MAN ! WHAT A LONG LONG LONG .. bean .
okays , off with the stupid long bean lahs .




GUYS , MAN LOTSA STUFFS HAPPEN TO ME RECENTLY .
and im gonna shout everything out to y'all .


SO READ !



y'all know i havent be sleeping well these few days .
its like , I CANT EVEN SLEEP !
cause of ...


1 ) stress ... ( aiya , alot lahs . )
2 ) i was very discouraged when all the stuffs happened to me ..
3 ) God recently gave me a sum .. and i thought i couldnt make it ..
4 ) i kept thinking back about my past . YES , MY UGLY PAST !
5 ) kinda dry these few days .
6 ) i scream in the middle of the night until neighbours and mommy complains ..


AND , to my conclusion ..
the devil attacking me !
YES , it must be him lah okays .
making me so sway now adays .. giving me false , violence thoughts !
okays i admit !
i drink the other day alone till im super drunk ..and ofcos when i drink i'll ...
( got found out by my momma )
i fought the other day with the sack that day at my friend's house for venting anger .
i mean .. err , also never fight with people.. nevermind lahs !
but , having this kind of thoughts is super not okay !

ive been keeping alot of my own stuffs from my friends , im sorry !
im super sorry , that i cant overcome this stress coming all over to me at one go !
not sorry to y'all .. but to myself . yes , im super angry with myself these few days .
fcuking angry with myself .


i finally got my dearest precious back , thank god for that <3
i nearly lost my kinno .
yes , kinno ;D

and i can remember abit during cell group meeting ..
i screamed half way through while the other guys were praying ..
after that , i couldnt remember much .
remember jiji .. she.. errr , gave me water then ..
AIYA ! really dont remember !
i bet its not me !

the next day , something super weird happen to me .
i wanted to go for my zone prayer meeting .. then ..
listen ,
I WAS AFRAID TO GO OUTTA MY HOUSE TO MEET SHALYNNE !
why ?! i really dont know , and i was really confuse .
can you imagine ..
me crying at the living room , didnt want to go out , was super confuse .. and kept talking to myself then .




i kept praying ..
headache was coming .. this time round more pain ..
then ..
it happen like nothing happened , maybe just a peace from God ..
i wear my slippers , went outta my house crying ......
so i waited for shalynne at mrt station , SHE WAS LATE !
hahahahas , and thank god .. she finally appeared .
we dint take the train , but her god ma's car .
her god mother's car is super cute !!!!
its a red car ! <>
and and and .
the backseats of the car are ALL REMOVED ,
all transformed in to a place with a mattress and pillows .
the stuffs for decorations in the car were all D.I.Y !!
i super love D.I.Y !!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ~
shalynne's god mom is super girly !!!! <>
shes super cute lah !
super envy sha .. haaas ,
okay what .. i also have a god mother !! :pp bleh bleh !
hahahahas xDDD



i got the demons inside me delivered out after service ..
i felt so happy after that , can feel a bit of highness inside me ..
hahahahas ,
i learnt a lesson .
i needa have a quote of weapon to fight with satan .
the prevent and protect myself against all these stupid things .
i went home , bathed and decided to praise God before i sleep .
and then ..
in the middle of the night ..
i kept hearing noises from under my bed ..
then , kept hearing noises outside my door ..
i flip to another side , facing my window / aircon .
and saw a black shadow sticking next to my window ..
and my bed is just next to the window , so its super obvious .
i can see it fcuking clearly ,
i cant remember much lah ..
i went to sleep after that , doing nothing to it ..


then a dream came up to me ..
i was lying on my bed in the dream like the same position i was sleeping at .
and ..
beside me was my note book and bible ..
i grab them up i turn to a page , i forgotten ..
i remember i wrote something like that ..
" you the child of christ , belongs to God . and you shall be a free man , free from every other things .. " then blah blah ..
then then ..
" and you shall not be control by satan or any body else . you are incharge of your life ! "
and man ...
I STOOD UP ( with a fcuking angry attitude ) towards the black shadow and shouted .. you lousy satan leave me alone and get lost from my life in jesus name !
YES , in jesus name .
i remember shalynne / pastor say before satan together with devil trembles under jesus's name .
yeah , i wanna thank god for that .
seriously last time when i encounter ghost spirits ..
i dont give them face , i'll just turn back and scold lotsa vulgarities to ask them leave me alone .
yes , i use to see them .
see until sian .
some are just super stupid and play pranks on you .
zz , those are past lah , heng im free from seeing them now .





im watching a new korean series !
call ...
COFFEE PRINCE !!
super cute .
its a new show , i think you cant find it ! bleh bleh .
im waiting for part two to come out soon , i really cant wait to see what will happen next !
YES .


- end of my entry . -




oh yah , amanda put me an aeroplane today at marina sq .
i wanna record it down . cos she say she's gonna buy me a ribena for this !
;DDD hohoho ~