a mysterious letter from U.S "Victoria's Secret"

the address written on top of the letter was not ours .
but it stated there #03-3*3 blk 59*D ( shan't let you know it )
so i thought maybe the post man blur luhs ..
made a mistake .
mommy reminded me to remember to send it back to the right mail box at 59*D.

the next morning before going to school ,
i walk to 59*D to send it back .
i was looking around at the mail boxes .
i can't seem to find #03-3*3's mail box .
then suddenly jan my primary school good friend appeared .
she asked me what am i looking for .
i ask her where's #03-3*3's mail box ..
she laughed at me and replied " eh siao eh .. since when 59* D got 3*3 der ? only your blk got lah "
i was shocked .. she took the letter on my hands and read the address written there .
the receiver name was " Denise Lim " .
and she threw away the letter on the floor and told me that since its not mine then i shan't care so much whoever it belong too .
i didn't think much and just walk away together with her .
she told me that it must be the post office staff or which ever company typed the details wrongly .
and then we happily chatted for awhile about new year and stuffs .
then , i came home .
something super weird happened again .
that letter that jan and i threw away is at my door step.
as for y'all know , this morning was raining heavily ,
so i thought when we threw away the letter, by now it should be damn wet already .
but that letter in front of me was clean and dry like how it was like in the first place .
that was super weird and scary .
i quickly opened my door and called jan about it .
her mommy decided to call the post office about it to check for me .
i showed her the letter , and she stared at me like I've done something wrong .

she said that she knew this person and her mother . they were very close ..
then she told me that " Denise Lim " is already dead like few years ago .
she committed suicide by jumping down the building from their building 59*D ......
that family moved away and they're no longer staying here anymore .

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i was totally stunned .
i thought back and remember when i was primary 3 or 4 there was really this incident .
but i didn't know that person's name .
cause i was never too free to bother about other people .
auntie threw away the letter .
and i went back home .
i prayed about it and happily went to do my stuff .


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different things are happening around me .
be it happy , sad or what so ever .
i wanna win more souls for God .
so that devil will never snatch away people from death anymore .
be it anyone . some one you hate or who so ever .
we should love one another (:
if you're reading this i hope you know very well that God loves you and i love you too :D
there's many people whom i love has left me and i can't get the chance to see them or tell them anymore .
i hope they can hear me too .
I'm still fine :D
i shan't say much .
devil's not beating me down .
not saying about the sad things .
heeees , today i scored not bad for my math common test :DD
felt so happy after teacher announcing our marks .
haaaas , at least i scored better than the rest .
chey , who ask them don't wanna pay attention in class....
lol , neh ni neh ni poo poo ! :p