Is love there yet ?
why do other ppl always like come and re-ensure your love for God.
I often tend to want to ask this question to the people .
" if you love God why you like that .............. "
its weird , and it makes you self doubt ..
i decided not to ask anymore this type of question .
cause it really make us self doubt ...
are they shoot down that way cause they feel they cant love God enough ?
wouldn't the ppl that ask them look into he/her self first ?
This is such a personal question .
And i wonder how would a baby christian feel and think after that .
My heart aches very much now adays as i try to reach out to some friends around me .
although i keep smiling .
Every night during my quiet time , i cry out to God .
the Love i have and others have for God cannot be judge or limited .
so i will not do that again .
As a family , we should trust each other .
we should believe in each other like how God loves us .



it came to a contradiction when people say that we cant blame others .
but in another way , we cant blame ourselves or self doubting .
so how ? we keep everyday as neutral ??
cause whenever something happen ..
we wont blame others or ourselves .
so no one improves ?
no one will try to change ?
every one will stay at the same spot ?
no lah , just kidding .
just a funny thought i had .
of cause i know we need to change ourselves for the better if we want others to change .
hahahahahahas .





These days have been awesome for me .
Exam period ..
i will still ..
fast . so that i can train myself not fall into temptations .
pray . so that holy spirit will continue to work among people in my life .
praise . to lift God's name to the highest .
worship . to bless the Lord with my angelic voice !!! WAHAHAHAS .
just kidding nahs ...
but thats me only lahs .
i dont know about you .
but ever since the leaders share about prayers ..
now i'm so into it . so sensitive to the holy spirit .




So many bad things will happen .
but you know what . i will not take zip myself into it .
cause i have holy spirit with me :D