in somehow somewhat ..
i can see myself still smiling the same way like before .
but somehow , when i have God beside me .
every thing just look so different , so new .
and i somehow think , my smile is becoming more and more like myself .
i didnt change much .
i just managed myself to throw away that person who's not really me in past .
but please take note .
im still the one after all .
but just ,
a nicer girl , who carries his cross wherever she goes (:




[ photos from yesterday at amanda's place :D ]







amen ?
maybe y'all didnt or never find a difference yah ?
hahahahas .
nevermind .
good for me can liao :D
(: thank you Lord .



; cherlyn

The angels came into my dream last night .
i didnt know they are angels .
until , i finally figure it out somewhere .
hahahahas , sure sound childish .
the angel came and some how encouraged me .
haaas , somehow said that i've been doing really well .
ask me keep up the good work ..
good girl infront of mommy , friends and family .
and she said , some of my secrets out ..
then bla blahh i cant remember , she just said well done .
uhm , i really dont know what is this dream all about .
Gosh .
but its a good dream anyway ! <3




then right .
i came to a thought like ..
some times i really need to relax myself like jianwen.
really so care free until . every day can "kiao kar "
then no need think so much .
sometimes i need to do things that i dont like .
please understand that , i dont like to do them so !
and please what ever i do is for God's sake .
i sometimes do have orders to do .
then after i tried to help something i actually dont need to do ,
people try give me another image like imma busy body .
AM I STUPID OR WHAT ?!
you'll say .
" they dont appreciate or care then leave them alone lahs ! go care for what ?!! "

WHO DONT WANT ?!
every one sure want a easier way .
why would i lead my life like a cinderella ?
Gosh .
some more people will complain i do not good enough ..
WTFish ?!
i just want to rant it out .
i admit it .
i seriously felt this is totally really not me .
this is something ive never been like doing about .
i really hate being controlled over or what .
when you tried to accomplish something with instructions .
then still need to face what come next .
RAHHHS .
hate the feeling totally .
im not acting like what i want others to see me outside .
i just dont want to see my bad self in the mirror like before .
its really sad .
when what ever you've done people just treat it like you dont deserve anything .
okays . this is my blog after all .
i can write what ever i feel inside .




Recently got stalked by a stranger .
really strange stranger .
i dont know what he's up to .
seriously , really scared .
but it's over i guess ?
hope so (:(:




i made it for the 48 hours fast with God !!!
HALLELUJAH !
amen amen , super happy .
my prayers did work well i guess ?
mommy's 2 opponents stalls next to her are all closing soon .
that she no one will come snatch customer from her liao .
wahahahas , good thing .
RESOURCES OH LORD !
man .
i have this very strong Faith in me .



Today went to Amanda's condo to practice singing .
morning had my porridge a bedok market !
i tell you when i taste the first sip of chin chow ..
can fly i tell you !!
then eat the super nice porridge .
tell you super heavenly .
suddenly its just a happiness burning inside you .
like you're really getting more and more closer to God .
some one so great in your life is really awesome !
ofcause porridge and chin chow cant do !
currypuffs <3
amanda still belanja me eat sweet corn somemore ! :DDD
hahahahas , super blessed with food .
and then practice went well .
but i just felt like going to east coast , vivo , sentosa .. blah blah
just places that i can enjoy fresher air .
i just need air to breathe .
then .. we went to go in all the facilities in the condo .
wahahahas .
we went swimming .
it was raining . i didnt care .
Amanda is super afraid of cold water .
she sat under the big big umbrella stand .
i swim swim until song song .. the security guard come and said this ..
" eh girl ah better get up you know .. now raining ah .. later thunder strike ah !!! "
he added on .. " you never watch the news ? the dragon boat one !! 5 people die ah ! "
i was like .. errm .. okays !
i thought it was because of the people didnt wear life jackets ?!
okays whatever .
then we praised and worship under the big big umbrella .
pray for shalynne , yueze and my mommy !!
so we went to the gym and do some work out .
hahahahas , we chatted bout some super funny stuffs.
the rain seem not that heavy already ..
then we decided to like go back to the pool .
indian uncle said " cannot not lah .. sorry ah .. manager very "niao" one ah ..."
then we go to the hot hot spa pool .
tell you super hot .
but feels good :D
come home with skin tear some more .
at first thought its the rocks or what that made my skin feels spiky .
hahahahas , then know its skin burn liao !
* faints *
then went to the steam bath room .
20 degree .. feel like nothing ..
increase and kept increasing until we nearly forgot uncle say cannot reach 40 .
wahahahas ..
the steam room is like sauna but not the usual burning charcoal one .
i felt the steam one feels better xD
play until tired ler .
go bck her place eat ice cream (:(:
wahahahas , still got the bitter bitter biscuits to go with ice cream .
auntie shared with me about my future plannings .
like ive never thought before one .but auntie just simply shoot out like so easily .
yet so encouraging .
then thought over what auntie had said .
then find it kind of true .
compare bakers to beauty therapist ..
baker seem really a better job ehs ?
hahahahas . after how auntie explains and all .
not bad not bad , at least now i learn to think !
thanks auntie ! <3




tomorrow Dry run for competition already .
and , friday competition somemore !
people know who you are must come support me !!
xDD
i need popularity points !!! *
okay okays .
i need to end here .
it feel so much beter after screaming everything out from heart .
at least im still me after all .
(:



Jesus , you reigns inside my heart .

Japanese Global Practical Joke ..

hahahahahahas !!!

guess who wrote all these nonsence ...
Gosh .




his art works -.-

aight ~
lights off ;D

KINNO EAT FINNISH MY MOMMY'S DUCK RICE !!!
gosh !
he naughty boy !
nearly fought with him :p :p
he very naughty lahs !


i wake up today this morning at 8 .
started with a prayer .
and start cleaning up my sister's room .
then the living room ..
then my room ..
then the kitchen ..
then my mommy's room ..
then wash all the curtains ..
squeezed oranges for mommy AGAIN .
this time round 25 oranges .
note * not using any machine .
those use hand only one ..
*faints*
today im challenging myself to fast 48 hours for my leaders , cell group unity and upcoming my zone's Breakaway camp .
:D Amanda joined me ! ( heees , thanks girl for your support ! xD )
amanda and i decided to pray together over the phone this afternoon like 1 ++ ?
and , God's presence was so so strong .
never had this type of encounter with God before .
was very new and happy after that .
God spoke to amanda about me .
and amanda share it with me .
the words were so powerful .
can feel holy spirit so strong in my room , and i teared .
man , today is simply wonderful .
we finished at 3 ++ ! GOSH !
and praise the lord , we ended our prayers with holy laughter .
i really never had this experience with God before during quiet time .
really thank God for everything .
really want to encourage all Christians to fellowship and spend more quiet time with God .
amen .
if you're not a believer yet , uhm ..
interested look for me yah ? i'll pray for you .

totally not interested ?

skip this whole paragraph, shut up and dont give me any unnecessary comment (:
thank you .

xD
a friend of mine in the past called me today right after i bathe .
she is doing quite well , and asked me how am i.
then she started to cry , and say she was sorry ..
i really hated her alot .
she was the biggest thing i ever can let go or forgive .
she was the hardest of all of the things ive ever hated .
and , today with the witness of the holy spirit .
ive forgiven her .
and she've turn over a new leave .
start schooling . and praise the lord .
with good companies (:
hallelujah .




imma mobile walking God's good Testimony (:

Why wedding ring should be put on the
fourth finger??

Thum b represents parents
Second finger represents
brothe rs & sisters
Center finger represents own
self
Fourt h finger represents your
partner
Last finger represents your
children
Really interesting

W hy wedding ring should be put on the
fourth finger??
Pls read the following, you may not
believe that really God made
this a
miracle but still interesting!

Firstly, join your palms ,center
finger bend
and
put together back to back
Secondly, let the rest of the 4
fingers touch tips to tip
Game begins, follow the instructions
belo w for all the 5 fingers but
only 1
pair can split.

Try to open your thumb, the thumb
represents parents, it can be opened

becaus e ..... ............
Whoe ver may be, our parents will
leave us one day.

Please close up your thumb, Then open
your second finger, this finger
represents brothers and sisters, they
do have their own family which
is the
reason that they will leave us too.
Now close up your second finger,
Open
u p your little finger, this
represents your children. Sooner or
later
they will
leave us
for
they
got they
own living to live nevertheless,
clo se
up your little finger,

Try to open your fourth finger in
which we put our wedding ring; you
will
be surprised to find that it cannot
be opened at all. Because it
represents
husband and wife, this whole life
you will be attached to each other

days have been hard for me to go through ,
but thank God ive made it through .
i looked back my past again to see how God have blessed me .
i then realised , there are really still so much things i didnt know of .
i recently took a mind test ..
then it somehow says that sometimes i'll tend to left out people in my life i didnt really know .
cause imma too care free person .
today i thought , hey .. its some how true hors ?
* laughs *



God have shown me lots and lots of vision recently .
(: really great .
i've learn alot of things .
like a sentence i like to use now adays ..
" but, but but .. sometimes its not just only you lorrs !!! "
yup , a sentence i'll tell myself . im not the only one who's facing this lahs !
also , God sent me lots of messages .
some how disciple me a lil bit :p
cause , sometimes i may be just too careless about things happening around me .
and may lose focus . which is not a good thing .


my family havent been doing very well ,
infact im going to believe God that he's going to come and bless us even more .
i believe God will move in a bigger dimension (:
that our family is going to make it through .
even though its really a hard time now .
im gonna build up more faith .
more faith for each and everyone of us in my family .
and God is going to come closer into my sister's life .
that he's going to move into my sister life in a more even greater way ;D
she's the best .
Jia you jie !!






CONGRATS CANDICE FOR MAKING IN TO THE CHOIR MINISTRY !
really feel so happy for you lah girl !
today when she share the testimony .
man !
super proud of her ,
continue to rock on girl !
xDD



im in the finalist for the singing competition with Amanda :D
kind of surprised
i wasnt sure and wasn't convinced that im really the one who got in .
seriously , i didnt really wanna join the Audition in the very first place one .
now competition somemore .
* laughs *
hmmms , maybe lack of confidence ?
rahhhs , what ever . but i just find competition is very tiring .
i really do prefer to be the one at downstairs raising posters and supporting .
* laughs *
but then when i know that this competition's 1st price is $200 ..
MAN , i tell you i wake up !
i told amanda , girl we're going to win this !
haaaas !
even if this amount is too low , im still going to win this for the sake of my cg :D
and , myself lahs .... heees xD
yup yup .
amanda and i we're singing Jolin's Dao dai .
YES .
a MANDARIN song !
i think its really a great challenge for amanda and i .
but so far as we practice hard .
Amanda , my banana sister now sound really so much comfortable singing the song than before !
praise the lord .
all credits to her hardwork practicing at night yea ?
:DD her voice is super powerful .
if you close your eyes and listen to her sing ..
MAN ,you wont know that she's really just a 13 year old girl !
her RnB ahs .. "TOK KONG "
hahahahas , amanda sure will be blur when she see this .
i can really feel hs is with us even when we're discussing on how we should plan our song .
amen .
and , amanda's mommy food is super nice .
eat her food will like somehow want to cry one .
hahahas , just felt a feeling of "family mama love "..
yea , sure sound funny ..
but that breakfast/lunch is really awesome .
thank God for that .
long time never eat those type of dishes already ):
heees !!
THANKS ALOT SWEETIE AMANDA , and her super mummy ! ( hees thanks auntie if you're reading this.. ) *blush* <3



these few days amanda have been really a big blessing from God .
she's really a sunflower lahs .
if want to describe her .
together with the whole cell group have helped me alot alot .
even if im facing problems . you guys will always still be at my side and support me lahs .
super touched and happy to have y'all :DDD
now im trying to learn how to encounter different people in different time .
what to do and say .
i think this will be the super great challenge from God ..
i'll buck up .
and carry on my life with God .
even if i meet people who're nasty behind my back .
saying me bad stuffs and still act good infront of me ..
haaas .



i know sometimes i do have problems .
i do wrong things , cause NOBODY is perfect !
so people can feel free to correct me .
in a nice manner please :D
and then i promise i will improve to become a better girl in christ :D
nono , WOMEN in christ . amen ?
and i'ld rather you to let me face the problem than YOU hurting my feelings behind by gossipings dont even want to give me a chance to explain or change .
super hurtful .
cause recently i heard something really hurtful , a comment .
he says that i always exaggerate things that i say ..
says that i like jumping into conclusion very early .
he dint say it to me infact .

but went telling to another good friend of mine .
still ask her not to listen to me anymore somemore .
kind of upset when i heard this .
nearly cried ):
cause that person isnt any stranger outside my life ..



i will learn and continue to jia you !
in Jesus name i pray .
amen (:



" keeping quiet is not showing that you're weak or you cant stand up and defend yourself .
its just the positive and mature attitude that you want to show to the weaker minded ones. "

hey guys ..
my friend is drawing a comic .
that comic is all about me !
and this is my char !
looks super funny !
pink colour hair , woahs ...




dont know why is it so pinky ..
but . it dont look like me anyway !
raaaaahs , too "kawaii " already lahs .
-.- but the hellokitty do look cute ;DD


[! _ !] ♥

CAM WHORING WITH THY GIRLS ~

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ~!


yellow yellow , dirty fellow ~
wahahahas ,
nono ,
yellow = SUN .

everybody should be happy ,~~ shalalalas ~

xDD

amanda wearing that fish shiny top !
hahahahahas !
fishy !
xP
see my candice mama's hair FLY ~
whooooos ~
eye brows remember ?
lols ....
i really need trimming .
graaaahs .
my dream cammy~~


momma cooked mee hoon kuay today !
super yum ;p
heeees ,
chaos !

forgeting of your own past does not mean giving up yourself ,
or you're ashame about yourself in the past .
i mean , why would people live in the past ?!



hating people is simply tiring .
yesterday , i saw someone back from my past while on the way to church service .
someone who had hurt me last time .
every scene came up to me once again .
at that time , i was really upset .
and that feeling really hurts .
the first reaction was " OH NO "
second reaction was " smile at her "
third reaction was speed up on feet and cry later .
lol .
MAN , then outta sudden ... God came and speak to me while amanda was cheering me up .
a voice said " its nothing , im with you ..."
i felt better after that , but sometimes i'll just feel better crying .
my banana sister ( amanda ) helped me alot .
serious , shes really cute lahs .
whatever she says and do is just simply very her .


without Jesus , i dont know where i will be .
maybe no longer blogging here .
without him , i wont know what is true forever love .
Jesus , he is the reason i live and breathe every day .
thank you Jesus , for everything .
thank you for being there always so faithfully .
i love you , and i'll praise you forever till i see you face to face ;D
hallelujah !

to a person who dont know how to appreciate me ..

for whatever i've done to help you , and yet you did this back to me .
you'll get it next time .
just want to tell you , the way you're behaving now is simply like a ...
Baby (:
yes , a baby . a helpless baby .
who always need attention everyday ,
but sad to say , you're just not so innocent like a baby .
a hypocrite .
a actor who wear mask infront of people .
pretend to be a rabbit when you're not .
who make up stories to make us feel sad for you .
always jealous about others ..
behaves childishly among yourself to seek attention .
yes , im saying you are super boliao .
a liar who acts like super poor but you're not at all .
sad to say you're a Boy , who cheat on Girl's money .
who take money from girl and acts like one .
who gossip behind like a girl .
a coward to face in Reality .



simply pathetic .
you the one who cheated my money .
you know who you are .
who i always treated you like a friend .
simply disappointing .
just pray that other people wont let into your traps anymore .
sigh

well just want to note this down .
and remind myself next time ..
haahahahas , well ..this is my blog after all .
(: nice day

My Chopsticks Bra was unveiled a few days ago by lingerie maker Triumph International Japan as a bid to promote the use of reusable chopsticks instead of the disposable ones.

It is still a concept idea where the bra comes with a pair of chopsticks and creatively uses two bulging bowls of rice and miso soup as its cups.

That way, the girls won’t forget to bring along their own chopsticks and not use the disposable ones.

If you are enticed by the Chopsticks Bra, check out 1 more pic and 1 videoclip after the jump.

HAHAHAHAS ,

okays , save the earth !

SUPER CUTE !

WATCH !!




WHAT


A

WONDERFUL

WORLD

~

NEW VERSION OF " BEI PAN " by gary cao ge .
must watch !!!!
this is super funny lahhhs !!



sang by ...
haaaas , is this a talent ?
lols !

ALOHA ~!

today ..
this blog just contain too many of my very nice pieces of photos !
my 1st auntie , momma and i let our feets landed on Malacca with a my momma's friend .
my momma want to go for the ear skin sowing thingy there .
SOUNDS WEIRD RIGHT ?!
so super sian .
its only a one day trip ;D
but this trip there was a very good chance to get closer to momma .
lols .
aiyah , she ask mii go only want me to help her carry stuffs !



-.-
but also..
i treat this trip as a photo taking trip .
lols .
xDD


our first stop.


mee hoon kuay .
super DA bao .


THIS IS SUPER NICE LAH KAYS .
really . super yum ! ;p

THE SIEW MAI ROCKS TOO !
cause got the red red fish eggs on top there !
Heavenly ...
[! _ !] ♥

man , this is not effect !
its really the sun that makes it like that !
super nice ;D

also , on the way ..
i cant wait to see how many churches there are in the town .
xDD





2nd stop .
the uncles keep want to stop to smoke lahs !
zz , super a waste of time .
but by the way ..


just a lil mama shop that sells .....


mommy got a bag of coconut sweets .
ewwww , nevermind . (:


that lil yellow one says ..
" talk to my ass .."
MUAHAHAHAS , dont tell me the dog wants to act EMO too ..

-.- DUHS !!!
so this is the so call " ear skin sowing " place .
when we reach , we saw big buses and vans parking outside ...
then the auntie said ..
there were already 50 customers all queuing up .

a painting pop up from no where above the fridge .
-.-



okay ,
the first church i spot .




erm , this is the second one :DDD
thenn ....
xDD


(x


because of the long queue .
the auntie asked us to go spend our time ,
we still need to wait for 2 more hours to our out turn .


we went to the " nioya street " sorry , i dont know how to spell it >.<''

but i was kind of amazed when i see these ..
my great grandma wore these long before when i was born .
their feets are tied to make it this small to feet in these shoes .
last time they say , the smaller your feet is , the more famine you're .
-.- then big feets are all the people who do the hard works .


momma told me that my great grandma can do more nicer tiny shoes than these !

... some alibaba stuffs i saw .
and i thought they're kind of cute xD



the picture below right , is a coconut factory ..
-.- they make the coconut sugar here .
yup .




" DONT BULLY ME , OR I'LL SHOOT YA ! "

muahahahahahas !
my 1st aunt was very good in shooting birds down then with this .
momma stopped her immidiately when she picks it up .
lols .

the white one is nicer .
hohoho .
clogs anyone ?!
LOLS .

super colourful .
got snoopy some more .

momma and i bought a coconut drink to share .
i dont like coconut one ):

the trishaw look super funny lahs !
its all decorated with lotsa colourful flowers .
i almost thought that these trishaws were for the indian's taipusam thing .
lols !




i anyhow take one .
serious .



lunch , i was still very full .
didnt eat ..
but ..
look at my plate .. -.-
aunties or just simply throw food into my bowl / plate .
- faints -

times up !
we turned back to the place .

1st aunt lucky number one .

momma number two .

MOMMA'S FACE EXPRESSION WAS SUPER FUNNY !

she forced me to delete the photo ):
nevermind , oh she was the only one who had blood flowing out .


let the pictures speak on their own ..


i tried the ear skin sowing thing too !
its not painful lahs , chey !
hmmms , its just the needle and thread that goes through your skin and out .
thats all .
they say that after sowing the ear skin thingy , your eyesight will improve one ..
lols .



next stop .
the " touching Jing Long fish temple "
most of them come is to touch the fish nia .



but but but , when i enter the temple .
first thing that cought my eyes was ..




THIS !
SUPER HEAVENLY LAHS GUYS !

man man man !
the water are simply

SPARKLING .

yes , spakling under the sun !
there were big big hawks at the next side .
that direction can see one .
but the camera im using cant snap the hawks .
the hawks were gigantic man .



okays , look .



GET IT ?!
super nice , then i told myself .
this trip is not wasted ;D



but at this point of time , i just felt a lil like ..
I WANNA PEE !
MAN !


sad thing was ....
THIS IS THEIR TOILET GUYS !
look at their ceiling !


i cant even breathe there .
i ran to the next temple opposite , to use their better toilets .


then run back , to see how my momma is doing ..




TAAADAAAAH ,
the famous JIN LONG FISH !
auties there were ..
" lai jin long lai .. lai huat dua zai lai .. "
( come jin long come , come prosper me , come.. )
SEE ?!

the aunties believe that by touching the fishes there ,
they'll win lottery .
-.-



totally tempting my momma ..
momma said ...
" really ask him come he will come meh .. my hand so short .. aiyah dont want lah "

they're HUGE .

okays , look whats my mom doing now -.-
DUHS !!
she became one of those aunties !
" lai jin long lai !! "

she made it to touch the fish and , and is from head to tail .
the she say , go home sure " huat lahs " -.-



" hahahaha , surely no body else have touched jin long from head to tail .. "
" hahaha , im so lucky .. take picture lai .. "

lols , then we went up on to the hill to eat dinner .
the waitress there derr face like assif wanna kill people like that .
super scary .
lols .



but , this is WANG WANG !


i dont know why , but he just look so firmiliar .
( EHS , i thought all dogs look the same ?! " )
DUHS , HE IS DIFFERENT LAH KAYS .
oh i remember !
he look like Q zai !
( who is Q zai siah !!! )
dont tell you lahs . - vanish -



today i had a kind of happy time , except the part they go ask " bai bai "
si beii sian .
i thank God for today .
totally =DD