days have been hard for me to go through ,
but thank God ive made it through .
i looked back my past again to see how God have blessed me .
i then realised , there are really still so much things i didnt know of .
i recently took a mind test ..
then it somehow says that sometimes i'll tend to left out people in my life i didnt really know .
cause imma too care free person .
today i thought , hey .. its some how true hors ?
* laughs *



God have shown me lots and lots of vision recently .
(: really great .
i've learn alot of things .
like a sentence i like to use now adays ..
" but, but but .. sometimes its not just only you lorrs !!! "
yup , a sentence i'll tell myself . im not the only one who's facing this lahs !
also , God sent me lots of messages .
some how disciple me a lil bit :p
cause , sometimes i may be just too careless about things happening around me .
and may lose focus . which is not a good thing .


my family havent been doing very well ,
infact im going to believe God that he's going to come and bless us even more .
i believe God will move in a bigger dimension (:
that our family is going to make it through .
even though its really a hard time now .
im gonna build up more faith .
more faith for each and everyone of us in my family .
and God is going to come closer into my sister's life .
that he's going to move into my sister life in a more even greater way ;D
she's the best .
Jia you jie !!






CONGRATS CANDICE FOR MAKING IN TO THE CHOIR MINISTRY !
really feel so happy for you lah girl !
today when she share the testimony .
man !
super proud of her ,
continue to rock on girl !
xDD



im in the finalist for the singing competition with Amanda :D
kind of surprised
i wasnt sure and wasn't convinced that im really the one who got in .
seriously , i didnt really wanna join the Audition in the very first place one .
now competition somemore .
* laughs *
hmmms , maybe lack of confidence ?
rahhhs , what ever . but i just find competition is very tiring .
i really do prefer to be the one at downstairs raising posters and supporting .
* laughs *
but then when i know that this competition's 1st price is $200 ..
MAN , i tell you i wake up !
i told amanda , girl we're going to win this !
haaaas !
even if this amount is too low , im still going to win this for the sake of my cg :D
and , myself lahs .... heees xD
yup yup .
amanda and i we're singing Jolin's Dao dai .
YES .
a MANDARIN song !
i think its really a great challenge for amanda and i .
but so far as we practice hard .
Amanda , my banana sister now sound really so much comfortable singing the song than before !
praise the lord .
all credits to her hardwork practicing at night yea ?
:DD her voice is super powerful .
if you close your eyes and listen to her sing ..
MAN ,you wont know that she's really just a 13 year old girl !
her RnB ahs .. "TOK KONG "
hahahahas , amanda sure will be blur when she see this .
i can really feel hs is with us even when we're discussing on how we should plan our song .
amen .
and , amanda's mommy food is super nice .
eat her food will like somehow want to cry one .
hahahas , just felt a feeling of "family mama love "..
yea , sure sound funny ..
but that breakfast/lunch is really awesome .
thank God for that .
long time never eat those type of dishes already ):
heees !!
THANKS ALOT SWEETIE AMANDA , and her super mummy ! ( hees thanks auntie if you're reading this.. ) *blush* <3



these few days amanda have been really a big blessing from God .
she's really a sunflower lahs .
if want to describe her .
together with the whole cell group have helped me alot alot .
even if im facing problems . you guys will always still be at my side and support me lahs .
super touched and happy to have y'all :DDD
now im trying to learn how to encounter different people in different time .
what to do and say .
i think this will be the super great challenge from God ..
i'll buck up .
and carry on my life with God .
even if i meet people who're nasty behind my back .
saying me bad stuffs and still act good infront of me ..
haaas .



i know sometimes i do have problems .
i do wrong things , cause NOBODY is perfect !
so people can feel free to correct me .
in a nice manner please :D
and then i promise i will improve to become a better girl in christ :D
nono , WOMEN in christ . amen ?
and i'ld rather you to let me face the problem than YOU hurting my feelings behind by gossipings dont even want to give me a chance to explain or change .
super hurtful .
cause recently i heard something really hurtful , a comment .
he says that i always exaggerate things that i say ..
says that i like jumping into conclusion very early .
he dint say it to me infact .

but went telling to another good friend of mine .
still ask her not to listen to me anymore somemore .
kind of upset when i heard this .
nearly cried ):
cause that person isnt any stranger outside my life ..



i will learn and continue to jia you !
in Jesus name i pray .
amen (:



" keeping quiet is not showing that you're weak or you cant stand up and defend yourself .
its just the positive and mature attitude that you want to show to the weaker minded ones. "