the messy the merrier ~

hello !

well , just some photos for the past fer days [:

why ?

freedom

dream man ~ my chinese girls ~ cooking with melissa

miss india ~ deepa

small green beans to give wight ..

there you go ~ after in that hot hot box thing call oven (:

we are us .

i seriously dont know what's wrong with us .

cause someone is playing bu xiang zhang da by S.H.E .

and ..

im living a good life (X

with a lil regrets for the thing call courage .

for a dumb thing call fact .

a lil fedup , a lil frustrated .

but ...

with this .

from jianwen .

for what i have in my memory .

i was dead lying numb on the bed with vodka that i asked a

bangala to help mebuy from cheers.

an mind you a big bottle (:

it emptied my purse .

the feeing of drinking alone sucks .

and who knows i drank whole bottle .

an real dead drunk .

and hear a voice from a black toy thing call handphone .

it said " tell me why you go drink ?! tell me did you drink alot .

if not im hanging up "

" im at your house downstairs . "

and thats all .

i think that was it .

and i went down ..

no one was there , clock was 2:30 am

and i think something was wrong .

its a lil late , and i went home .

the next morning .

while walking my dog .

i remeber it said " i left something neaby your house "

and it said .. yarr .

wait , it said something .

so here i go with my dog's clever nose .

and guess what .

its RIBENA !

dumb enough its hang some where so far away my house .

that blk D i live at blk B !

and so far behind , saw one white plastic bag with a ribena in

it .

and , i really thought ..

when i took it up .

theres still cold water vapour on it.

tears start flowing down ..

cause , why isnt he there ...

well boy , im sorry .