Breakaway Camp was GREAT guys .
super fun luhs .
hmmms , just kinda feel like its abit not worth it .
$25 for only FOOD and drinks ?
cause earlier on leaders they say there'll be camp t-shirt , goodie bag and stuffs .
like alot of things like that .
then in the end ..
THERES NOTHING LAHS .
duh -.-
feel so much mighty sad after that .
duh .. like kennah cheated siol .
but anyway , it was my first time in my zone camp .
yeah i think i did enjoy myself .
but sad thing was ..
i wasn't feeling really well .
was actually having fever the past few days before camp .
but yet still go .
cause I'm super hungry for God !




we had our encounter night with God at 2am in the morning .
really early morning .
lol . alot of the members were already sleeping .
but , i still try to remove all distractions and enjoying myself in the presence of God .
i didn't teared much .
just felt peace from God .
God removed all my fear and most of my negative thoughts away .
God told me ..
my daughter , from today onwards . I'm going to give you new visions and dreams .
and I'm going to use you and bring you into the outside world .
you're a women with Faith .
go . go into the world , be the salt and light of the world .
go be the blessings for other people .
Don't be afraid for the next upcoming unknown future .
because I'll always be by your side .
God began to praise me ..
You're such a awesome person cherlyn ,
I'm always so happy to see you again .
you always bring joy and fun to the cell group .
helping your friends with their problem even when you're not well .
my eyes are on you with your every actions and thoughts .
keep going on !



yup , isn't this amazing ?
its always easier to please God than people .
so why should i care about people who don't care about me at all ?
:D God is a good God .
i really do serve a living God .



the next morning at 6am ..
amanda , janice soo and i woke up .
amanda recommended us to use the staff toilet at 3rd or 2nd floor .
because staff's toilet are always empty and they're so much cleaner than the others .
so we happily went to go ans used it .
we were brushing through half way ..
there came this young girl's voice a hymning crying noise .
which didn't sound like she's breathing .
that sound kept continue .
i started to pray .
janice soo and i heard it .
we both stare at each other .
she asked me what was it ..
and then janice tan came in ..
we asked janice tan whether theres anyone outside ..
there was no one in fact it was very dark outside !
Gosh .
i quickly ask the others to leave that toilet .
the crying noise didn't stop even when we left the toilet .
then while we're going up the stairs .
i saw this very tall girl's spirit flew by very quickly .
its was super obvious and .. her hair was very short ..
just reaches the ear and her jaws .
her skirt were long and her blouse looked super dirty and old .
she was wearing specs . one kind of very old specs .
like those circular ones .
i quickly walk up in a faster speed while speaking in tongues .
that crying noise only then stopped .
felt so much better .
then bathed .
everything went smoothly .
then when i saw shalynne on the way back to our classroom where we're sleeping in .
i felt really so much secure and safer .
at that minute i nearly cried .
no one know what i saw .
i didn't wanted to say it out .
I'm so afraid that the members will be afraid if they hears it .
my mom also don't know .
I'm so afraid she'll bring me to scary temples again
I've never seen spirits for so long already ..
why do i see them again ..
)':
but now everything is alright ;DD




this camp really taught me alot of things guys .
especially some of the guys ;D
one of them are just so irritating that really nearly made me wanna bash him up with a broom .
Duh !
i wonder how his family members can tolerate him this type of people .
can you imagine .
he's so the super thick skin until , after discipleship from leaders he still can happily do it again .
and that's not all .
after all the stupid and irritating things he tried to do in front of us ,
still give attitude problem some more .
talking to him nicely also need to get scolding .
then , i decided to talk to him in a more serious way to make him don't feel like I'm kidding ..
then people think I'm scolding him some more .
maybe i joke too much i guess , and made people felt like imma very easy going person .
like as if i don't have a limit .
he's pushing me all the way to my limit .
and yet when i tried so many times ..
the things just freaking cant drill over his skin into his brain !
i still need to get discipled like im not understanding enough cause he's just 12 years old .
wth .
the members and the other new friends were all tolerating him lor .
its just that they didn't wanted to say a single thing .
if i were to really wanna scold him , why would i still talk to him ?!
man , super pissed at that time .
felt so unfair !
he was the one who irritated all of us ,for the whole day and yet when i stop him also wrong !
why shouldn't him be the one to get more discipleship than me ?!
look , if telling the leaders or who so ever in charge dont work .
im not that stupid , I'll protect myself .
i may sound really unreasonable .
but see , after asking him to stop . he really stop awhile for that night .
but still , the next morning .
-.- hais . sbs = si beh sian .
he carry on with his nonsense again and never stop ...
til then I'm seriously sick until no voice already .
feel like telling him why not use up all his energy with his nonsense at exercising or improve on his school work .
man !
okays , i finish complaining .



aight , good night guys ;DD