Breakaway Camp was GREAT guys .
super fun luhs .
hmmms , just kinda feel like its abit not worth it .
$25 for only FOOD and drinks ?
cause earlier on leaders they say there'll be camp t-shirt , goodie bag and stuffs .
like alot of things like that .
then in the end ..
THERES NOTHING LAHS .
duh -.-
feel so much mighty sad after that .
duh .. like kennah cheated siol .
but anyway , it was my first time in my zone camp .
yeah i think i did enjoy myself .
but sad thing was ..
i wasn't feeling really well .
was actually having fever the past few days before camp .
but yet still go .
cause I'm super hungry for God !




we had our encounter night with God at 2am in the morning .
really early morning .
lol . alot of the members were already sleeping .
but , i still try to remove all distractions and enjoying myself in the presence of God .
i didn't teared much .
just felt peace from God .
God removed all my fear and most of my negative thoughts away .
God told me ..
my daughter , from today onwards . I'm going to give you new visions and dreams .
and I'm going to use you and bring you into the outside world .
you're a women with Faith .
go . go into the world , be the salt and light of the world .
go be the blessings for other people .
Don't be afraid for the next upcoming unknown future .
because I'll always be by your side .
God began to praise me ..
You're such a awesome person cherlyn ,
I'm always so happy to see you again .
you always bring joy and fun to the cell group .
helping your friends with their problem even when you're not well .
my eyes are on you with your every actions and thoughts .
keep going on !



yup , isn't this amazing ?
its always easier to please God than people .
so why should i care about people who don't care about me at all ?
:D God is a good God .
i really do serve a living God .



the next morning at 6am ..
amanda , janice soo and i woke up .
amanda recommended us to use the staff toilet at 3rd or 2nd floor .
because staff's toilet are always empty and they're so much cleaner than the others .
so we happily went to go ans used it .
we were brushing through half way ..
there came this young girl's voice a hymning crying noise .
which didn't sound like she's breathing .
that sound kept continue .
i started to pray .
janice soo and i heard it .
we both stare at each other .
she asked me what was it ..
and then janice tan came in ..
we asked janice tan whether theres anyone outside ..
there was no one in fact it was very dark outside !
Gosh .
i quickly ask the others to leave that toilet .
the crying noise didn't stop even when we left the toilet .
then while we're going up the stairs .
i saw this very tall girl's spirit flew by very quickly .
its was super obvious and .. her hair was very short ..
just reaches the ear and her jaws .
her skirt were long and her blouse looked super dirty and old .
she was wearing specs . one kind of very old specs .
like those circular ones .
i quickly walk up in a faster speed while speaking in tongues .
that crying noise only then stopped .
felt so much better .
then bathed .
everything went smoothly .
then when i saw shalynne on the way back to our classroom where we're sleeping in .
i felt really so much secure and safer .
at that minute i nearly cried .
no one know what i saw .
i didn't wanted to say it out .
I'm so afraid that the members will be afraid if they hears it .
my mom also don't know .
I'm so afraid she'll bring me to scary temples again
I've never seen spirits for so long already ..
why do i see them again ..
)':
but now everything is alright ;DD




this camp really taught me alot of things guys .
especially some of the guys ;D
one of them are just so irritating that really nearly made me wanna bash him up with a broom .
Duh !
i wonder how his family members can tolerate him this type of people .
can you imagine .
he's so the super thick skin until , after discipleship from leaders he still can happily do it again .
and that's not all .
after all the stupid and irritating things he tried to do in front of us ,
still give attitude problem some more .
talking to him nicely also need to get scolding .
then , i decided to talk to him in a more serious way to make him don't feel like I'm kidding ..
then people think I'm scolding him some more .
maybe i joke too much i guess , and made people felt like imma very easy going person .
like as if i don't have a limit .
he's pushing me all the way to my limit .
and yet when i tried so many times ..
the things just freaking cant drill over his skin into his brain !
i still need to get discipled like im not understanding enough cause he's just 12 years old .
wth .
the members and the other new friends were all tolerating him lor .
its just that they didn't wanted to say a single thing .
if i were to really wanna scold him , why would i still talk to him ?!
man , super pissed at that time .
felt so unfair !
he was the one who irritated all of us ,for the whole day and yet when i stop him also wrong !
why shouldn't him be the one to get more discipleship than me ?!
look , if telling the leaders or who so ever in charge dont work .
im not that stupid , I'll protect myself .
i may sound really unreasonable .
but see , after asking him to stop . he really stop awhile for that night .
but still , the next morning .
-.- hais . sbs = si beh sian .
he carry on with his nonsense again and never stop ...
til then I'm seriously sick until no voice already .
feel like telling him why not use up all his energy with his nonsense at exercising or improve on his school work .
man !
okays , i finish complaining .



aight , good night guys ;DD

hokkien version of Ratatouille

THIS SONG MADE ME LAUGH LIKE HELL LAHS .

ITS FINALLY OVER GUYS !
THE SINGING COMPETITION .
A DAY AMANDA AND I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WAITING FOR !
HAHAHAHAHAS ,
GUESS WHAT ?
WE DIDN'T WIN THAT 1st PRICE (:

EUGENE LIM WON THE FIRST PRICE :D
$200 lehs !!!
awww ~




too bad , my blog wont have his picture one xD
lol .
no lahs , i havent got the pictures we took at the place .
but ive taken lotsa pictures of me when i reached home .
mommy was kind of sad when she heard i didn't won the 1st price .
hahahahahas ,
she have alot of confident in me luhs .
please lorr , my voice can break vase one kays ?!
nah , just kidding :D




here's the banner that my sisters made for my singing competition .
amanda and i both got one .
Eugene one still got mic some more .
): favouritism one .
hahahahas .
xDD they're so sweet lah can ?!
<3>
mehhh mehhhh ~

flowers from the cell group too :D
super cute one xD

meow ~

yah lahs .
its cute to act cute with the flowers !
okays -.-
i meant the flowers not me -.-

o.o ?

audience from the first row are irritating !
really felt like throwing my heels onto them and ask them stop laughing .
i wonder why they were laughing .
lol .
maybe wood bridge today bring people out for outing at riverwalk with us ?
-.-

the best smile to hide all things that shouldn't be told :D

i saw a auntie running after the bus while i was on the way to clarke kuay .
And , she didn't manage to stop the bus .
her face goes like that and she flashed a middle finger to that bus driver .
yup .
not acting until to drama .
her face was really like that .
i took 5 minutes making myself to look like her .
wahahahahas .
obviously , im younger :)
this face (:

her eye brows were thicker and much more funnier .
wahahahas ,
sorry to disappoint you .
my eye brows is not that very obvious .
haais ):



random .

my hellokitty ring i bought when i just received my first salary .
first time spending the blood shed money of my own .
very memorable .
together with another mickey mouse one .
hahahahas .

i wore this very girly dress on that day together with my pink heels !
Gosh , really had a hard time ):
cause i was super scared my heels will somehow get stucked inside one of the drain's cover thingy .
imagine you walk half way then couldn't carry on .
super paiseh lahs !
but heng-ly it didn't happen to me .
but my feet hurts ):
heng-ly , i didn't have blisters :D
just felt super tiring ..
lol .
oh by the way girls ,
if your heels really got stucked inside one of those drain's cover right ..
* just remove your feets away from the heels first , come down and pluck it out like a man *
DONT USE YOUR LEG DOWN THERE KEEP PULL PULL !
super funny one .



well well , our competition went great xD
i learnt a lesson .
next time even if other people force me go this type of things ,.
i'll just be bold and say " No , i dont want . "
if i really dont want .
i couldn't believe myself coming all the way until here until the final competition !
i find the singing audition wasn't really strict at all .
people like me seriously shouldn't get in one .
im not saying until like i wanna be proud or what so ever .
its just some of the people dont really seem that good than others who didn't got in .
thats why i started to think of .. what made me come here ?!
and can you imagine ?
you go in audition as solo .
in the finals become band with other solo finalist -.-
so i think its super anyhow grab in one .
sad thing was , none of my class mates or friends turn up to support .
super sad one ,
my class mates at first say until so happy say will come in the end still put aeroplane .
super ali bah bah one .
grrrrs .
if you're reading this .. tell yourself or neighbour on the left or right ..
"i hope cherlyn is not talking about you (: "
at the end of the performance was really a big big relieve .
was quite angry of myself .
cause the whole thing go like how me and amanda planned ...
zzz , si beh sian .
we sang the whole song together with same key like singing national anthem .
hahahahahahas , no lahs ..
did i screw up the whole thing ?
):
but we did really enjoy-ed the whole event thing :D
sisters and brothers were very enthu-ing waving hands through out the whole show xD
" xin ku le !! " <3




i was kind of sad .
sad because my favourite finalist yi xuan didn't won the first price !
just because she forget her lines only lorrs .
if not she sure win one ...
aiyerrrs ..
wasted .
her voice super hao ting one ..
heeees .



pst. kong today shared today about Faith and confidence .
and when pst kong shared about how innocent babies really are ..
i was really amazed .
and the part of when he shared something about how parents and teacher will teach them how to be afraid and to be fearful about the outside world .
must discipline really be done this way ?
then i thought .
yah horr ..
no wonder the tarzans and those cave man in africa ..
they can be always so brave .
the faith and confidence they have in themself is so super good !
and today i was like thinking ..
just that moment ..
i really want that spirit that stay there burning in my heart .
a spirit like that face in all difficulties .
amen ?




TODAY IS THE WORLD AIDS DAY .
BUY A ROSE FOR ONLY $2 TO SUPPORT THE PATIENTS :D
I BOUGHT ONE TOO !
PURPLE ONE ! :DD



cy'all soon lah deh .
im hitting the sack soon .
nites :)

in somehow somewhat ..
i can see myself still smiling the same way like before .
but somehow , when i have God beside me .
every thing just look so different , so new .
and i somehow think , my smile is becoming more and more like myself .
i didnt change much .
i just managed myself to throw away that person who's not really me in past .
but please take note .
im still the one after all .
but just ,
a nicer girl , who carries his cross wherever she goes (:




[ photos from yesterday at amanda's place :D ]







amen ?
maybe y'all didnt or never find a difference yah ?
hahahahas .
nevermind .
good for me can liao :D
(: thank you Lord .



; cherlyn

The angels came into my dream last night .
i didnt know they are angels .
until , i finally figure it out somewhere .
hahahahas , sure sound childish .
the angel came and some how encouraged me .
haaas , somehow said that i've been doing really well .
ask me keep up the good work ..
good girl infront of mommy , friends and family .
and she said , some of my secrets out ..
then bla blahh i cant remember , she just said well done .
uhm , i really dont know what is this dream all about .
Gosh .
but its a good dream anyway ! <3




then right .
i came to a thought like ..
some times i really need to relax myself like jianwen.
really so care free until . every day can "kiao kar "
then no need think so much .
sometimes i need to do things that i dont like .
please understand that , i dont like to do them so !
and please what ever i do is for God's sake .
i sometimes do have orders to do .
then after i tried to help something i actually dont need to do ,
people try give me another image like imma busy body .
AM I STUPID OR WHAT ?!
you'll say .
" they dont appreciate or care then leave them alone lahs ! go care for what ?!! "

WHO DONT WANT ?!
every one sure want a easier way .
why would i lead my life like a cinderella ?
Gosh .
some more people will complain i do not good enough ..
WTFish ?!
i just want to rant it out .
i admit it .
i seriously felt this is totally really not me .
this is something ive never been like doing about .
i really hate being controlled over or what .
when you tried to accomplish something with instructions .
then still need to face what come next .
RAHHHS .
hate the feeling totally .
im not acting like what i want others to see me outside .
i just dont want to see my bad self in the mirror like before .
its really sad .
when what ever you've done people just treat it like you dont deserve anything .
okays . this is my blog after all .
i can write what ever i feel inside .




Recently got stalked by a stranger .
really strange stranger .
i dont know what he's up to .
seriously , really scared .
but it's over i guess ?
hope so (:(:




i made it for the 48 hours fast with God !!!
HALLELUJAH !
amen amen , super happy .
my prayers did work well i guess ?
mommy's 2 opponents stalls next to her are all closing soon .
that she no one will come snatch customer from her liao .
wahahahas , good thing .
RESOURCES OH LORD !
man .
i have this very strong Faith in me .



Today went to Amanda's condo to practice singing .
morning had my porridge a bedok market !
i tell you when i taste the first sip of chin chow ..
can fly i tell you !!
then eat the super nice porridge .
tell you super heavenly .
suddenly its just a happiness burning inside you .
like you're really getting more and more closer to God .
some one so great in your life is really awesome !
ofcause porridge and chin chow cant do !
currypuffs <3
amanda still belanja me eat sweet corn somemore ! :DDD
hahahahas , super blessed with food .
and then practice went well .
but i just felt like going to east coast , vivo , sentosa .. blah blah
just places that i can enjoy fresher air .
i just need air to breathe .
then .. we went to go in all the facilities in the condo .
wahahahas .
we went swimming .
it was raining . i didnt care .
Amanda is super afraid of cold water .
she sat under the big big umbrella stand .
i swim swim until song song .. the security guard come and said this ..
" eh girl ah better get up you know .. now raining ah .. later thunder strike ah !!! "
he added on .. " you never watch the news ? the dragon boat one !! 5 people die ah ! "
i was like .. errm .. okays !
i thought it was because of the people didnt wear life jackets ?!
okays whatever .
then we praised and worship under the big big umbrella .
pray for shalynne , yueze and my mommy !!
so we went to the gym and do some work out .
hahahahas , we chatted bout some super funny stuffs.
the rain seem not that heavy already ..
then we decided to like go back to the pool .
indian uncle said " cannot not lah .. sorry ah .. manager very "niao" one ah ..."
then we go to the hot hot spa pool .
tell you super hot .
but feels good :D
come home with skin tear some more .
at first thought its the rocks or what that made my skin feels spiky .
hahahahas , then know its skin burn liao !
* faints *
then went to the steam bath room .
20 degree .. feel like nothing ..
increase and kept increasing until we nearly forgot uncle say cannot reach 40 .
wahahahas ..
the steam room is like sauna but not the usual burning charcoal one .
i felt the steam one feels better xD
play until tired ler .
go bck her place eat ice cream (:(:
wahahahas , still got the bitter bitter biscuits to go with ice cream .
auntie shared with me about my future plannings .
like ive never thought before one .but auntie just simply shoot out like so easily .
yet so encouraging .
then thought over what auntie had said .
then find it kind of true .
compare bakers to beauty therapist ..
baker seem really a better job ehs ?
hahahahas . after how auntie explains and all .
not bad not bad , at least now i learn to think !
thanks auntie ! <3




tomorrow Dry run for competition already .
and , friday competition somemore !
people know who you are must come support me !!
xDD
i need popularity points !!! *
okay okays .
i need to end here .
it feel so much beter after screaming everything out from heart .
at least im still me after all .
(:



Jesus , you reigns inside my heart .