shalynne shared this funny vid with me :DD

ENJOY ! it's super funny !





FUNNY MARITESS.



wahahahahs !

rawrrrs , y'all are bugging my mail for update !
aight , i'll do some update bout my life .
im now doing my f&n Nlvl ject.
i've been fasting well.
and lotsa amazing things happen .
wanted to share with cg today but today no cgm !
so shalynne you'll be the first one to know later when i call you !
hohoho.
today never fast , but im starvingggggggggggggg .
sister was here on monday or tuesday ar to visit .
aiyah , somewhere near lahs .
and she'll be flying to china soon?
lol , i will be expecting lotsa chio bling bling stuffs for me when she come back 6 total months la'er.
recently cut my hair .
very unlikely of my style , but remarks was okay .
received some a few of bad remarks that make me laugh for a whole day .
Lol , i don't know why lei .
when other people give me that kind of remark makes me laugh like a hella out .
HAHA, their expression , with their eyebrows squeezed looking at my new hair style then say not nice lah makes me laugh like ..
WAHAHAHAHS , i laughing now bodoh .
okay okay ,weird me.
sorry lah , can't post any pictures now . cause i never took any. (:
i saw xiaxue's new hair with bling extensions .
i fishing want it !! its super chio , i super adore those glitterish pink ones !
i really really fishing aloe want it .
and i want like 7 strands in my hair now .
wah lau .
i know i will look like one cheena doll with my current hair style .
lol, okay lah , i will save that craving attitude on others .
the other day was talking to my discipline mistress ,
she shared with me lotsa stuffs , and praised me along the way ..
even say that she liked me alot !
and we were good friends last time when she was my chinese teacher .
she used to bake moon cake for me and the class before !
siala , now she become DM jiu no moon cake from her liao .
abit boxim right ?
so i demanded a bing pi greentea yue bing from her .
okay noted down . my blog after all .
BING PI GREEN TEAYUE BING UHS !!
lol , cause her yue bing super shiok ;p
LOL, yah . if you know me in school .
i belong to alot of teacher's pet .
includes my principle , Mrs PMS ( kiaoku )
i'm ke ai !!
drag-ed kinno in to the bath room just now .
he just refused to follow me !
super naughty and he simply shit a hella around the living room .
made me clean like ....
as if i work in the zoo .
SBS lahs .
need to go back study liao .
beebee , :D

Hey Mr Geesus!

When i was younger .
I will always try and use my sister computer without her permission when she don't allow me to use it .
I would use all kinds of chances to use it , find and think of passwords to log in .
and whenever i use it , i would listen to her playlist in her media player .
there was a worship song inside that really touched my heart .
as i listen , as i sing , tears began to flow down .
i was a total unbeliever than .
and was totally against christianity .
but i began so curious about jesus .
wanted to know him more .
i started to look for a bible in my sister's room .
and read the first page of genesis .
i thought it was boring and stopped reading it .


yesterday while i was spending my quiet time with God.
i sang this song to him (:

Above All .

Above all powers above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasure of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind a stone
You lived to die rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

heres the live mv :D

p.s * update .
i'm super bu shuang with this blogger .
he posted this entry in his blog .
which i so not agree so .

Hey Mr Geesus!

You need no x-ray vision, cause they are all translucent. You allow them to play on your sympathies, cause you don't see them coming from humble roots. You haven't learnt about these, perhaps. But y'know, it's high time you put a full-stop to your man-reading illiteracy. Fucking wake up and look at how these clowns put on their everyday lives masks, you ought to. In fact, even I'm cautious now. This awareness is contagious. But I'm still true to myself. Only Hollywood firms portray how the unlike can lock, step back to reality and you get disgusted. Birds of a feather still fuck together, we still see the opposite alliance and you still live with it. That's what I see.



fish you fishing jackfruit i say .
if you have nothing else better to say .
shut upXYXXYXZ ?
gardania smelly fish tuna .
what makes you fishing have the idea that we're like worshiping a dead ?
what makes you fishing have a thought we're kelian-ing our Lord ?
what makes you feel that all the smiles we carry on our faces are fake ?
being happy . anything so wrong ?
perhaps you're the pathetic one with no life .
being jealous in the corner and back gossiping over here .
so what are you ?
jumping so fast into conclusion about christianity .
when you know nothing like a retarded gangster that think that you're so better than anyone else .
i have nothing to say about you right now .
i won't read your blog anymore .

BIG BANG CAMP ROCKKKKS, XD

hoho, spot me.







wondering why all pics with crabbie ?
time to squeeze in with us and take pic with us !!
hoho ,
enjoy-ed the camp .
like said so manyy times .
LOL.



today went tampi find my xiaomianyang RACHEL.
miss her so much !!!

i went for eye brows trimming today !
like finally .
my first time lehs .
xiaomianyang ws like keep giggling beside me .
cause i keep making funny faces .
its super ticklish lahs .
wahhahaas , xD
we cam whore in the toilet and went shop around .
i even help her tie hair lehs .
wahahahs ,
whose nexttttt?

=X
i'm super happy for my papi.
he accepted christ already !
he's now very open to know more God.
and had agree to know a cgl (;
PRAISE THE LORD LOUD LOUD CAN !!
i really can't recall what was i thinking when i invited him to church man !!
it was just simple faith i offered up .
can you imagine .
the distant i had with my father .
5 years !!
5 years !!!
total for so long ever since we parted .
through these years .
the influence that my family say to me bout my father is always as bad as chen shui bian.
had no way good about my father .
i remember since young the hate hate chinese essay topic would be ....
"MY FATHER " =.=
i would then make up stories among my friends .
deed inside my heart was filled with hatreds and heartbreaks.
and 2 years ago .
i met my father with a faith that came from no where .
and we're back together again .
it was such a long way.
he had so much to share with me .
but i didn't accept him then .
i took him for granted , use his money whenever i can .
treated him so nasty .
like a revenge .
until this year , i decided i'll not do that anymore .
i brought him to church .
i opened up my heart to a enemy i hated so much .
someone who broke my childhood with so much misery .
someone who broke my family .
i forgave and forget .
my papi is now saved .
he's going through a very hard time now .
i will do my very best to honour him .
of cause both of my parents mommy and papi .
i will love them like never before .
shower them with care and concern .
prayers and blessings will be upon their lives now .
i will study the best result like they never expected before .
they'll be proud of me ;DD
God , i really thank you for this family .
now 3 saved , 1 more . SUP SUP SOI !!
right ?!



♥
God from today onwards .
i will be more than willing to pour more of myself to give you more .
regardless my time or commitments .
i will seek your face.
i will follow you till the end .
Forever .
-cherlyn , (;

how fragile is my heart ..
its father's day, and guess what.
my father is coming to church .
right surely alot of people must be thinking im out of my mind already.
well well,
no one else can substitute daddy's position in my heart .
for all the hurts in the past are forgiven.
since the day i followed jesus.
he set me free , i allow him to take away all my hatreds and bitterness .
holyspirit is gentle and nice .
i believe today my papi will receive his salvation ...!
in jesus name * thunders with tongues * keep zooming and zooming , *payers again*

mommy im back from camp already :p
so tired .
camp was very cool.
everyone was so enthu .
pulau ubin was not that scary .
didn't join the night walk .
they wanted to och lor !
hahaha , got mata come ...
it was canceled- ):
my team won :DD
amplified is so much love <3




man , hate my da yi ma.
hate her visiting me during camp or other activities.
damn her.
i flare up during my camp !
i didn't know what was doing ..
i'm so so sad after that .
why didn't i just walk away .
why did i scold him back.
why can't keep my old self back .
i must have made me leader super heart broken and disappointed ..
most of all myself..
i feel so so bad ..
i shouted at people that i love.
it hurts me too.
i really don't mean to.
i really really don't .
i cant use any words to protect or defend myself now .
i really feel so ashamed of myself.
even though i said sorry to him already.
i may look so happy now .
just keeping my tears .
reached home and cried like ..
i really don't know what i'm doing .
i feel my life can fade away anytime now..
i feel myself standing at a very dangerous point in life right now.
i feel myself numb and dead inside.
for a second..i just want to sleep and not remember of a single part of me.

i just want to be kind.
the love you wanted is just so far away.

[ the creepy haunted house at the 4th floor ~~]

every night will happen to hear them ...
with same timing and rythm..


1145 ; dropping marbles with same rythm .
1234 ; dragging of chairs & tables or maybe other furnitures ..
0105 ; drilling of walls sounds... *drill drill ,, hammering *



creepy not ??
even my friends on chatting phone with me , every night also can hear ..
went up to ask them before .
it was a couple of old malay couple ...
they claim that they have no children ..
man ?!! then who are playing with the marbles every night ?
shall not mention what i saw in the house ...
few months later , they moved out of the house ..


the marbles , furniture drags , drills and hammers carry on even when the house was empty .
weeks later a couple of chinese couple decided to move in ..
they make the house like so super chio lor .
the floor house with white bling bling granet tiles.. ( no idea how to spell )
then the house walls with super chio gray colour , nice warm lightings .
super romantic can.
the room surely prettier one lor , but cant see ..
but the noise never stops..
every night still the same ..



until recently , they move out ler .
wondering whose the next lucky family moving in.
isn't it weird ?
they decorate the house till so chio , now want to move out ??
hmmms ..
wonder if they can hear those noises at night ..

are those spirits kind or evil ?
i just pray that they'll leave that house .
and leave the residents here with peace (:





tomo is the camp already .
feeling excited.
especially for the encounter night !!!
wheeeeeeeeeeees ~~
had lotsa fun with crabbie shopping ;D
hahahahahs,










hmmms , these few days had alot of mixed hidden feelings and thoughts .
couldn't find a place that i can throw it all out .
i'm going through a time when i really depend on God only .
going through a time when i need to peel down my own skin .
tearing away my fears and pride away .
facing all kinds of rejections that i really don't like .
other people can say that i've not done good enough ..
facing alot of people who don't like what i do .
be it those whoare very important to me .
parents , leaders , friends ..
they can be blocking my way .
but i'm sure i'm going to break through.
have been praying and crying to God .
asking for more .
asking for a more loving heart .
i felt so tired ....
so dry out ..
is there any one out there ?
its rather dark in here ....





will not be here blogging for few days lers ..
share some stuffs with y'all ;DD



comical blood type characteristic !!
but all in chinese ..
whooohooo.~






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i'm blood type O ;D
true ?
hohohos .
the end ~





Oh, one last thing.
Life has proven me,
time can heal everything,
just let bygones be bygones.
"I'll bet two years, I'll bet one year. I'll bet those years you won't be here. I guess I'll keep, I guess you'll keep. Every memory Sadly we may never be. I'll bet my tears, I'll bet your tears. I'll bet those tears over time could disappear. -cherlyn


hmmms,
ENJOY ,.
with loves , <3