you say that you still love and trust God .
tell me , how much ?

I LOST MY HANDPHONE TODAY .
SO , JACK FRUIT JACK FUIT JACK FRUIT .

i still need to do my blogging right .
lol .






` webcam with jan .
LOL .


crazy jan !
LOL .
revenge donee !
wahahahahahas ,
she zi liang kuang uhs !




WAHAHAHAS ,
MY BEST FRIEND :D




its suchha waste .
so xin tong , and i record it down ,.



set it so long with my time lehs !
lol .

what is after my 'N' lvls .??
okay , i've finally decided ..
ITE .
but what comes after my hnitec after ITE ?
Poly ???? i dont know why , but i don't like poly or jcs .
they gave me poooooor impression .
I'm really troubled lahs .
after listening naggings and teachings from my sister ...
1k ? 1.5k ???
TSK TSK , stress uh .
i really don't know what i want .
so , anyways ??
i know i will still end up in poly .
cause .. hais .
if not what ? private 'O's ?
irritating lehs . can't i quit studying ? T___T
tao yan making decisions .
seriously tao ren yan !
really up to God now .

STRESSED ?
uh huhs ...... T_T
never felt this way before .
finally decided to blog this down .
SOBS .
this morning head was boiling like hell .
got a fever .
and i ignore it . cause i want to go school .
then went to bathe .
come out then like kept smelling blood .
then thought i have a running nose .
rub it awhile then notice blood on my tissue .
my nose bleed !
call mommy and ask her what to do .
she ask me not to go school .....?
say its raining somemore .
then i do what i know to stop my nose bleeding .
drank super lotsa water and took my medicine from the super ex doctor .
T_________T
you know why ?
2 days more to EXAMS ! >.<
Thursday , can you don't come ?
just skip it to another day .
prayers is what i can give everyday .





忘恩负义。 ( just referring to a friend of mine . )
you see this you know it .
wasting all my efforts .
totally disappointing .
since you've forgotten .
then i shan't remember a single bit of it (:
enjoy your time with the love you have now .
cause i don't give a shit to a stranger i don't know .
the one that i know .
is no where found .

kinno hair grow long already ,.
picking a time out to bring him go grooming .
Lol .
im so tired lahs .
study study .
and still , i miss my time sleeping .
REALLY !
like the feeling lying on the bed with an empty mind of tomorrow.
mahahahas , guess its just so rubbish .
i have so many things that i need to adjust on .
and still struggling .
like recently i thought my time management is better .
but in the end its like , -_________- lahs
now adays i can't sleep at night totally .
like when the minute i lay myself on bed right , lotsa stuffs will come and call me .
its super cham lahs !
my heart kept counting down to the days of my SA1 .
and time flies like nobody's business.
GOSH .
and i really cant imagine myself failing .
)':
just can keep telling myself , i can do it.








why is cherlyn so cold now a days ?
why she so emo uhs ?
she miss her ex uhs ?
or she got financial help ???
her depression come back again ah ?!!!

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im not emo !!!
Lol , i wouldn't even want to step out of the house if i am emo .
i just dont understand why people are so ........
GRRRRS , forget it . say whatever .
one thing is . i ensure you (:
CHERLYN IS STILL FINE ;D
so stop peck peck pecking .






thursday is boring lahs .
mdm waheeda want us to help her do feets .
and im doing those like to mend the ulgly feets one . .
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look at this ..
look like a foot to you anyway ?
-________________-''







another one is totally hopeless !.
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WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !
okay , i know .




美女:DD

1st time go halland v !!!
LOL , dont laugh lahs !
you got go before mehhhhhhhhhhhh????
tsk tsk !!








WALA WALA !
and on the way home .
i wanted to pee peeeeeeeeeee !!
super urgent lors .
then no toilet .
SI BEI SIAN !
then i boliao , look out for funny people ....
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FUNNY NOT ??
HENG MY MOMMY IS MY MOMMY ,.
my mommy WONT wear like that .
heng my mommy got dress sense :D
hohoho .





then got this couple og Gays trying to be funny inside the train .
OH MY TIAN LAHS .
heng i only manage to snap dao they all sleeping .
before that the one in white was smelling the yellow-shirt-guy's neck lor !!!
then their hands all were placed near their pants' zip !!! >.<''
super EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKS !


okay , super er xin .







womenhood conference ;D
daisy ;D
gave it to amanda ! but in the end , it stil lan diao liaos !
sobs ~





hom-ed .
ka wu tong .
P.S * Dr kim Sunghae is awesome lahs ! LOVE HER !

2.4 beats me .
bongs lahs .
i nearly pass lor .
just by 2 mins .
-____- sbs .




the journey to yck stadium .



22 was my number .

gosh .
when i see ong's face . i nearly faint .

it was so red lahs .
i then tell him .
gosh , i don't wanna run anymore .
i'ld rather take roller coaster .!!

and afterr ...
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MAHAHAHAHAHAS . still got one X on my forehead .
don't look like me anyway .
FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
then my eye one big one small .
don't worry . this don't happen to anyone else .
only me .
-___________________-''
anyway caught this song .
and i thought its very nice .
by meng fei chuan .


除了想你除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
我决定:放弃你




yups .
you are so 不值得！