wheeeehooo ~
aloha aloha aloha !
yoyoyoyoyo .
today today today is just a working day ..
diao =.-
oh , found a new job . selling watches ..
learn lotsa stuffs ..
now using my lunch time to blog here .
haas !
maths test today was real bad .
haais haais haais .
ask mommy to let me go tution ..
and i think i must go tution aar .
saded ..
but i wonder , when will i have the time lei ..
my classmate say can der lar ..
so gotta spend on my tution fees somemore ..
.. the first month ask mommy help me pay first lor .
one month 250 eight lessons ..
haais .. hhmmmmm .. think worth lar .
must study well if not wasted .
yea yeaah ..
dont know why . but i just think that time fly really fast .
cause .. this morning when i wake up , i thought i was still lil .
can cry hopelessly and dont want to go school .
but i know that i cant .
no one will know how hard it is for me to wake up so early everyday in the morning .
its really hard for me .
and go work when school ends .
friends and trainings all cant go ..
so whats the real purpose for undergoing for that stupid .....
haais .. forget it ..
i really thought this is all i want ..
and yet now i still dont know what i really really want , what i really hoped for .
ive used to have everything i want .
but when i lost them , i felt like .
i dont attually feel like having so much stuffs in my life .
just like a backpack journey .
you wont want to carry tv , comfort , computer and lotsa heavy stuffs .
sometimes i just want a very simple life .
i just want my very very own simple life .
where i can do what ever i like to .
experience all the hardships.
when all my love ones are always by my side encouraging .
still running without an aim .
walk wherever i want to in that back pack journey .
i want that feeling like .. hmmmm ..
like .. what others always say .. lifes so precious . treasure it well .
yeah thats it .
not the feeling of like .. err die lerr also nevermind ..
haha !
blue roses are rare . so im wondering whether blue roses really exist .
completed my very own drawing of a ' mermaid of mask '
and .. i like it very much ..
love is not quiet . love is the loudest action .
its true and honest .
bought a new ring today .
rose derr .
haas .
well gotta go off peeps .
time for work .
jian wens msg ..
lols .