good day my friends !
yea ! right ..
grr .
what a suay day .
i wanted to leave this entry till tomorrow .
but i really cant help it .
im damn mad !
i really cant stand mrs ang .
bitch , just tell me what you want from me .
you pea brain !
knn .
everyone knows a dyed back my hair to the very dark brown .
just to go to school .
and then the whole school accepts my hair ..
why wont you just shut your mouth ?
complains here and there .
eh bitch , what do you gain man .
fcuk , real childish .
you think by picking up on me shows how powerful you are as a teacher .
fcuk you i say !
its okay if my hair is unacceptable .
but i really tried dying black colour for 2 times already .
my hair is really hopeless .
and today i brough gatsby black dye to school .
i ask them to dye for me , if they cant make it black , they return me the money .
eh hey , im not so childish like you who'll lie lar hors BITCH !
yes , now you've got nothing to say ?
oh god , dont tell me you dont bear to return me the money .
ha ! gottchaa . you're a coward !
really dont get it .
why must always pick up on me .
fcuk , cant you see im trying so hard ?
ehs , im damn calm at school talking logic with you dosen't mean im scared of you okays ?
stop saying what how good you are behind okays ?
eh , if you this bitch is reading this .
yes im saying you ! MDM ANG PEI HOON !
yes , i really look down on you . you failure mother .
go back home to take care of your triplets lar .
dont everyday come school kpkb , vent anger on students can ?
we dont owe you money , can ?
and oh , is there a fcuking problem in asking question durring lesson ?
ehs ? dont understand cannot ask ?!!
and please , seriously .. if you dont have the patience to teach ..
STAY AT HOME .
you're teachinga n.t class .. since you're so damn fast .
go express , special classes ..
you dont suit t be a teacher . yes ! i condemn you to the fullest man .
i really dont like how you settle things , you're damn so obvious of doing stuffs unfair .
and the suay thing is you're the sec 3 decipline mistress .
you yourself saw those RED HAIR ! at other class ..
and they say they're nature , you just let them go !
me ? i made effort to dye back my hair . and what the hell ?
this is what you call FAIR ?
eh , dont act infront of your boss .
cheryl's hair is so dan obvious . she came in black hair for the first year .
and now red ? which swimming pool she go man ?why not intro the whole school ?
we all can have nature hair then .!
ha ! write in write in . write in already , invalid .
correct wrong everything you say .
you tell me lar , just what the hell are you doing ?
and you wanna continue teaching us next year ?
no man ! the whole class disagrees MAN !
hey , we really dont welcome you .
infact , the class math results all dropped after when you come .
and thats your fcuking fault .
please , go and think about it .
what can you gain from treating your studen like that man .
why cant you just ..
i really hate you .
yes YOU .!
looking at huihui's younger sister , reminds me of my past .
im trying to help huihui to pull her younger back from the cliff .
i dont wanna let thing get upon herself too .
just because of some misunderstandings of parents .
some diconnections of comunications .
some harshful words .
and when love appears hate to her to ruin her life away .
im really worried for her .
i really dont wanna see the girl infront of me to fall into the coffin .
people always say ..
bu jing guan cai bu liu lei .
i've spent most of my time to accompany her .
huihui says she admires me ,
i have a image of ahlian to her .
she tries to have the same hair styles , go the places i like to go .
carry the same bag i carry .
say the words i like to say .
i tried talking her alot .
tried telling her bout my painful past .
telling her the baddest sad and consequences she've gotta pay .
to me , everything is possible .
you can do whatever nonsence you wanna do .
but what matter is , are you able to bear the consequences ?
you can just rob som old lady , guys to rape a girl below 18 or maybe even hurt or kill a person ..
whatever crimes that make you go jail .
you can just do what ever you want if only you can bear everything .
not letting anyone worried fer you ?
and hey , if you have a brain to think .
think why wont you just be more fair to yourself ?
why wanna get stuck each and everytime when bad thing happens .
why wanna make yourself landing up inna empty space ?
why ? just ask yourself .
its so stupid . to just gain a one minute happiness .
huixin .. just think about it .
no matter what happens your parents will still only be the ones there for you .
who will always . a life time . im sure !
family always come first .
you only have one papa and mama .
friends can look for another one .
you only have one life to live .
you want it to be that bad ?
why wanna live under your friends control ?
i can tell you , friends now outside cannot be trusted .
yes not a single one .
how can they last for you ?
you think they'll in the rain with you ?
ha ! maybe 20 years later ..
people out there can be wearing mask .
and you wont know !
ive got nothing much to explain you .
just , is it worth it anot ?