M.A.C

M.A.C really knows how to do their business well .
To attract crazy hellokitty fans like us .
Man , tell me who could resist .



Blusher .



Lipstick .


Eye shadow , ( the colors ain't very attractive tho )





Lip Conditioner . I want this !





Lip gloss ~ omg .............





clearly says ..


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Best collections a hellokitty fan can ever have lahhhhh .
Oh , m.a.c is also selling the hellokitty l.e Brushes !
with hellokitty prints on them ! like a whole set .
Man T_T




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I love hellokitty kouture !
How I wish my birthday is near ...



But anyway , April fool is coming ,. how sad .
Lol .
hmmm ,



Nothing else .
That's all folks .



Xoxo ,
Cherlyn

So near yet so far .






隐形人。。

看到他在你心里是如此重要，
可是我什么都不是
至少让我知道，其实我在你心里一点地位都没有
也再次证实了， 你在我心里是多么的重要
可是你给的这些伤，我到底该如何处理
到底怎样才是过火？
我付出的，我不希望会有回报
心里埋藏着多么多的不满和嫉妒
能跟谁分担，谁能了解

Daily bible reading ..



Sometimes , I really needa push myself to study on the word of God .
It's so hard .
After praying an hour and spending quite time with God .. ( although it's in a flow ...)
your eyelids will go heavy , and then you see your comfortable bed beside you .
Tempting ~!
I even created an alarm to remind me that it's time to study the word !
It rings the right time 5 minutes after when I finish spending my quite time ...
With the best ringtone I love .
It some how makes me excited to to go study the word of God .
No matter how tired I am , I try to push myself to atleast to read 1 chapter before I sleep .
& the next day , I go to the net to find different versions of it to explain what it really means .
And there you go , chew chew chew .



Like mj said ,
It's tiring and hard during training when you haven't seen the fruits .
But once you're well trained ,
you will know , all efforts ain't wasted away .
(:




I'm starting to panic, becoming desperate .
I really needa job right now-nanana !
Feeling so insecure now ,
Ez-link card no money already ..
D: how amma going to survive ?



Job intro anyone ? Please .
Email me at cherzii@gmail.com
And I promise I will be good .




Xoxo ,
Cherlyn

Happy Birthday mommy .

不确定你是否会看到这里
只想告诉你，不管你现在或以后会做的决定
我都会全力支持你
就像以前我在外婆的病床上答应过的一样
我会听你的话
也许现在路很辛苦
我会永远做你身边不倒的树，照顾你
来回报你对我的好
妈咪~ 我爱你





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watched [ coming soon ] with candice and co..
Coming Soon's thriller . It was already so scary . I can't miss this movie !






candice they'all bought lotsa tidbits and food in to the cinema .
candice even bought chicken cutlets from shilin !
Cannot let other people know that we bring outside food in ,
So i named that chicken cutlet " por por keh "..
Then while chatting with lingli at the phone in the cinema ..
I told lingli , candice brought por por keh in !
* candice sniffing her own gadgets with the smell of porporkeh . *
when i saw that scene , I could not stop laughing man .



hahahahahahahaha ,
im haha-ing about the movie !
Man , It's funny can ?
I know it's weird to say a horror movie is funny .
because I'm that weird kind .
So funny , that the whole entire cinema was laughing with us .
Lols , but the movie still gave me a hella scare .
partly because of thomas lah .
nudging me suddenly during the most exciting part of the show.
My shoulders jumped up don't know how many times lah .
And he couldn't stop laughing at my funny reaction -.-
zzz !



We went home aftermath ,

The movie is really kinda scary luhs ,
that after the movie , i start talking teeteetaateetoo .
Lol , kept having error when I speak .
brain disorder?
Lol ~



I even told mommy how scary was the movie !
Mommy pat me to sleep like how she did in the past .
heees XD
And I hug mommy to sleep that night .
Every one say Awwwwwwwwwwww .



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DO YOU REALLY WANNA SEE ME DIE ?!!




DO YOU REALLY WANNA SEE ME DIE ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Hahahahah ,
I'm so childish .




Xoxo ,
Cherlyn .

This is funny !

Korean version's Touch My Body (M.C)




It's super funny lah
I totally forget how the song is like after watching it .
So hope you guys enjoyed the vid !

Anyways , I've been singing this song wherever I go .
It's like so catchy ..
And I love it .
The song is by Sun . Quite old already ..
But still ~~
I love this songgggggggggggg .
I tried looking for it's lyrics . to find out that no one online actually uploaded it .
WHY man ?



So i listened to the song and type out the lyrics myself .
It's correct ! hoho .



起点 - 何耀珊

我的眼睛，
它记得你的神情
我的嘴
它既得如何喊你的名
我的耳朵
它记得你的声音
我的手
它仍记得你浅浅指印
生命中好多是排列的次序
原来都是一种洗礼 让我学会珍惜自己
事过境迁 试过多年 无论用什么方式，
或任何语言
也都形容不了， 记忆里的脸
不是眷恋， 不是亏欠
我明白你要的怀念


是我勇敢把每一天当作起点



Todayyyyyyy,
Went to jinhan's grandmother's wake today at clementi with candice .
We hang around there chatting with him , eating peanuts and drinking packet drinks .
Candice was so full after that . hahahaha .

Candice and I then took train down to pioneer station and we took bus to church .
It's was so fast .
Learned a faster way to go church already . super happy .
Had dinner with some choir buddies .
Was fun . except for that moment of "passing pork organs "
I nearly vomit seriously .
hahahaha . J.k



Choir practice was cool .
Had clearer understanding of the lesson this time .
Thank God .
LOL ,
Singing parts with reading of the 1234567 is way easier to learn lor .
Love it .
Now , without recording also can remember and practice :D
Just need to remember the beats etc .
heees :D


Came home with Celine .
she stay at red line one .
She more li hai lah .
Taught me how to walk from church to pioneer station .
Aiseh , saved a dollar for me . no need to take bus .
It's quite near though .



I'm so happy today .
I can't believe it .
I did not sigh today .
Never leh .
Eh , Not bad .


Mommy actually talked to me about my studies today .
That I will not be studying this year .
Because , my family can't afford for me to study .
I'm not very shocked or surprised .
Neither do I feel my mother is more biased etc towards my sister .
My thoughts towards all these had turned more positive after I pray against it .
I keep this in my mind that .
Money is dead , but human is alive .
So don't live for money .

Being the youngest in a family , sometimes benefits too .
We get the old stuff from our seniors .
But we also learned , Not to follow their silly mistakes or footsteps :D

I look down on people who can't work for themselves when they're already old enough to.
And treats their parents like ATM .


I know people will ask why I'm not feeling frustrated etc after everything .
If you read my previous post , you will know I was finding schools and putting alot of effort in researching etc .
Actually I'm about to start school in few days time .
But , well ..
I accepted my family situation .
And by giving up this' year chance , does not mean I'll be left out by the society.
I believe in myself and I believe in God .
God will take good care of my family and myself .
I will be the head and not the tail wherever I go .


For now , I need to find a job .
So where should I go ?
Hmmmmm ..





Surely not some where with managers throwing scissors around :)



Xoxo,
Cherlyn ; craving for mos burger's milk tea ~~

Rawrrs , I'm mad now .
Don't stop me .



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Because I'm counseling her now ...




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This bitch ain't gonna spoil my mood to blog my blog .
Yesterday supposed to go find zi kai they'all for bbq sessions .
It's been quite long since we guys meet up .
Ha, They even forgotten that I've broken up with their very good friend so long ago .

Kay lah , I didn't go because I don't wanna see him .
It's so awkward to meet your ex in this kind of places and big occasions .
Like you need to fake-ly entertain them when you don't like to .

And especially when he's newly attached with a new girlfriend already ..
Then he start intro you as his ex girlfriend .
How weird ?
Well maybe your ex-es won't but for this man , he got the thick face to say one .
So it's irritating .






I then turned them down for the session and tonned with yuri at her house .
I can't stop laughing at her maid whenever I'm at her place .
Super funny lah .
I somehow learned how to imitate her already .
MAN .
What a talent .

Came home alone ,
because she was still sleeping soundly and couldn't be bothered to walk me to the bus stop already .
Lol .

I wanna travel , travel , travel ! D:







Outta Singapore and to a far away beautiful island for a holidayyyyyyyyyyyyy !



Please ):

Hey look !
It's Gerald during water baptism guys !

hahahaha .
The person behind him looked so funny ~~


Nyahahas ,
Gerald , actually I went to spy on you to snap this picture you know ?
Lol ~




Kay lah , It's kop-ed from the church's website .
): no fun .
Anyway , Congrats !!!



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Now adays have been helping out in POD.
Life has been much fun .


Finally I've decided what school and what cert I want .
And now , waiting to sign contract . etc .
A comma , FINALLY .
well ..
Comma is still a comma .
Because , I haven't done a full stop yet .
And I'm starting a new paragraph .





People around me are affirming me alot these days .
I feel very loved .
At the same time quite stress from my relatives .
I know they meant well from a start to care and give concern about me .
And they want the best for me .
But some how , I don't really like it .
Encouragements and trust were the least things I expected from my family .
But sadly to say ,
It will never happen in my family even if one of them is a christian or whatever .
In this kind of family , all negative remarks , and gossiping ..
How did I even came over to maintain positive thoughts to my mind until now .
I still wonder .


So many times I feel so lousy from them . My loved ones .
But still I choose to stand firm on my feet and carry on to live on ?
I don't know . Other than my believes .
Past scenes and memories will show me , even though I whine alot..
You wanted to commit suicide and die so many times in the past .
And now you're here standing , Why not live on when you've come this far ?


Thus , I've learned my lesson .
To not expect much from anyone . Give more , Take ? Bonus lor .
Yeah , don't Take their nonsense . seriously (:




还以为自己不能呼吸， 原来只是没有打开窗口而已。。





Xoxo ,
Cherlyn .

I changed my blogskin :D
Well , My tagboard is gone !
I don't know whether the comment board works .
hmm, anyone out there knows how to customize the comment board ?
Help !
I wanna set it pink and make it as chio as possible :D
hahaha , XD


Anyways , I also removed alot of links from my blog .
Because :

1. Your blog page is no longer showing .
2. You changed your blog url and never ask me to relink you back .
3. You stopped blogging .

Yeahhh .
Actually I wanted to remove all the links etc .
But I can't bear to ,
partly because I don't remember other people's link .

okay okay . so hope you like my new skin .






kinno is super naughty now adays .
never stop bitting mommy's shoes .
haahahaha . funny eh .
already so old liao , kinno still acts like a puppy .

Love him ~




And I love you guys too !




Xoxo ,
Cherlyn