like not there anymore . Like the it does not ache anymore of knees from long time kneeling down . I don't know why . The cracks in my knees I use to always hear is also GONE !
God not only touched me , not only encouraged me .. God healed me !
My 3-in-1 God ! Hallelujah :D
Isn't this amazing ? He fills my heart . My previous worries .. Seems like not important already . I use to think that .. I have zero . nothing in my life . now .. Yes , I have nothing . Empty pocket also . But I have God . A God that is greater than anything . A big big God that can contain in any shapes of heart in this world . The only one that I would be always willing to give to . He's the God of my life .
Ask me who is the one I seek for whenever I'm in trouble ?
Now you know . Because , no one can ever replace Him in my heart . My number 1 :D
Ps : God also showed me a way to resolve everything . and SOLVED :D
Bury my in a pool of shopping bags puh-leaseeeeeeeeeeee .
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