my fav singer . KHALIL FONG . love his songs , love his styles and love him lots !

okays , LAUGH OUT LOUD .

yes laugh laugh laugh .

y'all know , sometime life can be very bored .

and you'll start to think where to go .

like going some where you havent been to .

well , today i when i reached mrt .

standing there looking at the map buying standard ticket .

im wondering where to go .

i really dont know where to go and i end up at my hougang .

cause i miss my grandpa .

but dumb word is , i dont know why im there for when i reach his place .
lols . i sat down for awhile , and grandpa gave me a lil small cup of chinese tea .

err . i dont like tea , but i finnished it .

first time chatting with him . although having some difficulties in comunicating .

but i think both of us understands each others words .

my hokkien is lousy , only understand but cant speak fluently .

he chat half way and fell asleep .

i washed the cups and left .

y'all know sometimes having nothing by your side isn't abad idea .

keeping yourself empty ..

cause you wont need to be afraid of losing your precious ones .

you wont need to worry whats tomorrow .

i need to find something where i can embark on .

macdonald tokk ren derrs !!

KIKI KAKA ~
( toot toot train ! )
CHER CHER ~
( car car TOOT TOOT TRAIN ! )
.___. errm .
sot sot liao .
guys ,
i kennah tok by mac siaa ..
lols .
huihui , eugene and i wenta eat mac .
and then and then , asked him to help me order the shrek meal .
change drink to ice lemon tea .
gave him $8 , and expected some few small change .
but they say no more shaker fries
in the end , eugene came with the right burgur .
BUT ! the wrong drink !! give me upsized COKE somemore .
woahh , hin arrs ..
change change ??
he say dont have ..
wth ..
okays , nvm nvm .
we axtually planned to go bishan's party world ktv .
and guess what . all closed !
both all closed !
one at ntuc , another one at cc .
grrs ..
bo bian they insist of wanna go sing .
orchard's one should be still on .
took a cab ..
ask him bring us go hmv .
he brought us to meridien hotel .
zz $9 plus ..
and he refused to bring us to hmv there .
fcuk him i say !
fine . i'll walk you people there i told my friends .
not too far also what , nvm nvm .
reached party world .
i think hui hui's voucher like nothing siaa .
in the end its like still need to pay $17 .
its so the very ex then last time when with fiona larrs .
shen jing bing .
SHEN JING BING DAY !
and when to dbg find fiona .
complianed , gua li gua jiao with her and then went to pp .
pp - parkway parade .
she got drum lessons .
the great warrior wait for the princess to end her lesson for like 1 hour .
okays , i slept throughout .
c'mon larr fiona .
MARRY HIM LARS .
wa biang wees .
wahahahhas .
the way back to dbg from pp's mood was not good .
even when reached dbg , it was more even not good .
dbg zone x nnow got some new machines .
now got the motor one !!
wahahahs !!
nahs nahs nahs .!
havent play before .
today's whole trip can be so much cheaper .
dont know why today so bu shuang .
not the money , but just with some strangers .
and some shit . ( fiona says : dont care him larrs . ta zhi shi yi tan SHIT )
wahahahhas .
kinda bang seh-ed fiona at boon keng .
i know she'll be complaining and mad at me .
very ! i think .
seriously the word you used wasn't right .
i dint 'force' you to come along with me to that fcuking place .
but i 'beg'-ed you .
if use force jiu zhen der hen nan ting lerrs .
if you really dont want then nvm one , but its already over what more to say here ?
i know is my fault , but ytd derr trip really made me quite sick .
i wanted to pei you wait for kenny to come first then leave one .
but .. you ..
aiyas , nvm .
if still shen qi , i hereby apologise to fiona .
hmmms . sorry .
=/ haais . lost for words .
wrong day , wrong mood , wrong words .
fcuking DULAN !
took a irritating bus .
nahs ! is the bus driver .
the whole bus is already so packed liaos .
and theres this couple who wants to get down of the bus .
they're quite near the front door .
they ask the driver to open front door .
then he said : use the back door .
O__O
hella stupid idea .
complian complian complian !!
grrs .
end of complianing , for the day .
-lastly .
girls that dont scold or use vulgarities dosen't mean that she's a good girl .
girls that look bad dosen't show that she's a bad hearted girl .
guys are the same too ..
guys who are very gentlemen dosen't mean he wont FLIRT .
those who knows how to pretend are the winner overall .
we're losers . who said so .

GREETINGS ~!
guys , ive got myself into quite a big trouble in shool today .
opps . but , im still okays standing here !
:D thank god , the teachers gave me a chance !
and i really promise i'll do the left overs by next week .
and really give them my words [:
3 more days .
tomorrow our school got speech day .
duh , okays !
i'll go to school tomorrow !!
they know i never appear in suchha occations .
nahs , not even a single class outting .
hahahahahahas .
can you people tell me does the whistle really help kids to pee more easily ?
lols ! and the umm umm sound to help kids with their poo poo .
i think that really help right ?!
y'all know when i was lil i have this habit of making those sounds whenever im doing my business .
i stopped that after i entered primary one .
cause all my friends and teacher laughed at me when i do that .
so whenever i see parents do that to their kids ..
it'll make me like , wahahahahs !
and one more thing , like other parents , when they find no toilets they'll let them do their business at any drains they see around .
i had one very funny experience wen i was young .
i'll shh shh at the lamb post and my elder sister and my mom will try to block .
yes !! with the whee whee whistle sound !
thats so real .. and oh !
i also pee at the swimming pool !
okays when i was young !
imma big girl now .. never do that liao larr !!
lols .
people please dont ask why i changed my blogskin to this .
i have friends keep complaining my blog is to pinky , girly and dolly done .
which i have the same mindset with them . it dont suit me at all .
the previous skin have the kawaii thingy at the border , and that so ...
errr ._____.
i even have friends saying my blog look like funeral .
no link right ?
cause ive never seen a pink lacy funeral .
maybe his funeral have this design .
lols . just a joke .
and guys , im telling you something .
remeber i told my com was sick ?
and my internet was down ?
you know how it recover ?!
on monday my sister was back from m'sia .
and once she reached home she straight away switched on the com .
i was like . aiya no need try liao larr .. sure cannot one .. i tried so many times liao . i think must call people come fix lor .
and after i finnished , her msn start working .
and theres internet ! its connected liao !
woahhh ! serious this is miracle .
her hands .. wow ..
lols . redownloaded my audition .
and im level 15 now !!
wheeeeeeeeee ~!
okays another thing i wanna say .
girls with fair fair skin really cant have leg hair .
i compaired dark and fair skin girls in my class .
ofcause the dark ones are more hairy .
but fair girls really cant keep leg hair .
its really not nice !
ohmygod .
and their answers are the same .
' if we shave away our hair , will grow more !! '
okays agree !
but really cant have it there like that right ? i asked .
she added on her hair grows very fast one .
and ive got nothing else to say already .
hahahahahs .
my indian girls in class shave their hair every month .
wow . they're hard working ! :D
my that chinese fair lady is hairy and lazy .
lols ..
me ? okays , no much hair .
my hands are quite hairy i think ?
indian girls can keep their leg hair ..
cause they'll still look neat .. erm .. yea ?
levis watches are chio !
i wanna buy new bags ..
my mom always say i have alot of bags .
but this is always not enough !
i have only around 5 bags .
and thats so ..
cause some of the bags are no longer in the fashion already .
lols . cause i dont like to have the same stuffs with the people in school .
mine must be always mine .
y'all know , my school have alot alot alot of copycats one .
i need to buy a new watch .
cause now adays i spot there 7 people wearing the same watch as mine .
3 people wearing the same ear stud like mine .
and guess what today .
i dint wear my ear studs today to school .
nahs , never watch also .
im happy , no one is carrying the same bag like mine .
they'll always ask me where i get them .
i'll reply , ' i dont know , go find them yourself (: '
i once sow alphabets on my canvas shoe .
left side was JW and right was LY .
it was stolen !
and to know how heng i was .
my teacher gave me a slipper !
so that i can have my way home .
and back to wear my that white waterproove type kinda school shoe .
hahahahhas , thats bad .
people drink more plain water now adays .
really . drink more .
my teacher say i must drink more plain water and so must you !
:D imma good girl .
i miss bii honey !
red lorry yellow lorry
red lorry yellow lorry
red lorry yellow lorry
x3 !! xD

ALOHAA ` :D
ehs guys , my skin is so dry now adays .
grrs , applied lotsa creams and thoses bla bla stuffs that mommy ask me t apply on .
but still , bad very bad .!
today's f&n class we did cooking !!
wheeeeeeeeeeee ~
cooked fried rice and a seafood soup .
im dumb enough ..
teacher ask us to do marinade for the chicken .
they gave us chicken BREAST meat :D
and ive got 2 blur partners .
one is always wants things to go fast cant wait one ..
another one keep complaining sick here sick there ..
me ? hais , dont ask dont ask ..
( melissa , oi check the chicken whether ready anot leii .. inside oven very long liao lehs ! )
lols .. then turn around .. shes not there !!
what the ...
and to know that she've gone to the sickbay .
diaos and very heng !
its not chao ta YET !
had them to help me take out .
im afraid of heat !!! ><''
okays . my partner just stood there and stare at me .
i was like cooking the soup .
i screamed : go wash the stuffs lah , think what i guan yin ma arhs ??
okays . he did so :D
teacher help me buy overnight rice from the canteen . and yay !
and the dumb boiled the oil and threw the rice in !
what the hell .. should put meat all those stuffs in there first right ?
okays thats not all ..
y'all know the chicken is ' clean '.
it just taste bland after all .
PRAWNS , chicken and eggs .. are the only ingredients we have .
lols . i put the prawn heads into the soup !
and it tasted like steam boat !
wahahahahs .. added chicken stalk to it lars .
potatos , carots ,tomatoes and mushrooms !
wheeeeeeee ~ !
teacher say everything is nice but only the fried rice's chicken ..
okaes , im heng .
i dont understand why the malay girls in my class like to cook with alot alot of oil .
and they find it nice .
errms . thats gross .
today's math class i learned alot !
and i understand what's the teacher is teaching all about .
good news guys !
anston had left s'pore to thailand fer a few WEEKS !
UHMYGOD .
btw , this is a bad bad news ..
sobs .
he'd gone there with his family to settle some stuffs ..
he say he go there fing 'shemales '
ah gua and people call them 'ren yao '
wahahahahs :D
im jealoused .
y'all know he's leaving ytd night and yet he told me the last minute .
when he's already in the airport !
wth . he say he dont like to say good byes ..
see i told you , he's not creative enough .
i said : whatever lorr you go lerr must come back can liao larrs !
man , ofcause i care fer him . but what can i do .
wait fer him bahs ?
im sure he'll really go and stare at the people there .
cause he say before he likes to stare at fake nose , face and breast !
wahhahs xD
nahs . just a joke .
dont know when will he back .
but i'll really miss him so .

HEY PEEPS ! :D
i know you people have been waiting fer this very long post !
ohmygod .
ignore the papaya owner .
its jianwen the smelly prawn .
okays .
days have been quite fun .
err . not happening then christopher lee .
err okays okays .
christopher lee is out from jail !
okays good news for fann wong and his family !
well well .
i promised ya people to change my blogskin .
im doing so !
for yer imformation .
theres a new taiwan singer name call :
方大同 = fand ta tong .
his song is so so so nice man !
okays , i like him !
dont mention to me about the 飞轮海
or a dont know weirdo male singer yang pei an .
well . yang pei an's voice i can only say to my friends : wo bu hui xin shang !
wahahahhahs xDD
dyed back my hair to dark brown coloure .
cause school reopen maahs .
image ! i tell you arr ... very important - mdm lim . ( the tititatitoo famous jet lee in my sch )
my first lesson in f&n was so fun MAN !
wahaahahahs :D
teacher is very very very friendly towards me .
but the very sad thing is she thought i was from taiwan .
and asked me ..
teacher : you from taiwan right ? did yu visit your hometown during your june holidays ?
me : no im not from taiwan !
then she said : ah ! i know you must be from china !
me : .__________.''
me : imma pure singaporean !
this shows .. singapore people's chinese is not very good .
okays . lets not put it this way .
i asked her why she think imma taiwanese .
she says that i talk very good chinese !
but teacher . i can speak english very well too !
man .
she agrees and nods her head .
LOLS !
my new boyfriend is the most most most happening-est thing ever happened this fer days !
a noisy , stupid , funny , kind , feirce and cutest man i ever met !
okays . lets put love at one side .
you all know couples always likes to show and write how lovely and how happy they're together ,
but saddest thing you will see a sad tragedy after a few months or weeks .
mine ?
man . less sweet talks , less meetings and alot alot of ' buay gum ' !
buay gum means - errr , always the opposite ?
oh yes ! my sister and i have the best examples !
okays okays .
why less sweet talks ?
because i always complain the he is not creative enough .
why less meetings ?
nahs , we used to meet lotsa times . and can you imagine ?
we quarrel most of the time !
uhh man , i cant tahan everyday's meeting , so ive came out with a idea of less meetings .
buay gum ?
yes ! that is why i like him and he like me !
because i hate being with a person that have the same attitude you have and etc etc .
its like looking in the mirror .
err .. this is the weird part !
although we're like total opposite . but our hearts are the same !
how we met ?
is a damn funny and really really unbelivable .
a bus trip back to s'pore from m'sia .
nahs . i cant talk more about him here .
he reads my blog daily !
okays , THIS IS CRAZY right ?
he is not m'sian ! okays ?!
sure , stop the questioning about us .
we're di diao .
darling i cant say anything more tuh ya .
cause i really love ya more each and everyday .
yi bi yi aii ~~
he wont leave me alone , so do i .
the only same part is , we just like to live in our own world .
im really sorry for the times i fa pi qi and nao pi ji with you .
i really dont mean it .
hmmms , i really do care about you .
i hape this is not opposite sides .
no matter what .
you're my ' BEST ' boyfriend + buddy always .
ytd my whole family celebrated our 1 year annivassary fer our grandma .
my grandma and my family are very strong believes in taoism .
burned a big big big paper house fer her and the other elders .
and we folded the joss paper like kee siao !
okays . they're just simply boring and NO LINK .
i seriously dont understand why would they have kpos and 38 aunties comming to a location like funeral to play mahjong .
i really dont get it !
they say its to get more people gathering around .. and like that is wht they say .. [ RE NAO ]
wth ..
how can this place be so crowded with people ?
laughters ?
man , really dont like the 38 aunties .
espeacially the kpos !!
im quite pissed off with some of my realatives .
faking fake asses !
grrr ..
visited my mom's old kampong .
its fun .
cause the kampong has been demourished .
its a flat land now .
err . dint even make it to see a fish .
you tell me you tell me why everything rise but my pay never rise at all HUH ?! - my mom
- so long peeps :D

HEY PEEPS, MY INTERNET IS DOWN THESE FEW DAYS.
MY COM IS SICK.
GET WELL SOON COM.
FROM UR DEAR OWNER.
CHERLYN THE PAPAYA.

RED RED RED ! =DD
today went swimming with anston , brell , shumin and ben .
hur hur ..
fun fun :D
there were lotsa kids today in the pool !
please .. not the baby pool !
i swim the adult pool okays ?!
the kids were having their swimming lessons i think .
and somehow not really nice .
cause they were blocking everywhere ..
changing their pyjamas in the pool ..
and im that type i cant stop in the middle of the pool if i stop i'll go ..
err .. dont ask dont ask ..
very suay .
i met this lil small indo boy .
stucked in the middle of the lane im swiming .
and guessed what i did ..
i dived and went all the way down till my ear hear a - tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii -
like some how im dying .
and i crossed the lil indo boy !
wahahahhahs !
and i continue swimming .
and when i reached ..
and wanna swim back ..
there appear four kiddy at my lane ..
and guess what ..
i went to the next lane to join my friend .
and finnaly . no objections !
i swim for 4 hrs ..
until my skin went wrinkled !
wow !
okays , im normal .
i simply hate people who acts around .
and people who gives attitude ..
knn . not happy or bu shuang just say infront of me larrs horr ..
dont gossip behind to others like a ba po .
DULAN .
and hate people who tell me he or she talks bad behind me .
makes so much misunderstandings yet hides and run away like a coward .
forget it .
and guys ,
yes GUYS !
cant you people dont always [ si yao mian zi ]
and cant you people be more gentlemen ?
not ahgua !
i dont mean ahgua !
okays . ahgua is cute :D
okays , im giving attitude all the time .
but i talk right at the face !
dont like unsincere flattering .
bought a new shampoo for my dog today .
and the shampoo smells like johnson's baby smell !
cool man .
plus that one also got oats meal thingy which my sister always want my dog to bathe with .
bought some bacons ,chocolates and cheese sticks for him .
and okays a detal chewy gum will do with his BAD BREATH !
done with my trolley .
lols .
claimed back my $50 .
the guy on the note is so handsome man !
muacks !

ARRLIEOWWW ~
today today today .
went ta dg .
and had a hella fun i think ?
changed 57 ringit to sing dolloars like 25 ?
dont know whether got kennah cheated anot .
so who cares .
went ta sing k at party world .
and what a larmuu place ..
larmuu = [ lame ] xD
okays , a new word by me !
this language is cherlish [X
fine ! this is childish .
c'mon KID !
imma so hella freaked out by what happened today .
theres a guy . yes a botak !
he freak me hella out .
cause he peeps into our room whenever he walks pass .
and made us felt very gao wei .
and soon . we're complaining the aircon is hella cold .
and when we recieve the bill .
the wet tissues are counted !
we dint even touch them .
and its $3 .
uhh . i know i cant be so ' gei gao ' here .
so yea . we went out and ask the botak whether can take out the wet tissues anot .
he said .. why not you all go in and let me explain to you in detailed .
wahahahahahs ..
i was like think .. need meh ?!
okays okays .
he said the tissues are in the package already and .. bla bla blaa .
so we asked whether they can off the aircon .
he said the aircon is centrelised one .
so ' bo bian ' !
then i forget abd dont know why .
he lift up his long sleeve and show us his ang gongs .
flames ~
and he start unbutton his shirts ..
i wonder what the hell is he doing .
and yes .. he showed us his ang gong . [ tattoos ]
DIAO .
i wonder did we even pass by anything regarding to tattoos man ..
im really stun ..
and we said thank you you may leave liao .
CAUSE I WANNA SING !
its so paiseh for him to be here ..
okays he left .
and came in again .
gave us bottles of lime juice he took outside from the uncle .
th limejuice he took are free !
and then ..
he left .
and came in again .
ask us whether need ice anot cause we'r singing till 7 .
so we say .. err .anything then ..
duh ..
soon .. he dint come in anymore .
his friend come in and say wanna get my number .
we gave him three of us numbers .
and wanna make him confused .
but in the end something even more happening happened .
the guy who gave us the bill sent a plate of heartshapes watermelon for fiona !
awww ?!
we're like laughing like hella out .
hella bad .
wahahahahhas .
that bill guy came in again and give fiona a rashberry red red drink .
wow .
more and more funny .
cause fiona was like bloated with water already !
lols !
im getting excited !
so lets forget bou the joke shall we .
cause its really too larmuu .
went around ..
and around .
round and round .
reached arcade .
and play-ed the 'kong bu' daytona .
why kong bu ?
ask me personally !
everything went okays .
and today i quarrel with my friend .
jiaalat .
shouted at him cause he was too [ GUO FEN ]
gone too much already .
and i think he's not so xiao qi right ?
cause he must understand .
im more xiao qi .
heng he messaged me .
if not i dont know whether when will be the next time to see him .
wahahhahahs .
not so far .
i just left singapore for 1 week .
and came back .
i dont know why .
everything seems to be like changing .
including everyone .
i said ' seems '
but let pray that everyone & everything will stay the same .
i love making changes . but not see-ing changes around me .
amma selfish ?
i changed and so people changed ?
or are the people just pretending ?!
questions questions questions .
im so noisy today .
i know .

i just simply love this flavour !

ehhems ,
i know someone went to his blog and gave him my new link .
and i know who is it .
its SANDY !
what the hell .
this is so ' huang tang '
sandy , you already know its impossible .
why still ..
urghs ..
nairmind .
went out with wifey fiona 'that ' day .
and then go meet track a guys name sound like ' shrek '
watched fantastic 4 .
yes , the dumb ass four .
lol .
i dont find the show funny .
i dont know why , but everyone is laughing left me alone not laughing .
-___-''
track and fiona they both laugh at some parts of the show .
but i was quiet whe even those funny part when they feel tey are funny .
i get the joke .
but ehem . not funny at all !
duh .
the show seems like all planned .
and then i give it a 3 ,1/2stars ..
err okays okays .
so that day was kinda 'high'
i was quite in a down mood that day .
dont know what change my mood in 180 degrees .
so tomorrow we're gong sing k !
yea yea yea !
so acttually .
我并不是很爱 他 。
我觉得一切就好像只是错觉。
我们好像是不同 世界的人。
又很suay 。
可是我觉得我是幸运的。
至少这次已经让我深深体会它是怎样的人。
嗯。
ben said : 诶，你们没有缘啦！
yes .
loves make the world goes round .
love can also make a world go around !
like what i always like to sing .
same phrace .
埃~ 懒得去管~顺其自然！
fiona said : you must be more mean this time . eh walau eh you teach me one leh ..
me : err .. okays larr i dont like him liao ..
fiona : contradicting .
i think i got the spelling correct .
yes ! i cannot behave like how fiona described me !
err ..
if i were to do any more silly stuffs for him again .
then thats when its nolonger i .
i want a new heart .
a heart that'll be always true .
i dont care i dont care .
today i woke up at six in the evening .
imma pro [:

歌曲：靠近一点点
歌手：南拳妈妈lara 专辑：恶作剧之吻电视原声
默默在你的身后守侯的我
mo mo zai ni de shen hou shou hou de wo
多想看你不经意的笑容
duo xiang kan ni bu jing yi de xiao rong
或许我的心你不懂
huo xu wo de xin ni bu dong
我努力让你感动
wo nu li rang ni gan dong
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
zai ni yan zhong you duo me ben zhuo de wo
决不放弃追逐你的执着
jue bu fang qi zhui zhu ni de zhi zhuo
只要你能再多些回应我
zhi yao ni neng zai duo xie hui ying wo
一个笑或点头全接受
yi ge xiao huo dian tou quan jie shou
能不能再靠近一点点
neng bu neng zai kao jin yi dian dian
大声说出你所有感觉
da sheng shuo chu ni suo you gan jue
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
bie zai jing jing guan zai zhi you zi ji de shi jie
温暖太阳为你迎接
wen nuan tai yang wei ni ying jie
能不能再靠近一点点
neng bu neng zai kao jin yi dian dian
能不能再勇敢一点点
neng bu neng zai kao jin yi dian dian
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
jiu suan rang wo zhi dao wo yong yuan zhi shi dan lian
我也会藏着感谢
wo ye hui cang zhe gan xie
笑着和你说再见
xie zhe he ni shuo zai jian





[ thats what i wanna say to him ]
[ he wont be able to see it ]
[ lets see fate baahs ]
[ i just miss him so . ]

the cool guy im looking for !
quiet and smart !

teeheehees !! =DD

HOME SWEET HOM-ED !
okays .
a scary and dangerous trip indeed .
duh ~
came home bout 11 ++
and bath-ed .
and online-d
called him .
yes him .
his name came into my mind first .
but he was outside .
browsed through his blog .
and saw something interesting .
found her blog went in .
and saw that .. hahas .
they're now together [:
good news ehs ?
love really needs courage .
my heart broke into pieces when i saw everything .
time really matters .
ive finally decided and yet hes moving backwards .
and everything is just so fcuked up .
i cried a hella bad ytd night .
can you imgine .
you just came back home .
you're so tired .
so lazy to get online already ,yet you went and saw the mushy stuffs him and her had ?
yes . its heart broken enough .
i nearly smashed my my com .
i exit right away and hoped everything was just a illusion .
and no . its not .
yes its true they're together .
i listened to ben .
took the courage to ask him .
it was suchha straight forward question .
and yet he did not even reply a single fur to me .
is he avoiding ?
or what ?
why cant he be honest with me that the bintan girl is acttually her ?
name not to be mentioned .
and called him this afternoon .
he's working .
and i asked him the question .
he hung up my phone !
what the hell ?
its so damn dissapointing .
tell me the fact even if its true right ?
i als wont die infront of you .
you wont drop one of your tooth .
RIGHT ?
it seems like he's just fooling me round and round .
please larr ..
stop treating me like a fool .
so stupid and the dumb is me !
he's a coward indeed .
he's actions speaks louder then words .
im like blind folded .
and the girls who like him are the blind folded ones too !
i still think of wanna step forward and meet him , tell him everything .
but i think its not worth it at all .
he is se selfish !
yes , selfish !
just feel like slapping him and wake him up .
im really sick lerrs .
so damn heart broken ..
ben is right .
everything is just like an accident .
can somebody just give me the medicine to mend my broken heart ?
guys from today onwards .
i wanna make this very clear .
im not anyone of you 's toy !
im nobody's .
i really thought ..
i really ..
i wanna add this .
i hate him to the core !

guys !
im going back sooon !!
going back tomatoo land !
yes .
going back at mondayee or tuesdayeeeeeeeeee ;DD
think so .. and hopefully larrs ?
because , im afraid after playing for so long ..
i forget what is work !
im afraid i'll forget what is study .
and .. im afraid he'll forget me .
cause now adays he's busy with his exams .
for so long i only saw he online . ONCE .
and thats all .
he online also not for very long that time .
awhile only -___________-''
i think he have already got another someone to take over me lerrs .
hahahahahs ..
hmmmms ..
i miss my siong papa .
my san zhi siong !!
i cant live without him liaos .
never i will .
the wheather here in m'sia is too dry !
and guess what happened ?
my skin went chad chad liao .
err . alamak ..
tearing like hella bad ..
sobs ;(
my flu is recovering .
this morning woke up head hurts hella bad .
dont know what happen ..
jiaalat .
today a miracle happen .
wahahahas .
the water taps water runs 2 seconds to fill up my hands !
and today ive got no problem bathing .
yeaaa ! ;DD
so today im not the slow poke !
today can drift drift drift arrhs .
lols .
start dolling up and getting ready to go church .
taking karyn's car to meet my sis .
hmmms .
today'll be my second last day at here [:
will she bu de .
and im looking forward for the new day ahead !
school is reopening soon ;DD
study study study !
new subject to study .
home ec .
gotta like go man .
everything should go well .
god will bless me !
and ive got a new chapter to write about in my life !
yes . i gotta go .
bye :DD

* should i stop blogging now ?
ha !
okays .
i cant let ya people down .
hur hur .
y'all know ,
this is my first time .
im looking up the screen .
and i dont know what to type .
i dont know .
cause i dont know where to start .
first time really the first time .
but guys i wanna tell you people some thing .
you know m'sia water runs so slow anot ?
i spent 10-15 min to finnish washing my hair .
the tap water ?
7 seconds to fill my hands .
so its quite no . very slow .
i just wanna wash my face !
i dint sleep well last night .
i told you people i passed my flu to my sister right ?
now im telling you .
its back .
and its worst (:
i cant talk well now .
so today i'll be the quiet cat .
today just today :D
i went in and outta the room in the night .
roll here roll there .
and finally i found a best position to sleep .
sitting position .
like that my nose will feel better .
as in not that jam .
and i felt comfortable , i fell aslept .
the bed i sleep in my sister's room in very chad chad one ..
so tou tou went up to sleep on hers .
im very hungry .
and after i finnish brushing my teeth .
my throat hurts so terrible-ly when i swallow even my saliva .
alamak .
what is so wrong with me .
okays okays .
let this virus stay with me man .
dont spread to others anymore .
please !
say you'll prefer starfish .
say say say .

CRACKED .
annyong !
you know what .
i think i passed my [ bad bad morn-ic flu ] to my sister .
ohmygod !
why do i thought so ?
because mine is gone and she've just started .
just thought one spell - full night .
with the haachoo and eheems .
and they've attacked her !
err . my sister .
yes ! my sister is having test the very next day .
and have i came the wrong timing ?
oh . lets pray man .
alamak .
had fun eating m'sia sakae sushi .
why ? anything special ?
yes !
a funny dumb dumb man who hold on to the big big menu .
who is he ?!
hur hur .
do ya need me to tell you who he is ?
okays . lets not mension name .
lets call him xiaomeng .
xiaomeng asked our orders for food .
we orderd our food .
and xiaomeng asked .
drinks ? err greetea ?
my sis asked me what i wanna drink .
and guess what was in my mind .
the sworn brothers .
' ANYTHING & WHATEVER '
wahahhahas xD
nopes . i said " i want ice water "
and xiaomeng came and landed 2 hotsspring for xiaoqiang .
okays simple greenteas ( hotgreen teas )
and so xiaomeng passed my plainwater .
but ! xiaoleng said " xiaomeng , changed the another cup for them . its dirty "
and guess what .
he brought me a EMPTY CUP !
LOLS ! wahahahahs .
and my sister pured some ice nto my empty cup .
and added hot water in to my empty cup .
now finally .
i have a drink . iced water [:
and we start eating !
yummiieys !
my new fried got her car parked better this time .
err .
her parking skills need to be improve !
and she can learn more from my sis !
comparing my sis and her .
i think my sis looks smarter and not also the outside .
my sister looks like a boss when they're standing together .
my sister have a habit of asking people " err whats the time now ? "
and this cute lil new friend will answer very " obediently " .
i started laughing .
and this joke came from no where .
and err ..
lols .
i cant imagine this cute lil friend is 20 ++ .
ohs . im thinking of my future .
i cant be like this when i grow up !
no ! not so " cute " !!!!
my brain must some how can fight with my sister's brain standard .
yes ! learn to be smart .
eat smarties !
err lame .
totally opposites of me and my sister .
if she's smart then im stupid .
and guess what .
if guess what IF IM CLEVER THAN SHES STUPID !
and so lets learn to beat one another !
yea yea yea .
and i wanna beat myself form spending money FIRST !
yes .
find chances next time if im a millionair !
wheeeee .
dream on . need my hand ?
wahahahhahas .
pei mama yi qi meng you ~
okayeeeees .
im going one u with my sister now .
and i'll update the very tomorrow ' noisy ' morning .
why noisy ????
till then . byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

[ JOKE OF THE DAY ]
- i slept through out the whole day today -

ALOHA !
its a update !
hur hur .
you guys wanna know what happen behind the scenes ?
okays okays .
cause ive decided !
to show you people my land !
and so i wont have more [ mimi ] ( secrets ) to hide !
wahahahas xD
okay okays . simple .
nahs . ive decided .
not showing you people my mimi .
so yes .
im kind (:
so easy yeah .
continue reading before you you enter my hell .
its scary in there .
hot red .. and ! wordy ..
err .this is not a joke .
guys .
today i had a quite ' sianified ' day man .
so how how .
how should i tell you people how sianified my day was ?!
okays okays .
knew a new friend .
and shall not mension her sweet lil innocent name ehs ?
she walked me around some wuloo wuloo shopping mall .
WHY WULOO ?!
cause its quite empty ..
and their shops there are very 'kayu kayu'
means .. LAN ! and lan means [ CANNOT MAKE IT ]
found a arcade !!
went in .
changed 5 tokens .
had fun with their daytona and motor !!
yes !! im lostin my childhood !
i play daytona ..
hmmmms ..
i cant remember when is my last ride of the motor game .!!
woahh ..
childhood toys all flooding through my mind ..
and outta sudden .
i saw a brown bear .
yes a big cut lil sweet one .
its A&W !!
man ! man !! man !!!
its so damn nice larhs !
and it reminded me of someone at far far away .
yes siong papa !!
okays okays .
so what am i so excited over that ffr ?
BECAUSE , i love their curly fries !
err and their famous rootbeer float .
yes ! why ?
because ~ singapore nolonger have A&W around .
sobs !!
and todays trip just got my mind rewinded to the past .
and yes . i missing the past !
i always love simple life .
i always miss the past time living in my old old flat .
with all those red bricks staircases .
and missing the floor .
missing the bed .
missing the toys .
missing the windows .
yes their windows !
thoses with the thingy to get the window close .
uh . i know you dont get it .
but so i know that is business .
watched shrek today .
errrr .
can i say its funny or cute ?
okays larhs .. mommiiey papa reading this ?
bring your children there and let them see how shrek works with fiona !
they're so sweet .
yes PRINCESS FIONA ! hur hur my wifey's name is call fiona too .
so shrek is a copycat !
errr .. okays okays .
thats out of the box .
sis cooked pasta today .
haais dont ask dont ask .
walau ! my sis cook one lehs !
ofcause nice lahs .
well well whatever . nono anything !!
okays . give me whatever .
guys !
ive bought chewy gums !
but not for leon
hur hur ..
no bubble gums .
didnt saw bubble gums .
i'll get them soon . real soon .
guys its no good job to bring over bubble gums to spore .
okays . miss shaasha here is teaching you people not to learn what im gonna do .
guys one thing very irritating like blister while shopping is ,
the top or tees drop off while you're browsing thru them .
damn . cant you imagine ?
you need to bend down and get the clothe back on the hanger ?!
its so ' tao ren yan '
okays okays .
it'll change my mood .
hur hur .
not the positive one i guess .
bought two tees from L.P zone .
and guess what .
i dint read the price tag before paying .
and guess what when i was at the cashier .
ohmygod .
one of the tee cost $45 man man man !
and them another one cost 10 whch looks much more nicer .
diaos . what is this man .
SUAY .
and guess what .
i only got $70 bucks with me .
cause my sister told me that we're just going for lunch .
ans say that i no need tring much cash .
in the end .
i paid and ran out with my eyes closed .
duh ~
ducks are swimming i the sea MAN !
they're having upgradings here .
so early in the morning bob the builder will wake every sleeping soul up .
suchha sad case .
why am i not preetier then the past me ?!
why ?! the preety auntie say i look like my sis .
OHMYGOD ?! okays second person who said so in KL .
duh duh duh .
and a man said im like 20 year old and i look like a taiwanese .
and dont know with his j-rock thingy .
is it because of my hair ??
err ..
AGAIN ??
i want it back to brown .
i want grow my hair thick thick .
i dont want anymore spikes .
i want to be a fair ladayeee ;D
muacks guys .
i hate wanna be's .
yeaps .
dear jianwen ,
im scared of hights !
darling darling . i miss my darling kinno .