hell -o
you all know ..
do you all know ....
errr ..
hahahahas .
nothing !
this morning woke up at 8 .
suchha early morning kennah woke up by the three blind mice .
off we go for out competition !
and guess who is the winner man .
本小姐 win them all okays ?
ben was the only who win me ..
sobs T___T
and afternoon ..
ate mac !
i miss eating big breakfast !
hees !! =DD
sandy's message reminded me today is her birthday !
i almost forget .
i dint prepare any birthday presents for her ..
i start to panic ..
and went to some causeway point .
and bought a 万花筒 ..
i like it very much [x
and i think she'll love her too .
intrested to know whats the designs inside ?
hur hur ..
its a secret for sandy and i .
hmmmms ..
i bet you're no intrested too ~
xD went home for a change .
went to quality to get my hair done .
and headed down to her place .
met her .
we were quite quiet in the first place .
and i was like a mute .
and i gave her the present i prepared for her .
and asked not to open it .
because ..
i saw every other people presents for her were so expensive ..
she told me shes very glad that ive came .
because very less of her friends came .
she asked me to her room .
and handed me a present ..
and say she prepared it long before the june holidays .
i was speechless and didnt know what to say .
she cant be expecting some mushy stuffs from me right .
so i said ' thank you '
and sandy party's foodwas prepared by her maid .
so damn jiaalat can ?
lols .. not i want to say ..
wahahahas ..
so sandy , her younger cousin ling ling and i went to eat pizza hut .
it was my treat !
errr .. haaas !! =DD
and walked around ..
and around . and headed home .
bathe -ed and decided to blog .
yea yea .
opened up the present although i was quite scared and excited .
cause im afraid it'll be like those scary pranks ..
she's damn playfull one .
and i prayed ..
okay okays .
it was like a err .
candle wax ? hellokitty one .
and a heart shape with my photo and name on it .
the hellokitty was colourfully dyed .
and theres purple !
its so damn lovely !
i bet its quite ex ehs ?
and oh !
a letter !
a nice sweet decorated letter !
:D so sweet of her .
cause everything is drawn by her !
=DD heees !!
thanks girl [[x
well well .. you people wanna know whats written inside ?
muahahahas ! its my mimi (x
tomorrow going sentosa with xue lian ..
xD cool man .
oh shes leaving so soon .
i dont know how long i'll meet her again once she left s'pore .
shes my good friend (:
shes damn funny can ?
she say she wanna go sun tanning .
she claim that if she go there she'll look like a weird white chinese there .
so she wanna be tann .
wahahahas ..
lame lor .. her skin type the most is only become red ..
black arh ? hard lors !
lols ..
went to bunk today too .
saw a lil girl lik 11 years old play audi 188bpm 8k plus chance !
woahh so pro can ?
okays okays .
im sorry i cant forget about the past .
they're all my memmories .
i dont care whether what colours .
black white grey .. i still need them to effect my shadow !
even if i can make it to forget them all .
woun my life be so worthless ?
do you know whats the meaning of far ?
its when you're infront of someone and he dont know you love him .
and thats so far .

hey peeps .
i like to say ' man ' now adays ..
man . i really dont know why ..
lols . again .
okays .
out with my darling mommiiey .
bought stuffs .
and .. diaos .
cass is right .
i should not give up him .
haaas .
but see how things go .
today went to peeped at jianwen's blog .
err no ! not peep . is visit ..
err to see my poor thing miss shaasha !
miss shaasha kenah bully siaah .
now sick .
went to doll doll web site to safe her .
sent a doctor there .
and now shes back healthy .
i treated mrbeneben so well .
but then he bully me !
sobs .
today is damn weired .
cause his name kept flooding through my mind .
i miss him so .
ohman .
okays .
so overall today is a very weird day .
cherlyn zi lian yi xia okays ?


he once said before my eyes are beautifull :D

and what if i shut my eyes off ?

lols

shhhh / . *

my precious darling kinno boyfriend :D

is he 4 or 5 this year ?

well i just love him to the core xD

my mommiiey told me that the cat is dead .

the cat ...

haais . dont ask dont ask .
im level 14 now ! =DD

heees !! =DD

get me on peeps :D

ive once thought that i'll no longer fall for another guy .
i once mistook admires and love .
i once walked the wrong path .
i once just once hide and avoid everyone accept him .
cause i thought he know me .
he understand me .
but i mentioned . i thought .
im confused and im troubled .
the only person i'll have in mind is only him .
i dont know what is happening to me .
yesterday woke me up .
like escaping from a nightmare .
ive never cried like how yesterday i did .
the fear the hopeless feeling ..
is like losing a whole part of yourself .
i dont know when ive got this illness .
i dont understand never in my life ive felt this way before .
i drank alot yesterday .
lost count how much i drank .
totally went outta mind .
and i even slapped jin wei .
why would i feel so upset .
why can i nolonger sleep without him .
his every sound tell me his mood .
and yesterday he sound really mad at me .
he scolded me .
and i dont give a fcuking care bout other people's word .
why does his words just hurt so much ?
the whole night ive been thinking and thinking .
my heart havent hurt so much ever since for so long .
the last felt was when my grandma left .
i wanted to meet him out .
meet him out to ask him . question him .
ask him who he is .
and who tought him magic .
he cast a spell on me . he made me up to this state .
i hate him .
i cant go anymore deeper .
i dont want .
im really afraid and i can no longer run this road again .
so i'll not and never meet him .
never .
im afraid . really afraid .

katong . near the east area .

changi .

wee u wee .

cool ehs ?

these are not tonado .

mind you . its water spout .

wahahahahahs ~

why am i not there to see it .

i havent seen before such cases in spore in my years .

i swear man !

uh uh scary .

heng i not there if not like enter burmuda triangle like that .

cannot come back .

lols .

well just kidding with you guys .

- end of sharing -

hey peeps

im here to tell ya that blogger now saves your drafts automatically !

wooots .

godd news ehs ?

you now no need to be afraid of losing ur post .

wahahahahs .

err ..

yea peeps .

today i joined thee princess fiona and her friends to give out flyers at orchard .

duh ~

my first time can ?

lols . 1hour $8 .

so we worked for 3 hours .

I WORK HELLA HARD !

but then i think i earned nothing .

cause i left my purse in the parkmall toilet's cubicle !

MAN ! i think i lost bot $3o plus larhs ..

its not losing money man .

its like so poor thing larhs . didnt even made it to spend the money i earned .

so my day was sian ji bua ..

and alsoo losing a purse from my mama .

ripcurl one ..

sobs . MAN .

and my big 'red ' auntie came .

and dont know why my mood swing is so horrible .

i saw this very " cool " police car today .

the driver in that car stop and blocks in the middle of the road .

i think she dint pass her licsence properly ehs ?

i must learn like mrbean .

like how he crossed the road in the movie .

hur hur ,,

bought some nail poilish - blue , lime green , orange and top code.

ate pastamania .

drank orange julius ' orange juice '

7 eleven's ribena .

starbuck's greentea frappachino rocks !

very nice haas .

i met a magician near cine today .

he's very cute larrs .

and he play card trick larrs .

well well ,

do you like music ?

SOMA - school of music and arts is this open house on sunday .

free music workshops for you !
auntie says : oh its okay , thank you !

- turned away -

tired tired tired lor .

my cramps nearly killed me today .

grrr , can say a bad day .

hitting the sack soon .

ALOHA !

GREETINGS !
guys .
my life is so dramatic MAN !
hella hella bad .
i wated to go to school yesterday .
to join my F&N class !
haaas .. but who knows .
2 alarm clocks are really damn useless .
itdint help really much .
damn .
and so i woke up 11 plus lar .
and my phone shows 27 missed calls .
its was from my classmates and mommiiey .
i dint even heard a fur tickling me MAN .
27 ? faints ~
and i messaged fiona .
and she was suchha early bird . she was aready outside ..
waa ? then went to meet her and siew fong at novena .
then headed to the boring town .
my hair seems attracted lotsa eyes .
i looked back .. they're still starring !
damn damn damn .
my mood went straight low then .
and the guys say my hair looks like ah lian .
oh man ..
and start discussing bout my hair .
and looking for wheres my ash green !
diao diao diao ..
watched pirates .
and laughed my ass out .
fiona and i ate juck food for that whole day MAN .
and she is always hungry !
lols ?
we were walking around and we spot a ang mo !
he is so damn damn shuaai !
wahahahs .
he's handsome lar .
a friend told me that he wont marry a ang mo girl .
i asked why .. they're so hot .
and he said .. they dont have' jia derr wei dauu '
wahahahahas . okay okay .
this is outta topic .
i wanna ask a question !
when will a person feel scared ..
or some people are just so brave that they're not even afraid of anything .
is that so ?
is there really this somebody ?
i was in a house lift with this very macho man this morning .
and outta sudden i saw xiao qiang ! ( cockroach )
i dont know him his name is long .
i only know his nick name is xiao qiang .
and i was like keep starring at xiao qiang .
and so this macho man turned back he saw xiao qiang .
he saw him .
and he screamed a hella out and he ran away once the lift reached the 1st floor !
wahahahahs xD
this xiao qiang dont know how to fly .
so im not afaid of him !
lol !
i connected that earing .
man !
without a plyer !
lol lol lol lol lol .
im giving this to some one special .
whahhaaas .
my hands hurts damn jialat .
its hella red then .
well . done with my toy .
sometimes i wonder whether he miss me the way i miss him .
im really bad ..
he asked for patch for a hella times .
ytd night i say okay lor .
and then we met .
and i say i wanna break .
i told him .
i think its better if we break now .
or else i never gonna end .
i dont love you at all .
duck . leave me alone .
or else i'll hate you !
no body knows whos my mr right .
ive found him .
but well well .
we're jut bros and sis .
haaas !its impossibble man !
and oh ! jian wen's blog !
jianwens hellokitty bubble tea cups cover are so damn damn cute !
MAN !
hellokitty rocks to the core MAN !
i just love hellokitty so much .
oh . guys who knows me should know me that im a super hellokitty lover !
finally i felt that jianwen's blog is so so much nicer now !
i changed his blogskin from the waiting waiting one to the magic magic one .
so now i know he always feed me shits !
damn i feed him ice cream he feed me shit ??
ohmygod .
i wan revenge liao .
watch me .
xp

ALOHA !
my day was alright lar .
went to school ..
and was hella bad .
mommiiey wants me to go to school and collect my hella results back .
as you all can see ..
my hair .. is consider a no at school man .
so asked my friend to lend me her black spray for today .
and then and then ..
my hair was ruined MAN !
okay okay ..
the spray is hella hard .
and then .. the side frindge was not covered really well .
and so .. again .. im the school's teachers hella 'todays' topic .
oh man .
kennah suspention outside again .
cause forget bring letter .
and yea .
as expected my math paper was hella done . MAN !
ohmygod .
when mrs ang pass me the papers ..
she asked ..
eh you got study anot ?
jiaalat lar ..
but she said . i did better then the last paper .
but .. haais .. dont ask dont ask ..
so a day outside was hella bored ;
today i met with the schools vp for a weirdo meeting .
imagine , i wasnt even aware what the hell vp and mr nathan were going to talk about .
and so they were talking bout me transferring to F&N !
yoowhoooos .
and yea . ' cheng gong '
hahahahahs . my earstuds are so small ..
and this vp also wanna hiam ..
knn .. and so i argue with this hella women .
and i asked her to check the school rules in the hand book .
and so she did ..
she even read out the line .
am i suppose to like wahahahahs now ?
she said what no other colours accept gold or silver .
but the hand book didnt have this line !
so she said she want to check with my dm about this .
ohmygod ..
i wonder if they really study the rules of the school !
MAN ! cause she said my purple studs are not matching with the school uniform .
me ; gold and silver very or biang lehs .. think what retro ars ?
vp ; coloured ear studs make people have bad impression .
me ; laughs ~
me ; so mrs ang is a bad teacher man ! she wears a big purple ear stud today !
vp ; teachers have different rules , all this rules for you people is training self disapline .
me ; if students gives bad impression . so does teachers isnt it ?
vp ;- keeps quite and changed topic -
i really dont understand why teachers wanna choose all these little little spots to punnish students .
damn . yea .. so you think if a ruffian cuts a western currypuff hairstyle and tucks in his shirt with he socks high will give good impression ?
man .. please .no matter how he look like .. when once he opens his mouth .
with all his ratial and sexual insult . people will think worst man .
its like those chinas business man .
got bad breath then vey dirty .. oh man disaster .
cannot make it .
heng singapore ah bengs are not like that .
and so i did a book review .
cant really remeber the book tittle .
but i think its lifes blabla matters thingy lar .
its not i never read the book .
its because i dint even care to look at the cover page .
so the contents page was numbers and numbers .
i chosed 9 .
so i read 9 .
the chapter was ; Being thankful is a habit - the best one you ever had .
i cought this line high lighted .
dont complain because you dont have . Enjoy what you've got .
and that reminded me of my elder sister !
i think she told me his line before .
i always complain .
ever since my baby years ?
my family will always have a hard time bring me go places like indonasia , malaysia ..
yea . the baby me .. cry alot .
now ar .. no difference i think .
hahahhas .
and another line ;
without good manners human society becomes intolerable and impossble .
and what do you think ..
do you people have good manners ?
hmmms .. i think mine is not so good lar .
haais .. dont ask dont ask .
but peeps . join me ! im learning good manners . MAN !
so another high lights for life in this book ;
be positive ! do positive things !
and so he stated how what are positiveand negatives .
POSITIVE - praise , sincere , compliments , Encouragements , thanks , truth /honesty , belives , humor , advise , greeting and support .
NEGETIVE - put downs , swearing , bitting scarsm ,name calling , laghing at , complaining , Gossip / rumor , yelling , insincere flattery , lying / blaming .
the bold ones are what i always do .
and those italic-ed are the ones i do lesser .
MAN .
im so honest here .
i lie to my parents all te time .
whahahahs . opps =X im sorry .
so who dont lie man .
duhhh ~
another chapter .
about hard work .
and there some questions for yourself when you meet choises .
so ask yourself these questions when you meet split roads .
* whats something you really want ?
* what are you willing to give up together ?
but to me .. like no help lei .
cause man . i dont think much .
my brain is hella small .
but now .. i know i know !!
okay okay .. it still dont really help much [:
- NO shame in failing. only be afraid to get up and try again .
i totally agrees with this line .
and finnally .
man ! suchha long post for today .
after reading .
now i know . attually ...
i dont really know myself well .
i need people to correct me .
and i make mistakes .
i know im bad .
but all i need is a someone very true .
who says his or her ' zhen xin hua ' to me .
who wont love honesty ?
who will prefer fake diamonds ?

hmmmmms .
had a nightmare last night .
dreamt that my parents and all my family members died .
* note both sides !
my friends all changed and become very scary .
they all eat humans ..
they kill each other .
and .. im the left one innocent .
real alone and ..
in my dream ..
i have to run everytime when i see anybody ..
i can remeber the whole thing ..
but i remeber one part when i was nearly killed by my friend . ( not to mension the name )
he opens his big mouth and want to bite me !
and then theres this man who is same innocent as me saved me !
i think i know him ..
but now i forget how he look and what happene in the end .
he look ugly or handsome i also forget liao ..
suay lor ..
eh .. so what if i remember siaa..
hahahahas .
theres sucha weird feeling following me the whole day .
oh my ..
and today went to thomson ..
sian .. eat roti prata with my friend .
then i was choked by this chilli in side the curry .
oh man .. i lost my voice then
headed home straight and ate a piece of bread .
and felt better .
phew man .
thanks wk lar ...
then today damn damn angry .
damn hate people who hangs up my phone ..
my mother is damn dumb .
she's really very dumb man .
and man ..
i fail my math .
oh man .. damn sad
not surprising eh ?
ha ! hopeless .

ALOHAAAA~
hahaahas .
so this is me .
the blogger of this blog ! :DD
hmmmmms .. so so so ..
im here to tell you .
im so damn happy !
mommiiey bought me fried banana !
thats so yummy can ..
okay okay ..
lols..
nothing much about today .
but im a lil quite pissed .
cause i cant play my game !
i cant play audition !
because of this stupid bug ..
like some kind of virus ?
that makes its very bad .
the game lags and make you lose te game .
its not im lousy ! i swear !


say hello to the cute lil one !

see see ..

i can finally see my coloure of my hair !

the toilet is the best !

see my mommiiey's red bra behind !!

whahahahs .

wheeee ..

well peeps ..

im gonna show you some of my very own emotion .

whahahahs .

hmmmms .

so des neh ?

this just mean .. [[ i dont give a damn ]]

and this mean you're outta universe !

and this is the ugly duckling from the fairtale ..

copy right 5%

my butt is still not growing well .

still so damn ...

haais .. dont ask dont ask ..

thats a sign of Victory !

amma too selfish ?

do i always keep my secrets to myself ?

hmmmms .. dont know why ..

how come leon and kingsley always say that i always do that ??

but seriously ..

its really not like this MAN !

i just think that .

i know that you people are always around me .

but i just think that this is not something that you people can really help .

and everything is not what you people can understand .

i also dont want to let people think that im someone who use friends .

i dont want to be like them .

even if i asked you people to help ..

things will end up worst ..

they're not my sister in that very begining man .

its just like the lightnings and thunder in that heavy rain .

they stomps the earth and the raindrops to wake somebody up .

a time when you cant be afraid

a time wen you need to be strong and walk through the rain .

a time when you need to cool down .

and have a nice sleep .

tell me..

who will be really there to walk with you in the rain .

when they're aware of the risk to be striked ?

no one i guess ?
maybe they'll even ask you not to go into the rain !
hahhahahs ..

theres no right answer .

everything had already ended yea ?

im very noisy ..

i'll be really noisy soon .

yea soon .

guys .

i simply hate third parties .

my heart tells me who to go with .

my angels blows away my scare(ness) when ever im scared .

my feets tells me whether im save .

my brains cant really work well .

hmmms .. maybe .. sometimes.. im really blind .

heres a sweet song + MV by SHE and shin ! [[ watch it ! =DD ]]

my life is so colourful now .
im so happy with what i am now !
i wont turn back .
i dont care how long it takes ..
how long it takes to see my very next day in life .
those who have walk through and outta my life ..
wont walk with me forever ..
sometimes ..
we just need to learn to be so much stronger then anyone .
sometimes ..
we need to defend ourselfs from getting hurt .
sometimes ..
we did hurt people around us which we dont know .
its like a risk of losing someone in no time .
we shall think every steps we walk .
mommy says .. friends are not everything .
cause the world had moved to another degree that everyone is so selfish .
there no one that can dare to give and take .
its up to your self principle sometimes .
to be honest , loyal , and carefull .
If you lie to yourself to be happy, you belong to a special group of creatures called human beings. -- Hamed Okhravi
i saw pregnant women and a old man today ..
in a mrt .
i was on my seats with friends .. going to yishun ..
and theres no more seats left for both of them ..
none of my friends and other passangers get up and let them have the seat .
i stood up and wanted to let the pregnant women have a seat .
who knows a young man bout 17 - 19 took the seat ..
he was listening to his mp3 ..
im like .. so pissed ..
is he so eager to have that seat in no time ??
oh my god .. so desperate ..
i then asked my friends to get up .
so pregnant women and the old man can take the seats .
the old man smiled at me !
lols .. i felt happy too =D
i saw a nice quote at my friend's calandar .
You don't lose any friend in hard times. Those that you lose were not friends in the first place!
thats so true !
man , how i wish i can concentrate so well like the past people did .
like all the ninjas ..
that can keep myself away from distractions ..
keep myself positive and ..
away from darkness .
no one knows what will next .
jian wen says - its all planned by someone .
do you belive in him ?
i dont know .
but i belive that free man controls him or her life .
they choose what they wanna be .
it doesnt matters which religion you falls in .
its just something or someone who guides you better on the way .
if its not .. it'll ruined your life away (:
guys ..
two words of : JIAYOU !
meant so much ..
its like the power of saying 'iloveyou'
isnt it ?

hello readers ! i'm ken . and i'm this blogger's friend . i hacking through her blog .wahaha.i changed her stuborn music to what i like to hear.lolz . the song tittle is waiting. i will wait for cherlyn forever .i like her! nobody will know her more then i do!i even know her password in her blog.i'm so pro! i caught her password once when she's blogging.and types with two finger wen loggin in.cute hor?why eu nv put our pic in ur blog??!!well , cherlyn.please forgive mi . wen will eu forgive mi ner?wat hab i did . i'm realli very very kind one.i donno watt sandy told eu. i oso donno wat happen between eu and her.but i'm realli realli sorry if i hab done anyting wrong k? its ok if eu realli wan to be frens . i can only accept lo.but i promise eu to stay wib eu forever.i'm forever ur bi fung kang.(i'm sry to by hacking through ur acc . pls la.change ur password la.so easy)lolz.jkjk





} its so stupid can ??
ehs .. please larr ..
please fcuk of larr can ?
why hack through my blog ??
what the hell .
you want to tell me anything can message me or what so ever one right ?
no need to hack my account right ?
so what if im your friend .
but without my permission how can you do this ?
this is making even more mad .
since you wanna appologize dont ya think you can do it in a better way ?
im always thirsty . get me ribena and everything will be resolve right ?
but why this way ?
you say my blog's song is stuborn .
and uploaded boa's song in my blog .
okay okay . its nice .
BUT ASK FOR MY PERMISSION !
its really bad to do this to any of your friends .
its fine with me now . but please dont do it anymore .
its damn rude .
you no need to know what happen between sandy and me !
cause , look .
dont you think this matters the three of us ?
since you know me .
you shall jolly well know i hate affairs !
i dont like to quarrel with my 'girl' friends because of any guys .
and its not because of you who make us quarrel .
something bad just happen .
and please .
both of you .
leave me alone !

this is what you are supposed to do.cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.people who get tagged need to write in his/her blog,6 weird things about themselves, as well as the rules stated clearly.in the end,you'd need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.after you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.


anybody who recieves this .
one word to describe ..
[ SUAY ]
aiyo ..
let me see ..


1) i feels cold at all times .
2) my eyes grows one bug one small .
3) loves to sing children's song and watch kids stuffs . [loves being childish ]
4) laughing when im very very scared .
5) loves saying people are weird .
6) stares people off that i dont like .




yeah .
i know its not weird at all .
duh ~
im mighty fine man .
( err - this is damn childish larr )
cause i like to do childish stuffs ^^
and oh ..
read this lyrics !
En Vogue - Too Gone, Too Long
Verse 1:
Did I hear you say that
You want another chance
You need another try
You're ready to reclaim your prize
So you want my love back
Why'd you let it slip away
Why'd you ever let me go
Your change of heart has come too late
Well the door is locked you can't get in
The game has changed you've been
Chorus: Too gone, too long baby
To ever get back again In my heart
Too gone, too long baby
You're too many tears too late
To ever get back to get back In my arms
Been gone too gone too long
Verse 2:
Didn't you hear me say that
You'd be a fool to leave
You'd regret the road you chose
You'd come running right back to me
You had such a good love sugar
You never found in no one else
But what I knew all the time
You had to find out for yourself
But now you'll never know
That love again
You're on your own
(chorus)
Bridge:Did you really think I'd take you back
Let you back in my life
Oh baby just like that
Someone new is loving me
Loving you is what used to be
Baby you're too late to win my heart again


(chorus)

ice cream anyone ? shuling thought me how to make ice cream ..

and its strawberry flavour !

hey peeps !

no make ups at all .

yea . thats it man .

and spot my new hair coloure !

ash grey , ash green and purple !

duhs .

peeps.. im not ken's girl friend !

we're just normal good friends .

100% true facts .

please i wanna make this very clear .

and i really hate guys who always say girls without make ups looks the best .

and what nature beauty .

oh man .

i was kennah condemn that my face without make ups sucks .

hey hey hey ;

its so the nothing wrong to put make ups for myself to look better okay ?

its a skill to be good at putting make up .

(: women looks te preetiest when its on their wedding day right ?

since you want nature beauty .

there you go . dont apply any make ups .

and since you cant even make yourself look ay better .

you might as well dont brush your teeths , dont shave your armpit's hair .

there you go . perfect nature beauty :D

hahahahahs . i can tell you .

you'll look TERRIBLE man !

i despise people who likes to spout nonsence to my friends .

stop gossiping behind man .

talk face in face to me !

oh my god .

and yeah . i also hate people who anyhow give my email add to others .

eh cant you just ask a simple permission from me ?

dont ya have a mouth ?

i dont know which bastard or bitch did it .

but you know who you are .

morons . im so dissapointed .

you dont give a fcuking simple respect to me .

pissed .

oh . i missed out 1 pictures .

its so blur eh ?

yea . you no need to know so much .

this is my blog !

=p