I may fall . But I never stop trying ,

Thank God man , I'm finally feeling much better .
Today ..
Perry want us to reblow dry straight for our dollies .
and so we did . again , all over again .
lol , my dollie still looks the best among all . lalala ..
others all pong sai gao hair look . only mine is dangerously way too chio .
I'm not lying . it's true , even perry says so .
BLEAH .

huimin wash my hair for practice .
Had a bad headache after that .
super seh , on the way to work .
but manage to be early for work . so double ptl .



Had lunch and had my medicines .
Strength was all I needed from heaven man .
hur hur ..
do my perfume inventory .. wipe my australis duties .
wooosh , 4 hours gone . 6 receipts only ..
sbs ....
then needa do outlet return . double sian . cus got super alot of hidden chupalangs .
aiyah , OT until 10 . no double $$ .. sob sob .



Today while listening to songs in my music player and browsing through my daily picts from the past ,.
i find myself questioning myself alot of emo questions ..
which i myself dont understand or care all along .
like since when have i become so cold .
since when have i become so much bo chup .
since when have i become so shut down on the inside .
why am i such a unhappy person now ..
where did those happy smiles in my photos gone to ?

I really hate the way i am now ..



But , i just can't do anything anymore .
just holding on to someone . closely in my heart .
pulling myself through this hard time with God .
focused on the vision I had .
I just simply wanna obey and follow through .



ignore all those hurts and noises around me .
cus , maybe from there .. I can find my peace .




Just there ,
I learn to love myself more .
Still the same , no need explanations .


Cus , the best love I've ever found through God is the strong trust .

See this space below . This is lovely ..

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams!

Live the life you've imagined .

- God to cherlyn

Source : faith .

下起雨也要勇敢前进,脚步要更加坚定!
Cherlyn ah cherlyn , be brave !




btw , my poor ah boon dislocated his arms ..
he only got his arms fixed after a terrible 6 hours or more ?
super heartache luh .
Don't know whether he's better now already .
But he sound over the phone . as excited and sweet as always :D
Keep him in prayers ya .



Oh , ah piaos .. shoo shooo away from ah booon!



chucks chucks chuckszxzxzxzxzzz :D




Xoxo ,
Cher ;;