took my testimonial and cert from the school .
what to say .
ehem .
不要问。。不要问。。
lol .



Xoxo ,
Cherlyn

Random Entry.

Was asking mommy today when can she accompany me down to do my skin injection at red bricks clinic .
and ..
mommy broke a sad news to me ..
My skin doctor that have took care of me and my family for 10 over years had recently passed away ..
man , why good people always die so early huh ?
So now who's gonna help me with my injections , and hoax me with fruit candy after every that?
))))))))): Rest in peace , 帅哥医生~~


dinos , sun , clouds , flowers , trees , boats , red planes , cars and roads .
Yeah , thats about it . I wanna travel . A lonely one by myself . Maybe with my lovely ones .
Damn it , So much .
Gah , what amma talkin' about ?


Shitty minds . brain disorder .


And outta sudden ,
I felt like blogging so much !
Man ,
Can't stop my mind from thinking about blogging , even though I have nothing to blog about .
How funny can this feeling be .
Okay ., Anyways .




I haven't intro you guys my new best friend .




Bogei AKA Domokun !
He is BOGEI ( toothless ) okay .?
Those sharp sharp stuffs in his mouth are just stickers actually .
Tried cheating you guys lor !
But he failed obviously , and I'm so lame actually .
So he is bogei ! and I love him ! Lols ............
Ps : he sleeps with me =x





At least , he keeps quiet in the night and listen to all my rubbish naggings and complains .
Never stop smiling .
And he looks like he agrees with me all the time !

How childish .



But , sometimes , people just need someone like .. *****
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BOGEI !
hahahahahaha ~



- 自high-ing -



Xoxo ,
Cherlyn

Dear readers ,
I'm taking a break .
Am doing good :D
Just Chilling out .




Love the lights eh? :D



Xoxo , withloves ;
Cherlyn

When will I be able to climb over .
To take flight with you again ?
Time kept pulling me away .
Or ..
Did I kept running away from time ?


So many chances you gave .
How many times did I obey .



disappointments disappointments is all I give you .
So why go on ?



Tell me .
What kind of smile should I use to come face you upright again .
What kind of excuse should I tell myself that you actually never stopped loving me .
I can't convince myself .


Nuff said .

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我喜欢我细心的妈咪~
常常都会帮我去掉鱼骨头，然后把鱼肉放在一个碗里面，让我很方便的吃到鱼~
想象没有他帮我把鱼骨头弄掉，我就没办法吃我爱吃的鱼了.

妈咪，在我的人生里也是一样的


怎么突然间，感觉妈咪好迷人


但是，人总是爱依赖人
到现在我还是爱依赖妈咪拔鱼给我吃，不肯自己学会怎么拔鱼给自己吃
好怕会被鱼骨头哽到的我，也会怪妈咪有些时候不小心的拔到有骨头的鱼给我
才发现，自己，有多么自私。。。


好多的想法，可是..




我还是爱妈咪拔鱼给我吃! :D hahahahahas .






Center parting !
Lol , how do I look seriously ?
funny ? mature ? geeky ? cheena ?
Oh my tian ......


well , I actually don't care .

Enough of sadness .
I gotta start blogging !


went to look for jobs at town today with cass .
WTH , like all need 18 and above .
Why why why can't I work full-time for them ?
- failed -
Tomorrow going again .
wuliao-ness .



again , my ezlink-card is running outta money !
insecure ~~~~~
D:



God is greater . Greater . GREATER . than all of my fears .
Jehovah Rohi
Jehovah Rapha
Jehovah Shammah
Jehovah Jireh
Jehovah Tsidkenu
Jehovah Shalom
Jehovah M kaddesh


To whom shall I cry to .?



Easter coming .
I'm gonna find back my first love again .



Holding on tight .
Not letting go .




Xoxo ,
Cherlyn

I made a big mistake .
I got my friend into trouble . when she don't even need to get all those nonsense .
It was all my fault .
I said the things I should not say .
...
I'm really sincerely sorry .
I know whatever I say , you won't listen anymore .


Now I can't say much , & I don't have any right to .
Just , losing a good friend I always like .
Cause she have always been there to help me , encourage me and standing by me .
A friend will stay by you when the whole world leaves you .
but she didn't .
Be it she was just being nice , or whatever .
But I really appreciate the times .


Maybe after today , we will not be friends anymore .
You'll close back to your own side , start being back a cold person .
when deep inside you're not .
Because , the deep inside you is the girl that loves God very much with a real heart



She might be hating me in her heart now , regretting for all the efforts .



She made a difference in my life .



Thank you . my friend .