It's been awhile .. isn't it ?

才发现,很多东西不能只用一个角度去看..
很多东西要闯过了,伤痕累累,骈体岭伤..才能学会..
太多失望的记恨,不是一天两天.
而是要领悟了,在"心"爬起来..




人的勇敢，很多时候都是要在软弱的时候才会诊的秀出来..
上帝也许才能从中让我门体验他的力量..





想东西其实很累..
而,以前的人我应该记完了..现在有点后悔..
我害怕在跟着人群走..


{♥}
因为有你牵着我,让我不再害怕黑暗.
让可恶天杀的魔鬼离开我的世界..
让我在被爱.
就因为我拥有你..
{♥}



将就够了..



赞美主!
Loves ,
Xoxo ,
Cher ,. ;;;;;

I MISS HUIMINNNNNNNNNNNN~

All of us miss you ..

hiroko san miss you too ..

T_T

sigh ...

Cherlyn.

What hurts the most ..

I don't know when did this seed grew at the bottom off my heart .
To reject everyone .
But since the day you saw me , you want me to remove the seed . I did .
& I promise to try to bloom another garden .
I want to be who Imma gonna be . not here . Ain't stoppin'
Faith arised in me , I step forward with expectation .
But , devil didn't let me go . he took away again yet again another friend of mine .
sand , xiao yan now .. hui min .
I really don't know how to react to this .
I just don't wanna try to be a stronger self from learning this lesson of losing .
I really hate it .
But I just have to go through it .
I can't be anymore sorry to have said those mean words .
but , I really can't bear to lose my friends .
I seriously miss huimin . I really am still in stunned world .
She was really still fine the other day ..!
Just in a few hours , devil took her away ..




My heart never stop aching when her name is being mentioned .
She's still so young , she haven't got married !
We haven't got to hit our dreams , how can she be so selfish to have chose to left us ?
all of a sudden ? all these question marks never left .



Looking at the photos we took , I told myself ..
Huimin , I will do my best of what you couldn't manage and you wished to do .
Imma gonna do your part extra to fulfil both of our dream .



Can you hear me talking ?
Beibei , I'm so happy when your father went to beat him up .
I'm so so sorry , I know you'll be upset .
But still , hearing of the news of him being beaten up just got me all excited .
Because , I feel he deserves it lor .
Don't be mad okay ? Ps : your dad looks super man when he's talking for you :)
*envy* I never had that kinda experience having my dad's protection !




Well , If that's really you in class today .
I hope , you'll really rest in peace .
Don't naughty! Stop wondering around already .. okay ?



Love you .
Xoxo ,
Cherlyn.

You left .. all sudden .
Left nothing spoken .
You promise to come and see joyce hair .
You told me you love God ..
You're the silliest girl i've ever seen who's so in love with a lousy person .
You're also the most brave person who dares to hold a knife to protect her love one .
You taught me how to bear through .
You don't like me to be unhappy ..




And now , you're gone .
How do you think me and the other girls are going to take it ..
You always ask whether we're listening to you .
have you ever listen to what we say ?
And now , you can't hear us .. you're so selfish ..


You simply took away everything .
and gave us only a 3 month memory ..





Huimin , we really miss you ...
Rest in peace ..

Toothache the monster .

2nd Wisdom tooth on the left side bottom is growing very the much .
It's causing me to be in pain for 24/7 very very the much .
Damn . HURTS MORE when sleeping ..
喜欢听歌的我,都会因为太痛到觉得歌很难听...
howwwwwwww .




PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!

PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!

PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!
PAIN GO AWAY !!





*PRAYERS*
Sobs ..



Eating pain killers . eat until sian ..
Last time I don't let ah le eat pain killers de ..
hahaha , I also never eat before ..
but really pain until .... sigh ..
eating it every 6 hours ..
unhealthy hor ??



pray for me lah .




Test didn't go well for me today , because toothache strucked me halfway during blow drying .
Pain killers weren't by my side ... had to bear through it . with my head spinning ....
SIGH...
Perry must me very dissapointed ...




Cried ...




Tired le .
Good night .

Don't ever leave me in the dark anymore .

Just , secure me in your arms safe .

Cus , I'm tired of searching for you .

MARRRRRCHHHHH.~

LIFE'S BEEEN TIRINGGGGGZXZXZXZXZXCZXZXZZXSSSZXZX.
Ask me how am i? I'll reply not as good as you .
LOL .



school work school work school work school work school work church worrkkkkzxzxzx .
rahhhhh . where's my rest day ?? hahahaha .
Schedule is powderful packed .
Kite flying sessions with vin is really super fun .
and oh , yeah . I'm enjoying my classes to the max .
Coloring , perming comes in . wheeeeeeeeeee .



Even though I have my freedom , i still feel restricted .
Sometime , I feel I'm worst than a prisoner .
Wth, move to new house don't even have big door's key .
Gotta hit the bell everytime . . stupid lor .
I don't know whatever . I just feel it's super immature of 'em .



I don't know what .
Recently my dad sent me aye sms saying that he met up with aye accident .
that he injured his arms and legs .
I didn't even bother to reply . Am I heartless or what ?
I can even treat it like nothing happen ..
TSk... I really don't want to care much .




Found any difference with my hair ?
I dyed it . Perry chose jap black for me ..
hahahaha .
Okay lah , many ppl say i look better with black hair ..
But I feel kinda uneasy to it now .
cus , i feel super blackkkkkkk .



I really just wanna love myself more .

Well boon boon .,

Please get well sooooooon!

Xoxo

Cher ;