forgeting of your own past does not mean giving up yourself ,
or you're ashame about yourself in the past .
i mean , why would people live in the past ?!



hating people is simply tiring .
yesterday , i saw someone back from my past while on the way to church service .
someone who had hurt me last time .
every scene came up to me once again .
at that time , i was really upset .
and that feeling really hurts .
the first reaction was " OH NO "
second reaction was " smile at her "
third reaction was speed up on feet and cry later .
lol .
MAN , then outta sudden ... God came and speak to me while amanda was cheering me up .
a voice said " its nothing , im with you ..."
i felt better after that , but sometimes i'll just feel better crying .
my banana sister ( amanda ) helped me alot .
serious , shes really cute lahs .
whatever she says and do is just simply very her .


without Jesus , i dont know where i will be .
maybe no longer blogging here .
without him , i wont know what is true forever love .
Jesus , he is the reason i live and breathe every day .
thank you Jesus , for everything .
thank you for being there always so faithfully .
i love you , and i'll praise you forever till i see you face to face ;D
hallelujah !

to a person who dont know how to appreciate me ..

for whatever i've done to help you , and yet you did this back to me .
you'll get it next time .
just want to tell you , the way you're behaving now is simply like a ...
Baby (:
yes , a baby . a helpless baby .
who always need attention everyday ,
but sad to say , you're just not so innocent like a baby .
a hypocrite .
a actor who wear mask infront of people .
pretend to be a rabbit when you're not .
who make up stories to make us feel sad for you .
always jealous about others ..
behaves childishly among yourself to seek attention .
yes , im saying you are super boliao .
a liar who acts like super poor but you're not at all .
sad to say you're a Boy , who cheat on Girl's money .
who take money from girl and acts like one .
who gossip behind like a girl .
a coward to face in Reality .



simply pathetic .
you the one who cheated my money .
you know who you are .
who i always treated you like a friend .
simply disappointing .
just pray that other people wont let into your traps anymore .
sigh

well just want to note this down .
and remind myself next time ..
haahahahas , well ..this is my blog after all .
(: nice day