hmmm ,
the words that weeps everynight .
who will understands .
can see that hes happily attatched .
im so happy to him so 'xin fu '
when and where will you see the greatest love ?
its when , you only wish the someone for the best .
where you bear to give everything and sacrifise ?
* laughs * for everything ive done man .
ha ! so whats happenning ?
trying to show the happiest side to him ?
or just faking every scene ?
oh my god .
this is eating me up .
oh dear , please can i say no .
every rejects hold my heart down .
so do you really understand .
i just miss everything i had .
every happy moments .
wo bu shi leng xie dong wu !
its killing me softly .
i dont wanna say more .
this is just what i want .

now now now ..

as jian wen say that my pics dont look like me anymore .

no more pics !

so so so .
used sharon's phone to take derr ..

she edited too ..

lols .

day was bad .

had a bad tummy ache .

& its killing me !

revision revision & still revision ..

tomorrow is english test .

& im so excited !

ha !

momma cooked today .

it was like so the very yummy .

i needa break man .

so how about skipping a 200 .

hey dont ya ever do that .

you'll die .

serious . cause i've did that .

& im still here lah .

hahahaha :DD

oh !

jian wen's new name - * MR BEN BEN * ( mr stupid ) XD

AND ive got a new name too , haais .

* miss shaasha * ( miss silly ) )x

he damn bad say i suits miss toot toot more !

diaooo -________-''

he bluff me lotsa stuff and im posting them !

humphs !!

1st my 1000 word compo .

2nd my two testimo .

& i need him badly to sing me san zhi siong every night .

haas !

audi lvl 11 lerr ..

he still never come play = ,-

diaoo >.<''

okay okay ^^''

so peeps start playing audition !

come find me .

haas .

i hearts yoos ! <33

♥Loves , cherlyn ( ^-^*)

aii ~ LAN DE QU GUAN ~~ SHUN QI ZI RAN !
haais .
its been annother week .
damn .
two bad news of mine .
no first or second.
well , two of my fishes died .
they fought .
three left one survived .
my shoes kennah stolen .
and im damn damn sad .
fcuk .
that shows how lucky i am lar .
injection today .
hope my skin is getting a lil better .
my skin was horrible today .
and i was so fedup .
today today today ,
i kill .. i killed a small lil snail .
i stepped on it .
im so sorry ..
it was so small that i dint noticed it .
just small like a size of a thumb's snail .
its so weak and small ..
its shell it so soft that ..
okay okay . i stop .
i cried . cause im so guilty !
oh my god .
mommy says that i'll become a bigger animal at its next life .
test comming up next monday .
so damn worried .
and imma still blogging here .
hope it'll be a good paper .
recieved a very cute lil sweet muical box at my doorstep today .
wow . so secrtive that the card is only written *stay happy always *
-____________-'' diaoo .
so yp3 class was very encouraging .
secrets of consentration .
P
Rest
Overcome distractions
Drink more water
Stay happy
true ehs ?
but .. i forgot whats p .
so sorry . i'll update once i know .
ate fish ball noodles today .
very yummy ^^
lastly .
im sorry lil snail .
forgive me ):

1 Rose
Exceptional love all concentrated on you.

2 Roses
Two of us deeply in love.

3 Roses
I love you.

6 Roses
I want to be yours.

9 Roses
Love each other etenally.

11 Roses
You are the one i love most in my life.

12 Roses
Satisfactory union and mature affinity.

13 Roses
Secret admirer

24 Roses
Remember fondly every moment ( 24 hour cannot forget you !! )

33 Roses
Saying "I love you" with PROFOUND LOVE.

36 Roses
Feeling romantic attachment because you come to me.

44 Roses
Constant unchangeable pledge.

50 Roses
This is "Regretless Love."

56 Roses
My love

66 Roses
Succesfull love affair

99 Roses
Love with understanding make love eternal.

100 Roses
Harmonious union an a century, remain a devoted cupl 'till ripe-old age.

101 Roses
No other love but you.

108 Roses
Please marry me!

111 Roses
Eternal love

123 Roses
Free love

144 Roses
Loving you day and nigt eternally.

365 Roses
Thinking of you everyday, love you everyday

999 Roses
Everlasting eternal love.

1001 faithful love , 'till forever.

now adays got this sickness spreading in my class .
my class is coughing like kinda very scary ..
and .. now adays i got this 'dan chao fan kong ju zhen '
lols .. im like so damn sick of that ..
diao -_______-
life getting better ?
uhh how should i put it ..
haas . its just better ..
hmmmm . nothing special to share about .
seen esther today .. she asked whether got anything to share with her ..
she ask lotsa question till i ...
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lols you know .
oh . mother's day is around the corner !
so kids . how are those plannings ?
oh my god you've got no plan at all ?!
or you dont even know ?
its 13 may my dear .
oh by the way by the way !
im like so the very confused !
cause i dont know what to prepare my lovely mama .
thinking of buying purple roses .
cause they're so beautiful !
please , its pure one okay ? not dyed ones !!!
its hard to find lor .. but esther promised to get me the address !
so happy . and ive decided .
1) make a card ( chinese written ) [ damn hard ] !! =X
2) get the " purple roses " i wanna buy a 12 of them .
3) thinking of baking cake for her , if no time them buy one baahs <33>
hahahahahs =DD
if can i wanna go visit my dearest ahma too ..
at guang ming shan ..
haais . shes not forgotten ! i miss her still !
alot alot alot !
so people ! treasure every one around you !
^^ peeps ! as i said . mama day is coming .
so start planning !
its still not late my dear .
but please dont ever come my place to get your mom present .
cause is not good !
'song zong ' ?
lols !! XD
sad that tis mama day sis's not around .
if not can share $$
hahahaha =DD okay okay .
its not that lar .
lastly .
[ cherlyn love mommy , gan ma and grand ma ALWAYS !! ] =DD <33>mwarrhs ! ^^

greetings !
had not been updating .
haas .
im quite busy now adays .
cause got work .
and no more aunts work ..
stupid . !! haas .
went kbox with hui hui they all ..
haas .. quite fun lar .
i like singing the most leh ..
lols !! cause lotsa sog they donnoe how to sing maahs ..
haaas .
weird ppl ..
clock tickling ~
watches flying ..
lols what am i talking about ??
waahaha .
bout a cash for my charactor in audi .
lols ..
damn lame ..
kennah scolding say waste money siah ..
haas . but their clothes are veh cute .
mommy off today . stayed at home .
kinno vehh noisy . i muted his mouth .
now adays ken always let me take his motor go home .
so nice of him (: [ thanks ken !! =DD]
hes a speedo ..
lols .. just now ate ' dan chao fan ' damn err xiin ! ( gross )
too salty liaos .
i vomit like hell .
now very sick lor .
tmr going to visit my new tution centre .
my new environment to study ?
lols .. gek teng derr ' ho gai siao '
hope how she described to me is true lar ..
if not i'll skin her off ..
music class today was fun ..
cos we went to imac room ..
then all of a sudden become a photo take lesson ..
lols ! we supposed to like do worksheet in the all empty !
i was like entertaining myself with lotsa funny looking in the photo thingy !
hahahahas ;DD
got one look like e.t one ..
wahahahs ! damn gao siao !
then i start pulling my friends around t take pics ..
then saw this thingy bluetooth icon ..
then was like .. eh bluetooth lehs ! -____-"'
diao then send to my friend's fone ..
so fun .
the pics we took are so nice.
miss lau was so funny ..
you know what ?
when the class is noisy .
she'll say : I AM ANNOYED .
lols .. then all of a sudden . the class kept quiet .
then we turned back talking .
lols !! hmmmm
my new school shoe damn stylo .
hahahahas .
you'll see it soon .
my design .
haas !
okay okay .
ending here (:

wheeeehooo ~
aloha aloha aloha !
yoyoyoyoyo .
today today today is just a working day ..
diao =.-
oh , found a new job . selling watches ..
learn lotsa stuffs ..
now using my lunch time to blog here .
haas !
maths test today was real bad .
haais haais haais .
ask mommy to let me go tution ..
and i think i must go tution aar .
saded ..
but i wonder , when will i have the time lei ..
my classmate say can der lar ..
so gotta spend on my tution fees somemore ..
.. the first month ask mommy help me pay first lor .
one month 250 eight lessons ..
haais .. hhmmmmm .. think worth lar .
must study well if not wasted .
yea yeaah ..
dont know why . but i just think that time fly really fast .
cause .. this morning when i wake up , i thought i was still lil .
can cry hopelessly and dont want to go school .
but i know that i cant .
no one will know how hard it is for me to wake up so early everyday in the morning .
its really hard for me .
and go work when school ends .
friends and trainings all cant go ..
so whats the real purpose for undergoing for that stupid .....
haais .. forget it ..
i really thought this is all i want ..
and yet now i still dont know what i really really want , what i really hoped for .
ive used to have everything i want .
but when i lost them , i felt like .
i dont attually feel like having so much stuffs in my life .
just like a backpack journey .
you wont want to carry tv , comfort , computer and lotsa heavy stuffs .
sometimes i just want a very simple life .
i just want my very very own simple life .
where i can do what ever i like to .
experience all the hardships.
when all my love ones are always by my side encouraging .
still running without an aim .
walk wherever i want to in that back pack journey .
i want that feeling like .. hmmmm ..
like .. what others always say .. lifes so precious . treasure it well .
yeah thats it .
not the feeling of like .. err die lerr also nevermind ..
haha !
blue roses are rare . so im wondering whether blue roses really exist .
completed my very own drawing of a ' mermaid of mask '
and .. i like it very much ..
love is not quiet . love is the loudest action .
its true and honest .
bought a new ring today .
rose derr .
haas .
well gotta go off peeps .
time for work .
jian wens msg ..
lols .

Blonde on Fire
A blonde's house was on fire. She called 911 and started screaming, "Help me, please! My house is burning! Hurry!"
The operator said, "Okay, calm down and we'll be there soon. How do we get to your house?"
The blonde answered, "Duh, in that big red truck!"


I deserve first class
A blonde gets on an airplane and sits down in the first class section of the plane. The stewardess rushes over to her and tells her she must move to coach because she doesn't have a first class ticket.
The blonde replies, "I'm blonde, I'm smart, I have a good job, and I'm staying in first class until we reach Jamaica."
The disgusted stewardess gets the head stewardess who asks the blonde to leave. The blonde yet again repeats "I'm blonde, I'm smart, I have a good job and I'm staying in first class until we reach Jamaica."
The head stewardesses doesn't even know what to do at this point because they still have to get the rest of the passengers seated to take off; the blode is causing a problem with boarding now, so the stewardess gets the copilot.
The copilot goes up to the blonde and whispers in her ear. She immediately gets up and goes to her seat in the coach section. The head stewardess asks the copilot in amazement what he said to get her to move to her correct seat.
The copilot replies, "I told her the front half of the airplane wasn't going to Jamaica."




Magic Swimming Pool
There were these three guys. They had been walking for 3 days and were very tired. They found a hotel, rented a room and went to sleep.
Then, this old guy comes in out of nowhere, and says there is a magic pool just outside their hotel room. He tells them "Ok, you must jump off the diving board, and yell out what you wanna land in."
So the three guys go over to the pool. The first guy, a vegetarian, yells out "Bananas!" and lands in a pool of bananas.
The second guy was money hungry and yelled out "Money!" and lands in a pile of money.
The third guy jumps, when a bird shits on his head, and he yells "Oh Sh**!"

taaa daaaaaaaa !! ~
yoyoyoyo !
hees .
imma so happy !
cause ive found the drama ive been looking for !!
^^ - gu wah zai - [ young and dagourous ]
))x bad jian wen say he hasnt hear this drama before .
yea yeaaah , i know you havent too .
but im telling you , its a very nive show !
:DD
only found 1st - 3rd ..
4th and 5th series are banned from singapore ..
sad Dx
and , rent another drama - zhuan jiao yu dao ai - [corner with love ]
hur hur ~ (X
so happy ..
mommy and i ytd went to eat dinner at kopi diam .
and just outta sudden she star complaining about my sis not calling back home from m'sia .
and claimed that she rejects her phone call ..
and was quite mad .
i can see she's really upset .
so i talk to sis on msn .
and then and then .
i think its just all misunderstanding ..
and yea she calling her tonight !
audition's patch x'( cant play audi ..
sad sad sad aar .
tmr going to accompany huihui go get her laptop .
diao , need to go all the way to jurong leh ..
haais , she keep mensioning : hao peng you zuo dao di luh :
lols ofcause on lar .
><>
hahahahahahas ;DD
mommy bought sushi ferhh me .
its been raining like heaven .
waaaaa ~ its freezing cold .
and im having flu now .
mommy says that other people come singapore will scream the weather is so hot .
then me is other wise .
walau .
she say im very abnormal . ))x
bought a new black jacket .
its warm ~
^^ [ to all the sick cats there : rest well and get well soon ! : ]
finding new job .
think i found one (:
hur hur ,, (x
miss me peeps `

aloha .
hhmmmmms , sorraye peeps .
havent been updating ..
im updating now with a better mood (:
people dont always stay by your side .
everyone will die .
sky will still turns dark ,
life will be quite lonely sometimes .
so please dont be too innocent .
haais .
this week seems like a crying week ..
so sorry for those very late reply messages ..
[ my very sincere apology to all my friends -cherlyn . ]
god hasnt been kind .
haais .
my voice turning really awful ))x
playground reminds me of childhoods .
hong bao reminds me of new year .
blanket reminds me of lala lands
teacher sharon bought liang teh for me this after noon .
so sweet of her .
audi-ed for the whole day .
im now at lvl 10 .
=.= its a really lame game ..
but i like some how enjoy it lar .
and oh !
friendster re-created .
so add me peeps !
[ http://www.friendster.com/cherslovesuu ] - friendster
fiona called today .
- crapped -
skipped 180 .
tired .
tomorrow school .
havent prepare .
upcoming test ..
sick me .

wtf wtf wtf
imma so busy busy now adayeees ~
hahahahaha ;DD
cause i found a new job !
a very interesting one !
(X so happy to found this job ..
its kindergarten teacher ..
annother way its like baby sitting lor ..
wah lau ..
but its fun lar ~
gotta one week to try out this job ..
hope can really handle this job very well ..
my first day was scary .
made lotsa mistake arr ..
phew .. heng i note down every mistakes i've made and not to repeat them anymore !
the kids are so adorable !
they're simply so innocent and cute .
theres a 4 year old boy whos mentally abit ill very poor thing one ..
you know , if you ask him go and die and he will ?
lols .. ofcause we wont ask him go die lar ..
like today , he told me he wanna shh shh ( meaning wanna go toilet )
then i said .. go to the toilet than ..
cause he knows where the toilet is ..
and what happen was ..
he stay there and pee on his pants ..
and he never come back !
lol !!
so i cleaned up his wet pants and the wet floor ..
ke lian rite ?
haais haais ..
one more very funny ..
see you will hug you one ..
six year old girl call denise .
damn ke ai , she likes to dance ..
hahahahahahs ;DD
we watched bob the builder today .
hahaahahaha ..
they were like singing ~ bob the builder can we fix it , bob the builder : yes we can !
=DD cute right ?
today lessons were about birds ..
and theres one fella is very curious .
he wants me to bring a real bird in class !
waa ..
i was like ..
if we're teaching lion then how ?
bring the lion in class ?
so showed them a tape bout birds lar ..
they were over joyed !
durring art class ..
one of my student drew a pic of me !
and i look like a very very small girl wearing floral dress with two pony tails ..
T_T
wah lao i got so o biang meh ..
;DD today was preetayee fun although abit rushhing ..
oh ! today's is jianwen birthday !!
**: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAN WEN !! : **
` ! + /ZHU SIONG BA BA SHENG RI KUAAI LER !! ][x
hehes !! =DD
12-april-2007 (c)
ii iii iii ii iii
dint manage to bake him a birthday cake ..
really sad ..
whole day think what to do ..
i the end .. i still dont know what i do ..
i was like thinking and thinking .
whats totally on my mind .
when , i dont have his address and how the hell am i suppose to give him what i wanna give him ?
lols ..
blurr ..
hui's sis got bullied by her school mates ..
when down to helped her ..
and settled ~
so today today today was sianified ~

wo xii huuan ting ge , dong ren derr ge .

ta rang wo jue de ai shii duii derr .

shui bu jiu wo jiu xing zhe .

bu zai rang ri zi bei da luan lerr

ji mo hen chao , wo hen len jing

qing shv hen duo wo hen zhen diing

ying wei tou ru suo yi fang qi , bu yuan zai bei ni tong xin .

gu zhi suan bu suan ren xing drr yao qiu ..

fu chu ye ke neng zhao bu dao jie guo .

de bu dao wo jiu fang diao , bu qu pong chu ta wo d shv yao ..

stayeeee strong !

aloha ~
so ytd he jio me out ..
but i was sick ..
so he came to my house and fetch me go see doctor .
and then , we went to the nearest clinic that always go ..
got my medicine .
he said he was hungry ..
and he say he wants to eat my biscuits ..
i told him im tired and not feeling well want to go home ..
he walked me to my doorstep , and hugged me .
ask me take care , and eight chinese words ..
he wanted for a patch ..
i opened the door , shut the door and rushed in to my room .
( man i cried out loud ..)
cause , i ..
well well , he said ..
[ baobei wo zhen derr hen ai ni ]
in the end ofcause we dint patch luhh ..
i wonder will he made it to find this place ..
ha ! just wanna tell him .. ya take care too !!
whats lost will never be back .
and today this morning ..
he messaged me .. asking me whether we can still be like te very past friend ..
hhmmmmms .. i replied , can can .. but abit difficult baahs ..
then he ask whhy .. lols .. no reply ..
i wanna start of something new ..
new job , new friends , new heels , new hair style , new hp , new results , new ( my missing one) , new song , new story and a new life !
i want more tees , more skirts ( i wanna be more famine ! ) , more reciepes !
i want a man that loves me more than i do .. i wanna be pampered ! lols !!
i wanna lose weight moreeeee !
i wanna love someone that i really love ..
who can show me lotsa miracles , magical illusions ..
lotsa surpprises !
uhh , santa clause ?
hahahahahahahaha :DD
lastly .. i wanna know and understand more about my life !
give and take . learn to accept every up and downs . cause i know there'll be someone always stay there guiding me along ..
i want more smileys from my friends ..
stay happy my friend !
(X LORVES&&MISSES

寄没有地址的信这样的情绪有种距离你放着谁的歌曲是怎样的心情能不能说给我听雨下得好安静是不是你偷偷在哭泣幸福真的不容易在你的背景有我爱你我可以陪你去看星星不用再多说明我就要和你在一起我不想又再一次和你分离我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你幸福它真的不容易

lalalalalalalas ~
heres a very quick review ferhh what ive done this whole afternoon ..
lets cut it really short !
first ..
i woke up at 2 and then notice i was so late cause i needa meet stef and eugene for swim .
and i cntacted them theyre eating ..
thank god i still made it to meet them ..
so had a fun great swim ..
so we entered gym , gym was so quiet and clean ..
woohoooo ..
so happy ..
gym-ed for 2hours ..
dead beat ))X
finnally i felt my legs and hands are still working well !
reached home ..
was like starving like ka hell ..
mommy 's not at home ..
so no yummy stuffs to eat ..
so called her ..
she on the way home without any food ..
she say she dint reachhed me ..
woaah ..
so i was like .. nevermind then ..
then she cooked fishball soup and fried eggs for me !!
hahahahahaa :DD
so happy .. got fishball eat ..
hehe (X
watched kiki's delivering service ..
canto derr .. woahh .. vehh cute lorr ^^
and a honkong drama [ to grow with love ] very nice ..
hahahahaha XDD
hand made lotsa stuff todayee ..
wanted to take pics of them but no camara ..
wahh laoooo wee .. ))))))X
sad aar ..
i want back my fone ..
sad sad very sad without her ..
sobbs ~
so my [ xin gan baobeii fish ] is still growing ..
they just love to eat , eat and eat !
mommy's [ xiao baobei ( turtle ) ] too !
i want a pet bird soon !
hahahahahahas :D soon this is going to be a zoo !
then imma zoo keeper !
hey , nice job eh ?
but now im thha spartans king ! : king leonidas:
lol
okayees okayeeeees ~
chill up peeps ~
im just kidding with you guys ..

just look a my ugliest past of life .

and i'm no longer thhere ..

a happy moment durringmy music class !

lols .. i look retarded

me and fiona derr first shot ?

so what do ya think ?

haahahhahahaha :D

shes so stupid ,

andwhat da hell are yer thinkin ??

lol .

kennah corr ah lian very err xin lorr ..

no moree no moree .

so this is the last time peeps you peole will see these ~

cause i've delete them ALL .

^^

went swimming and jogging ..

cant run fast ..

oh my , its raining non stop here ..

how are yours there ?

oh ! my key board is not working well now adayeeeees .

some technical prob ..

stupid com .

well well ..

tomorrow is schhool reopen day !

uhh ..

sian diau ..

fought with kinno ..

i lost ))X

GREETINGS `
oh , so theres no school todayeeeee ..!
haha ! :D
its goos friday todayeeeee ..
lols ,went to church today with ma sis .
uhh ..
quite lotsa funny happened ..
but is all ma mii mii ~
hahahahaha :D [ cannot share ] !!
=/ my secret !
hmmmm ..
no much happening stuffs happened todayeeeee ~
so move on lorr ..
mommy came home early today ..
kinno is super " high " today ..
and then and then , everything is back to normal again .
im walking like a big baby with ma heels ..
leg pain siahhh ..
shouldnt had wear those ..
uhhhm , evrything is getting better ..
[ no photos ] till next week .. ( hopefully larr )
sis going back thhe next morning ..
yeaa , tomorrow see whether can contact hui hui they'all ..
cause going out lorr ..
xue lian is leaving soon i think ..
she told me shes leaving at bout at may ?
shes leaving to australia ..
hope she'll be fine with her family there .
she's blessed !
im so happy ! cause i've got new make ups !
new foundation , mascara and blushhers !
so excited to use them !
hahhahahaha :D
(X havent been meeting fiona eversince for like really so long ..
woahhh , she must be missing me alot ..
haha :D cause i miss her like hell ..
hope she's doing fine with her love ones..
hey peeps .. i wanna run like hell now !!
run like ka horse .
XDD today i got da bian !
' shit really alot today ! thank god !
woahh .. so happy .. ribena saved me ..
phew ..
recently got so many nightmares ..
: scary nightmares !! =//
imma very fine now ..
have been eating pepper lunch nowadays ..
sian diaoo ..'
i miss pepermint greentea !
so nice !! =DD
well well , my eyes are shutting soon ..
so peeps have va early night !
so long peeps ~