2.4 beats me .
bongs lahs .
i nearly pass lor .
just by 2 mins .
-____- sbs .




the journey to yck stadium .



22 was my number .

gosh .
when i see ong's face . i nearly faint .

it was so red lahs .
i then tell him .
gosh , i don't wanna run anymore .
i'ld rather take roller coaster .!!

and afterr ...
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MAHAHAHAHAHAS . still got one X on my forehead .
don't look like me anyway .
FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
then my eye one big one small .
don't worry . this don't happen to anyone else .
only me .
-___________________-''
anyway caught this song .
and i thought its very nice .
by meng fei chuan .


除了想你除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
我决定:放弃你




yups .
you are so 不值得！

[ Saturday's Kids Excursion @ Singapore Army museum :D ]
wheeee haaaaa !
guess what .
super excited !
first time go excursion with them .
woah , and i'm expecting more than 30 kids coming siol !
praise the lord .
I really had no idea how many kids were coming .
and the problem is not the kids , but the grumpy bus driver .
we supposed to start of by 1115 .
but one of the kid was late .
in the end we started off at 1130 ?
the driver was super mad .
was nagging .
and coffee still wont satisfy him .
he want us to reach at 1230 . how possible would happen siol ?!
he refuse to fetch the last girl char .
so it became my job to go and fetch her .
of cause i din't use my own penny .
hahahahas , got people sponcer .
no lah no lah .
its Raymond LEE .
he's super nice and thoughtful .
he lend me his hp knowing that my hp couldn't call out . so that i can call him when i need help .
even lend me his umbrella knowing that it's gonna rain and i'll be alone .
hahahahas , Thank God .
i have people to take care of me even when i'm serving .

got her :D
and off we go to thee ARMY MUSEUM -_-
i was @_@ in the car .






and finally REACHED :S

coming back to the kid isn't about resting .
carrying m giddy giddy fainting head i still need to help out raymond with dorothy .
to settle the forms and money blah blah .
we slowly moved on to the journey .
i can't explain much how "interesting" the kid was .




the trip is fun .
And scary .
the bomb bomb bomb is what i hate the most .
i almost didn't wanted to join them .
but still i will hold on to the sides and watch finish the show with them .
i'll be thinking like .
the kids dare to watch why can't i !
" but they got parents with them lei ....."
tsk tsk ,
its not the short clip is scary .
its the sound effects .
and inside the room was uber dark .
and I'll be so paiseh to let them see me screaming right ?!!!
so i shut my lips , ear and eyes throughout .
:x >.<
i really didn't expected so much to learn serving in children's church ministry .
i learned alot .
sometimes like it'll be hard like giving my time out serving .
kennah use by people to the extra miles job end up they gain points .
me ? nothing .
must 忍 all !!!
i use to hate being used by people .
i feel betrayed .
maybe you wun understand .
but as long as i know that'll be enough .
although a new member over there .
there'll be still people helping me when i kennah bullied .
so i'm really blessed :D
heees , sorry for this later entry .
cause recently i'm study and praying really much .
i've been praying pretty much on myself and the important people around me.
God never leaves me lor .
even during the dry periods .
He's there to encourage me .
very often i doubt myself living int his world for .
and very often i doubt my capabilities .
i doubt my faith for God .
very often i blame myself .
very often i feel like ending my life .
very often i let people down .
i watched a video that shalynne played during cell group .

my tears start flowing down .
very much is showing that i'm that girl .
that girl who was dancing with God with joy .
that girl who was distracted by many things around her .
that girl seperated from God .
that girl crying out to dance with God again .
that girl crying to breakthrough .
and finally in His arms again .
i wanted to share pretty much after the cell group to encourage them .
but i just couldn't put up much .
well , this is what i wanna say .
during last week's friday cgm .
i shared a testimony thanking God for giving me strength .
i wanted to add on , but words couldn't express how it was .
so i stopped there .
Although alot of people know that i broke up with guy for God .
guess nobody really understand why and how i started and ended the relationship .
like normal people , i cried after my failed relationship .
heart aches , heart aches and heart aches .
throughout that time ,. i was really alone and was praying real hard to breakthrough.
God then showed me the truth few days later .
i tidy up my feelings and downship-ness.
i fasted ,
and God touched me during my 3 hour quiet time .
i was refreshed and God answered my prayers .
the next day , my mom start talking to me and we ended the cold war .
my fever / flu was healed .
mommy blessed me with $$ . but still it'll go back to God .
the best thing is ..
until now i then realised ...
he's no longer on my mind .
i'm no longer struggling :D
10 things i really want to encourage Christians to

1. pray more for your spiritual life.
2. serve God more whenever you can .
3. read more of the word of God .
4. share your burdens and fellowship with your leaders more .
5. keep on praying to keep the anointing .
6. pray that you will not back slide
   
7. pray for yourself that you will not be distracted by temptations .
8. learn how to wait .
9. practice keeping a verse as a weapon to fight against devil .
10. maintain the relationship with God . be addicted to the holy spirit .

yup thats all .
i didn't say it'll be a short entry .
lol
tmr's 2.4 !
JIAYOU !

candice tagged me !
oh my tian .
why this time when i have a lesser song playlist ??
T___T




How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
K2G- PuffyAmiYumi .
UHMS ? how ami suppose to make this song come sense .
hahahahas , i feel alright .
uhms . yah . -.-

Will you get far in life?
Toku Suru Karade - PuffyAmiYumi
MUAHAHAS , i don't even understand this song .
so no elaboration .
never thought of it before anyway .
yes , i think so .
one thing is i wont assume anything .
" shun qi zi ran " ^^

How do your friends see you?
Green Apple- PuffyAmiYumi
NANDESKA ?? see me as green apple ?
maybe i'm sour ? and not as sweet as red apples ?
omg . crazy !

Will you get married?
TeenTitansThemeSong- PuffyAmiYumi
WAHAHAHAS , " teentitans , GO!!!!!!!......"
maybe yes .
if can't find a good one , i won't .
right mommy ?

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Tokyo Nights - PuffyAmiYumi
ARE YOU SURE ???
*faints *
its a cute song anyway :D

What is the story of your life?
Nice Buddy - PuffyAmiYumi
during visitation i teach my kids about being a loyal friend kays !
haaas .
proverbs 14:7
Go from the presence of a foolish man,When you do not perceive in him the lips of knowledge
kid's bible version ..
Stay away from a foolish man, for you will not find knowledge on his lips

What was high school like?
Toku Suru Karade-PuffyAmiYumi
this song again .
i don't know lehs !
i'm still studying in secondary school darling .


What’s in store for this weekend?
Teen Titans Theme song - PuffyAmiYumi
chiong uhs !!!
" when there's trouble you know who to call. .... TeenTitans !"

How’s your life going?
Simple-PuffyAmiYumi
simple , nice and sweet .
do you understand ?

How can you get ahead in life?
Tokyo Nights - PuffyAmiYumi
as shinning like the stars ?
HAAAAS !

What’s the best thing about your friends?
Simple - PuffyAmiYumi ( again !)
uhms , yah . as long they're themselves . and they love themselves .
simple and nice with no cunning hearts (:

What song will they play at your funeral?
Green Apple - puffyAmiYumi
-_______________-''

How does the world see you?
Nice Buddy - PuffyAmiYumi
HOHOHO. i don't believe (:

Will you have a happy life?
K2G - PuffyAmiYumi
YES YES , perhaps K2G means "Keen 2 Go "
GOGO , jiayou !
Don't worry be HAPPY ~~~~~!
***- ZI HIGH ZHONG - ***



okay im high until sick of answering them nicely liao .....
cause skip here skip there also these 7 songs ......
Sibeisian

Do people secretly lust after you?
Toku suru Karade - PuffyAmiYumi
yeah .

How can you make yourself happy?
Tokyo Nights - PuffyAmiYumi
^^ yeah

What should you do with your life?
Teen Titans Theme song - PuffyAmiYumi
yes (:

Will you ever have children?
K2G - PuffyAmiYumi
keen 2 Go ? nono , I won't intend to .
I'm super afraid of giving birth .
to think of it , its super scary .
But i love kids .
aiya . see how lahs .
im still 16 ? not 28 -______________-

What song would you strip to?
Green Apple - PuffyAmiYumi
geeeeez , i catch no ball .
whatever but i will still answer
No (:

What does your mum think of you?
Nice Buddy -PuffyAmiYumi


What is your deep, dark secret?
Simple - PuffyAmiYumi
i've got none .
just that imma super lazy person .
but i guess everyone else that know me sure know .
hahahahahas

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Tokyo Nights- PuffyAmiYumi
-no comments- bless you enermy :D

What’s your personality like?
Toku suru Karade - PuffyAmiYumi
Karade sounds brave ..
hohoho !
我是勇敢的女孩！

What song will be played at your wedding?
Nice Buddy -PuffyAmiYumi
hahahahas ! finally found my partner for life so must be more LANG MAN !
-____________-


-no more !-
I am tagging:
1 ) Amanda ?
2 ) Gerald ?
3 ) Jianwen ?
4 ) XinYin ?
5 ) Xuelian ?

**people , it isn't necessary to really play this thing .
haaas , so dont worry :D **




Anyway , back to my dairy :D
saw this scary thing .
was scared and took a picture and save it somemore .
brave right !!



cook japanese food during F&N class .
haaaas ,
god sushi , cha soba , miso soup , tempura prawns ?...






Cook with Marilyn , Juliana , Huihui , Gek theng and Melissa .
our food is the best lahs .
class finish ours .
then the one that they cook all wasted siol .
hahahahas ,
had fun .
this time round V.H !!!!
yay !!
heng i didn't work with melissa alone ..
if not i will eat super gross/disgusting der cha soba ...... >.<




Yes , I'm like that .
love the blogger and blog .
XOXO .
bye .

TEACHER CHERLYN !!
TEACHER CHER !!
{ TEACHER CAR CAR CAR !! I WANT GO TOILET !!!!!!!!!!!!! }



( " can't we see we're on the bus .......... ")
errm , yes ? we're reaching soon kays ..
later when we reach the church i bring you go pee pee kays ..
* shines a super wide smile *me with Char.
" WE LOVES WINX CLUB !! "
hold hands and jump together .
oh yah oh yah . and hihi puffy ami yumi ?
GOSHHH! lol
indeed , communicating with them can be real hilarious .
This girl like pink !
and .. she loves hellokitty too !
omg , i dint know i have so many of their favs ...
i dint watch that 9 pm show the other day .
and it was the last episode lehs !!!
omg , she watch it .
and told me excited-ly what happen in the end .
i like xiu ming with yi ding lahs !





this lil girl like to call me teacher car car ..
then her elder brother will carry on saying ..
" kar kar " smelly leg uh stupid !!
then i will look into his eyes and say " never laugh at peoples name uh , And stupid is a mean word ! "
then he will look at me with puppy looking eyes ..
wahahahs .. they're very cute lahs ..
her lil brother was sleeping while we were taking this pic :DD





REACH "already "
service was great great great lahs .
the kids were singing even when q-ing up .
they're so ke ai and innocent .
and they sing with actions ...



on the way back ...
the uncle just wont drop us at expo !
but he dropped us near luhs .
lol , my whole trip was super tiring + fun .
although its my first day serving .
i learn super alot of things lahs .
and through out , i never had a thought of leaving .
this process of learning really needs lotsa patience .
i was shocked when janice soo says that shes taking children church svc lahs ..
so good ..
mine visitation sia ...
tsk tsk , nvm nvm , I'm here to serve :D
heees .



it doesn't matter any more .
cause i know i will surely live a better than you .
theres no need to show off .
but i know that , i will not ever drop a damn tears for you .
i will forget all your bullshits and every damn promises you gave .
i will not fishing remember every single thing you said or do .
because , you just dont worth it .
and please , stop acting like you know me or understand me when you don't .
i would just kick you off like how mj shared .
" boooom !!!! " understand !!
nono . " KABOOOOOM !!!! "




XOXO :D

HAHAHA !

不能不能不能

不能没有钱！！

{LIN BANG }

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man .
super tired .
talk with a pi gu ren until 4 ++ ?
Lol , was super hungry then .
decided to starve myself until this morning when i wake up .
then , mommy didn't prepare any food .
so decided to blog , and starve till later then catch a breadtalk and amk hub .
i'm super hungry lahs .
I'm so sorry guys for not eating for the past few days .
please understand I'm not starving myself cause i want to slim down hors .
i just don't have much appetite .
and , after so many things happen , i just couldn't have much good mood to eat .
I felt so sorry .
really .
everyday i'm praying to God .
i promise i wont have the thought of turning back time anymore .
i dont want to turn back time anymore .
whatever that i lost , i will not chase after them anymore.
i wont ...
I'm so sorry for being a hypocrite .
i don't feel any normal at all these days .
the feeling of missing someone you can no longer see anymore really hurts .
it's so cruel , that even 60 ribenas will not make me any happy .
obviously , no one would bring me so many ribena to cheer me up .
cause my friends are nice they wont want to see me in NKF 3 days later .
i couldn't stop myself from missing him every single night when i lay myself to sleep .
speaking with till late nights , listening to his life and his whispering .
Every morning waking up without his morning calls .
every prayers that he pray and fast.
his gentle smile and lil faith that always give me strength .
the promises that shouldn't be broken .
i stayed awake throughout these nights .
browsing every messages that he sent me saved inside my phone .
listening to the music that he likes ...
my heart aches ..
i know this is really funny right ?
i always thought tat emo people are ugly .
and i hope I'm not behaving like one now .
well , i made this decision to end it for God .
people say im silly , scold me that im stupid .
some even say that im cheating his feelings .
OR WHATEVER LAH KAYS .
i wont even care much .
cause whatever im doing is for God only .
and again .
everything is enough with him in my life (:




i hope i havent change in anyways .
sometimes i really rather staying brave and just be myself .
cause only God understands ...

i really can't wait to settle this entry .
because i'm really afraid i might forget them .
and i wanna record it down just incase santa passes by my blog and could grant me with 3 sweet wishes .
so no more delay !
my sister was back .
and we went to ate lousy thai express at J8 .
my food was not bad cause its uber spicy . [ i love spicy food !! not wasabi , thankyou :D ]
and mommy's pineapple fried rice was like not really nice .
cause they added "raisins" inside :x
ewww lahs .

i got one of the ball ball from there .
very smart mommy .,...



YP4 was colourful :D
i drew all these ! stop laughing !
my hands were shivering while drawing .
lol , can see that crooked arrow ?
omg super paiseh .....
KUMAR ! didn't know that i can draw so well .
anyway ...



just some memories i should keep down .

我失恋了！
days had been hard to close this ending .
well , i made this decision for God .
and i'm so not regretting .
i don't care what other says .
I've been crying every nights and day .
everywhere i go seem so boring and wu liao .
didn't even have the mood to watch Guess3...
tsk tsk , but kid's centraL cheered me up the best i think .



couldn't let myself staying at home alone anymore..

famous amos for cg :D


i cried until almost my eye were super ugly ....
sorry for these colour-ed edited photos .
i never close my eyes .
it just happen to appear like this ...




me with my clone .
look super alike right !!!
omg lahs .
lotsa people mistaken me as her ...
lol ...
this photo can just show how ugly and swollen my eyes were ...
everything has ended .
and sometimes .
i really have to learn to be strong .
well , and i really find God more real each day .
and one thing i must admit is .
I love God than anyone else .
and , everything is enough with him in my Life .

Sorry guys for doing some slight changes .
I've decided not to do any of my recent post up first .
BECAUSE my near SA1 is coming .
and 本小姐 got to study .
i might only do some entries after one of the Fridays / Saturdays .
and just a note for you people.
The fella renting my sister's room had finally moved out Yesterday !
woohooo :D
and my sister is back from m'sia .
i think she'll be staying for 4 days ?
Okay .
have an very enjoyable april fool :D
So long folks !