I don't know when did this seed grew at the bottom off my heart .
To reject everyone .
But since the day you saw me , you want me to remove the seed . I did .
& I promise to try to bloom another garden .
I want to be who Imma gonna be . not here . Ain't stoppin'
Faith arised in me , I step forward with expectation .
But , devil didn't let me go . he took away again yet again another friend of mine .
sand , xiao yan now .. hui min .
I really don't know how to react to this .
I just don't wanna try to be a stronger self from learning this lesson of losing .
I really hate it .
But I just have to go through it .
I can't be anymore sorry to have said those mean words .
but , I really can't bear to lose my friends .
I seriously miss huimin . I really am still in stunned world .
She was really still fine the other day ..!
Just in a few hours , devil took her away ..
My heart never stop aching when her name is being mentioned .
She's still so young , she haven't got married !
We haven't got to hit our dreams , how can she be so selfish to have chose to left us ?
all of a sudden ? all these question marks never left .
Looking at the photos we took , I told myself ..
Huimin , I will do my best of what you couldn't manage and you wished to do .
Imma gonna do your part extra to fulfil both of our dream .
Can you hear me talking ?
Beibei , I'm so happy when your father went to beat him up .
I'm so so sorry , I know you'll be upset .
But still , hearing of the news of him being beaten up just got me all excited .
Because , I feel he deserves it lor .
Don't be mad okay ? Ps : your dad looks super man when he's talking for you :)
*envy* I never had that kinda experience having my dad's protection !
Well , If that's really you in class today .
I hope , you'll really rest in peace .
Don't naughty! Stop wondering around already .. okay ?
Love you .
Xoxo ,
Cherlyn.
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