this photo of mine is so the very old ..

hur hur ~

happy birthdayee mommy !

iloveyou `

uhh .

a back view of my boy friend !

lol

no photos to update here .

so browse through my com and saw this photo !

ilovekinno !

i'm so the lonely here nnorhs .

so quiet .

then cant walk here walk there .

grr .

well , hope i'm getting well soon :D

my legs is hurting !

people free must corr me .

cause i'm really bored here .

mommy's birthdayee is over ,

and i havent got any presents for her .

in hospital nowadayees ..

so she didnt expect much .

i made a birthdayee card ferhh her .

i think my expenses in the hospital is so the very ex lar .

must start working once i'm getting better ler .
needa pay her back .

all these dayees she's the one who kept me accompany lor ,

taking care of me .

even when i'm sleeping !

it's been hard for her .

volleyball trainings !

imissvolleyball !

heeheees :D

i looked back .

traced back every steps i walked .

i look forward .

i ask myself .

how am i gonna continue the rest of the long journey ?

when its still not the end .

cherlyn .

the needle .
the blood .

lonely nights ?

i miss him alot alot !

child ward 55 bed 3

grr .

i'm like so the very to old there lah .

all kids leh .

so its so the very noisy you know ?

sleepless nights !

they're crying like ka no stop the lor .

i wanna cry tooo .

stop crying !

DONT LAUGH !

people all asking why i'm in hospital .

haais .

dont ask dont ask .

hahs .

i'm not weak okayeees ?

imma gonna stayee stronger then before .

hey , i'm quite tired you know ??

what goes around comes around.
cause you are always so inappreciative.
& always takethings for granted.
i doubt you realise youre hurting others,
in the process of protecting your own ego.
which i assume is as big as the universe.

GREETINGS ~
hello hello :D
past few days got myself intuh big troubles in school ..
hur hur ..
but now everything is fine (:




i just wonder ..
why is it so difficult to be straight forward ..
i mean ..
if you dont like a person why not just say it to him or her ?
why say behind and hide like ka coward ??
why say the person calls you everyday when you're the one who contacted him or her ??
why wanna make yourself this way , and harm your friend ?
i'ld prefer people be frank with me , and not those who por here but say another story behind ..
what for pretend ?
oh you're sickening ..
two headed dogs ? snakes ?
ha !
what ever ..
creating troubles and troubles for me ..
whats wrong with you ??




uhh .
please , if you've got nothing better to do ..
get a life .. get it ..
i'll forget all the past .. and you too okayeees ?
i think thoses times .. i'm blind folded running around ..
and now .. i just tear it down ..
hey , hate me for all you want alright ?
cause in the end you'll be at the losing end ..
all i'll do is keep quite and watch ..
alright , leave me alone .





and then and then ..
i want these !

preetayee ehs ?

hahahahaha .

weeheeee ~

yyyyhhello ;;

dhe dee dee blogger is here tuh blog again ..

hur hur hur `

so where can i start ..

wait uh ..

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and so friday school was organising cross country ..

this year was bishan park 1 ..

so its rather so dhe really boring lar ..

but at leaste anderson got cross country lor ..

belstier hill sec dont have ..!!

hahahahahah ..

dint go to school that day ..

uh ,

okay okay ..

anderson's the best aight ?

really pissed off with mr nathan .

unresonable and irrespondsible !

i wonder how he got his master degree lar ..

fcuk .

his english sucks !

key board pronounced as key boat .

white board = white boat

boat = bouch

stop talking = stup toukeng

brass = breast

content page = kantant page

you ask why he's so hairy ,

he was once a monkey he'll reply ..

grr ..

he scold and speaks lotsa funny stuffs durring class !

grr cant stand him venting anger on students !

his attitude sucks !

all he know is to give you detention class ..

uh ..

i really dont like this kinda teachers ..

ha !

so this are some photos i took yesterdayeeeee ~

wheeeee ~

in the bus !

mommy love this photo !

she say i'm preetayeeee ~

haha !

fiona with her handsome and cute !

bryan lar ..

hahahahaha ..

he call himself that !

errr ..

ha !

hope they're doing fine now ..

dont wish tuh se this sweet couple quarrel and seperated ..

cause i lost mine ..

and i dont wish fiona to lost hers ..

yeaa girl ..

whatever decisions you make i'll support you all the way okayeeeees ? :D

thats darren with fiona ~

see how 'shinny' his face work ..!

hahahahahah ..

we're not afraid of the dark annymore !

LOL

by the way ..

he snores !!

grrr ..

noisy freak ..

yeaa yeaahhh ~

自己的男人要自己去判断。

well well ..
we're not fated ..

SHE CRIES NOT BECAUSE SHE IS WEAK .

SHE CRIES NOT BEACAUSE SHE WANTS SYMPATHY OR PITY

;SHE CRIES ,

BECAUSE CRYING SILENTLY IS NO LONGER POSSIBLE .

THE PAIN AND AGONY HAVE BECOME TOO BIG TO BE KEPT INSIDE ..

SHE CAN NO LONGER KEEP QUIET ...

..hhmmms ..

haais .

i dont know why ..

but ..

i sometimes find i'm drifting through this life without effect ..

uhhs ..

i often wonder if i'm truly worth what i've been blessed ?

ha !

you see me in my daily grind , so confident and strong ..

yet , when i'm all alone ..

i'll some how question myself ..

just where i belong ..

people say times heals everything ..

it's been a long while ..

but everything still goes the same ..

i think i cried a ocean out for him ..

i thought without his presence that'll make me feel more glad ..

yet , i really miss him

everynight before i sleep ..

his name , his face never fades ..

nightmares replays ..

just at that very moment ..

i'm so afraid ..

really afraid ..

where is he ?

he's no longer here ..

sweetest memories of a one year plus relationship with him ..

will always be on my mind ..

all i knew was to love him ..

i think ..

i forget how to really love a person ..

ha !

what am i talk about ???

all i know is ..

i lov-ed him before ..

and ..

hope he's life is doing great yeaa ?

yeaa ..

i shall move on with my studies ..

move on with everyone and everything around me .

move on with this world ..

ha !

imissmywifeyFIONA ~